pure agony

if you looked at me what would you see?

[zzzeppelinnn]

Even sometimes I feel like my closest friends don’t give a shit about me and it fucking sucks.

Me (via 50shadesof-class)

[just-a-little-banter]

A bed; where most teenagers find themselves for 16 hours of the day because they’d rather be asleep than deal with their problems. And if sleep is for the weak then teenagers are the weakest group of all. You close your eyes and just like that, you’re gone and reality cannot touch you. And if nothing was ever a priority… Most of us wouldn’t bother waking up.

-Unknown (via just-a-little-banter)

[my-suicide-mad-ness-blog]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

6 Things to Tell Yourself Today

1. I matter. 2. I’ll get through this. 3. I am beautiful. 4. I deserve to be loved. 5. I can find peace, happiness and contentment. 6. I have the power and the will to survive.

[0neira]

[lindsayvictorialee]

[fag]

I know drugs are bad and that they ruin families but so does monopoly and that’s still legal

[date]

[trilllions]

black and white

[mysticsybil]

I don’t read as much as I used to. I don’t draw as much as I used to.

I don’t even play video games as much as I used to.

I have no idea what I do.

[coral]

The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new lands but seeing with new eyes.

Marcel Proust (via feellng)

[itswhateverbraaaah]

Acting like you don’t give a shit when you do is a bad idea. Because one night when you’re awake at 3 a.m all your feelings you’ve kept bottled up and shoved away are going to come spilling out of you like a flood and you will fall the fuck apart.

[galvanizekenosis]

My therapist calls this my boiling point

[offbeatmel]

Dear Blackout,

My mother has never called me by name, 

she calls me beautiful

“How was your day, beautiful?”

“Beautiful, help clean up.”

“Yes, beautiful?”

And I believed her.

But then I turned on the tv,

flipped through the magazines,

saw the only thing deemed a “beauty”

to look nothing like me. 

And as all the boys chased my friends,

with flirtatious words, fawning over fair faces, 

mine received not one glance

not one word

and the silence erased my mother’s words

in a deafening, hollowing way.

But days like today,

moments like this,

I hear her loud and

clear 

(once again)

“I see you, beautiful.”

“I love you, beautiful.”

”Beautiful.”

And so thank you, blackout,

for the reminder, 

sweet as honey,

warm as my mother’s voice,

that my black is beautiful.

(You all are beautiful to me.)

-m.g.

[fellinlovewithmelancholy]

His eyes were the same color as the sea in a postcard someone sends you when they love you, but not enough to stay.

Warsan Shire (via bonhivers)

[sikeffy]

[gaybabyjail-deactivated20130507]

do u ever see someone reALLY cute in public and you just kinda ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[harmer-blog]

It takes all the strength I have in my damn body to not talk to you

10.22pm  (via harmer)

[downgoesreality]

you mean the world to me but i think i mean nothing to you... nothing.