Iām alive, im back for some WILD stories. Iāll be writing a LOT more so send in some requests. And I PROMISE, that Natsu breeding smut ive been working on will be up and ready to read super super soon!
Fic Teaser: Hyunjin x Reader x Felix | Taste Chpt 1
(Not my photo. Found on Pinterst)
āTell me, if I asked you to let me taste you, would you let me?ā
āHyunjin!ā you gasped, the sound torn from your lips in a breathless rush, but it only seemed to fuel his amusement.
āSo, you can speak.āĀ
#hyunjin x reader x felix
AN: To kick off my return from my hiatus, I wanted to start posting a fic story i've been writing for the past year. Honest you lot are NOT ready for the delicious thing's that's coming and I can't wait to share the chapters with you.
āAre you mad?ā he asked, his voice low and carefully measured, but tinged with a raw, uncertain edge that tugged at your chest. There was something naked in his tone, something vulnerable. Like he was hoping youād say no. Like he needed you to.
Your mouth went dry.
The air in the bathroom had thickened, heavy with steam and unspoken things. You tried to answer, but your throat felt tight, caught somewhere between fear and want. The warmth of the bath was nothing compared to the heat surging beneath your skin.
You swallowed, loud in the silence, and finally forced it out.
āN-No.ā
It came out breathless, Fragile. Honest. You hated how weak it sounded, how exposed you felt saying it. Your heart pounded, wild and erratic, like it was trying to beat loud enough for Hyunjin to hear that you wanted him.
āIāve thought about this before, you know.ā
His voice.
God, his voice was like silk soaked in sin, smooth and warm, dragging down your spine and coiling low in your stomach. You tensed, your thighs instinctively pressing together, trying in vain to mute the ache building between your legs.
You blinked up at him, looking at the back of his head as your mind scrambled, trying to figure out how to react. Should you laugh? Act coy? Tease? Was there a right way to respond to the man youād been trying not to want suddenly looking at you like he wanted to devour you whole.
āPicturing you like thisā¦ā he murmured, letting his head till back, staring up at the bathroom ceiling.
āRelaxed. Glowing. After a day of letting me spoil you.ā
The image settled into your brain too easily. Him tending to you, touching you, owning you. You clutched the edge of the tub, fingers white-knuckled, grounding yourself before the fantasy pulled you under.
He didnāt even need to touch you. His words alone were dragging you out of yourself, undoing you with soft and barely veiled lust.
You wanted to tell him to stop. Not because you didnāt like itābut because you liked it too much. What if this would cross a line.
āIāve thought of you in that bathā¦ your head tilted back, eyes fluttered shutā¦ lost in how good I can make you feel.ā
A pulse went off deep in your core, and you couldnāt stop the small whimper that escaped your lips at his words. Your thighs clenched, muscles twitching under the water.
You bit your lip.
Hard.
It hurt. Thank God.
You needed the sting, needed something to anchor you before you melted completely.
You couldnāt breathe. Couldnāt think. Youād always been close with Hyunjin. Youād jokingly flirted. Teased. Even brushed hands with meaning that lingered.
But thisā¦ this was different. This was him seeing you. Wanting you. Making no effort to hide it.
And then he turned.
When his eyes locked on yours, you forgot how to move. His stare pinned you in place, sharp and dark and needy.
It was too much. Too intimate.
Like he was peeling back every layer of you to leave you exposed to him. You wanted to cover yourself, not from shame but from how much you wanted him to look.
His gaze dropped, slow, tracing your form through the rippling bathwater. You swore you felt his eyes like a hand on your skināhot, possessive, desperate. Your breath hitched again. You wanted to hide, but you also wanted him to devour you. And that war inside you was almost unbearable.
do you think Natsu gets horny sometimes and just jerks off thinking about his s/o, no matter the moment, he just go and grabs his big cock and--
I feel like Natsu has no idea whatās happening to him when he gets horny. This is 100% a Laxus thing tho, like he would FOR SURE just sneak off some place if he was turned on.
ā CW : toji is a well-hung menace still broke af (what's new), rough!toji, wall sex, implied size kink, this man fucks you raw 24/7, is 'girl' a pet name?, cervix fucking, multiple orgasms, breeding kink, creampie, slight teasing, double penetration at the end (monsterfucking), squirting
ā WORD COUNT : 1.5kāAO3 LINK
NOTE : well, this takes place in the jjk verse and nothing I say can justify my horniness lmao I wrote this at 2am because toji always comes back to remind me why I'm so down bad for him (ssh don't tell geto)
enjoy!
Toji is a man on a mission tonight. That being to fuck you into oblivion.
"Come on, be a good girl and stay still," his fist lands a hairās breadth away from your face pressed against the wall, hips snapping against yours in a dance of curses laced with moans erupting from you both. He hides his nose in your hair as his next words hit you.Ā
"I want your pussy to milk me dry again.
I said don't move."
You squirm anyway, feeling his tongue lick a fat stripe of your tensed neck to then bite it as his calloused, experienced fingers roam your body to get rid of what's left of your clothes. You hear the fabric tear apart under Toji's touch, pooling at your feet, shreds of the shirt flying around when the groan the man lets out when you try to look at him from above your shoulder. It's primal, the one lions use to chase away other predators when eating.
He's possessive over his precious, little toy.
"T-Toji."
A sharp hiss on his part, followed by a merciless thrust that shuts you up with a wail. He is practically rutting into you.
Your eyes roll in the back of your head as his whisper grazes the shell of your ear, "Want new clothes? I'll get you new ones after my cum fills every hole of you, girl."
His cock has been kissing your cervix for a good minute, bruising and hitting it with his monstrous cock. The first time you saw it you were certain it wasnāt going to fit. You still wonder the same, but it always fills you to the brim with little to no effort.Ā
Toji always makes sure of that.
The drag of his dick is so delicious, grazing your walls ā no, clogging them with its size like occluded pipes ready to burst yet the slick wetness you're so drenched in helps him move in and out of you in smooth, calculated moves you find maddening.
Every time its head collides with that sweet, intimate spot all you can see are flickering stars, but today there are so many more than usual, getting closer to you by the minute. They just get brighter, hotter and you feel them coat your eyelashes and cheeks in flocks until all you can see are them. Liquid stars falling from your eyes and he's your favourite star seeker.
His grip on you tightens as the fist still close to your face opens up, palm digging into your open mouth to suppress yet another desperate moan from you.Ā
What other women said about him is true. Before your paths crossed, you had listened to them without thinking much of it. But now, as he is using you as his personal cum dumpster against the wall of some run-down bar in Tokyo, you know they were right.
How Toji Fushiguro's stamina is as endless as the arsenal of cursed tools in his possession.
How he doesn't stop until his semen overwrite your own blood, marking you permanently as his.
How lewd is the sound of skin slapping against skin, muscular thighs colliding with your quivering ones in the dead of the night.
But they didn't warn you about his peculiarities, oh no.
Truth is, nobody managed to keep him interested in them for as long as you did. Hell, you still do.
You have him wrapped around your little finger, and he knows it. And a part of him loves it, being desired beyond limits, free to act upon his most twisted urges without the fear of judgement.Ā
Those sluts he had sex with before are nothing compared to the real deal. You.
Toji is grinning like the maniac he is when his digits pry open your lower lips, stretching them further while he's still buried deep inside your aching pussy. For a moment, the man sees how far he's driven himself into you through the bulge in your lower tummy and groans under his breath. You're so fucking perfect.
You clench around him in response, whipping your head around to see why heās bucking into you so slowly. It's sloppy, the pace he's just set, and the Sorcerer Killer never half-asses anything.
So why-Ā
You donāt seem to understand whatās happening until a blunt object between your flush bodies comes out to play, and your hitched breath doesnāt go unnoticed. Startled, you look down to see the familiar shape of Toji's cursed spirit snaking around his leg and up to the hip bone, poking your entrance already full of his masterās cock.
Nope. No way Iām going to indulge him on this one you think to yourself.
"This really won't fit." you say in a daze, but the man hears you the same. And betrayal is around the corner, the first to fall your body, arching on its own at the sensation of the wormās spongy head delving deeper. Your juices, mixed with Tojiās thick cum leaking out of your cunt, smeared all over it as it rubs itself in the ache between your legs and you gulp, ready to be smothered.
But itās never enough, not when it comes to Fushiguro.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Apparently your eyes are speaking louder than words because the manās gaze is on you before you can look away. His green eyes bore a hole in you, and if he really does, youāre sure heād find a way to clog it as well with his fingers, his mouth or some other tool of his.
āAww, my girl wants to back off now? Too bad you canāt,ā he coos, faux concern in his tone but it suddenly rises in volume when the hand still on your body. the one that nullified your clothes, slides down to where the cursed spirit is. He strokes it like he would with his cock, and something in the way he does so sends jolts of electricity down your spine.
āYou can, girl. Also, weāve been working non-stop for weeks. Let it take the edge off the stress too, would ya?ā
That last sentence blows the air out of your lungs and under your scorching stare, Tojiās finger brushes the wormās body, motioning for it to move.Ā
It lasts a second, but itās more than enough, because the curse pushes into you altogether. It splits you open and you let out a scream. You spread your legs wider to accommodate both, but the stretch is still clawing from within, and it burns with every inch the spirit adds to Tojiās girth. Coated as they are in your releases, the man behind you simply laughs in ecstasy before his dominant hand finds your hair, pushing you flush against the wall again as he resumes pistoning into your pussy with force.
This time, the cursed spirit joins in and all you manage to mumble are strings of Toji's name dying on your lips when his other hand covers flies up to border one of your tits.
The coil in your stomach jumps up and down with each jerk of his in you, the cursed worm following his masterās movements to bring you closer to fold for them.
You do bend forward more for Toji to yank at your roots harder, eliciting sweet sounds from you, until his mouth is on you once more. The scarred tissue surrounding the scar scratches the back of your neck, just like the black shirt he still has on ā but everything fades in the background with him so close.
You wonāt last long.
āDo you want to cum? Does it feel good to be stuffed like this, uhm?ā
āYes, yes. Tojiiiā whining, you stare at him dead in the eye, but lose momentum the second the wormās head slips off just to dive back in you. Words are trapped in your throat, yet another feeble plea escapes you and hearing that, Tojiās smirk gets bigger.
āGo on, then. Make a mess.ā
The softness of his pitch-black locks contrasts with the roughness, tautness of his muscles as he leans closer, his cock and cursed spirit stilling into you as you come with your head falling back on his shoulder, eyelids shut and mouth open.Ā
That sight alone brings Toji to his own release, and he gets so lost in the feeling of you squeezing his cock that he never stops fucking into you, not even when he spurts creamy ropes in your spasming cunt. Thatās why he misses you biting your lower lip, mewling in overstimulation as you squirt all over him.
But when his gaze gets fixated on your parted legs, finally coming down from his high, he takes a double look and the shit-eating grin plastered on his face is the first thing you see after he and the worm slip out and flips you around.Ā
Before you can say anything his mouth is on yours in a hungry kiss, tongues battling for dominance as his fingers gather your arousal on them, both amused and proud. He steps back enough for you to catch your breath, but not far enough for him to miss your cheeks burning, taunted by the scene before your eyes.
Tojiās digits rest on his tongue, licking them clean as the dim lights of the streetlights show you the wicked man moaning at the taste of your juices.
His eyes soften as he chuckles, āGuess Iāll have to fuck you more often with my cursed spirit if I get you to squirt.
hihi Iām high (hehe) and hereās some of my horny thoughts again :)
cw; fem!reader, size kink kinda, breeding kink like heavy asf, degradation-ish, big cock gojo supremacy, very slutty hornknee feelings
Satoru; whoās drunk on watching the way he stretches you out. Itās only the tip of his cock thatās slipped inside, but the way your pussy wraps tight around him has his mind reeling. Inch by inch, your walls throb around him, gripping his dick tight while he molds you for him.
Toru bites back groans as he grinds into you, filling the air with your whimpers and moans. He thinks you look so good like this, legs pinned to your chest, knees knocking against your cheeks while he fucks you stupid. āYou look so fucking pretty when you take me, baby.ā
Your clit thrums with oversensitivity, making your feet kick beside Satoruās head, heavy sobs of his name as he splits you wide on his cock. The feeling of his pelvis grinding against your pussy makes you squeal in warning of your pending release. āgonna cum, Toru! feels so good!ā
āCumming already, princess?ā Toru teases, fucking his tip against your sensitive little sweet spot. āMake a mess of my cock. Go ahead.ā
You soak him in your slick, rings of white slowly building at the base as he fucks you through it. Satoruās eyes flutter to a close, balls tightening in haste as you clench wildly around him.
āGonna make you a mommy, baby.ā He pants shamelessly against your ear, pressing sloppy, heated kisses against your skin. āGonna breed your pretty pussy, keep you full of me.ā
You mewl wantonly, pearlescent tears running down your cheeks as Satoru batters your sweet spot and overwhelm you with pleasure. āplease please please, Satoruāā Youāve forgone shame, begging and panting aimlessly.
āGonna make you my perfect little breeding bunny; Like that?ā You offer a shaky nod, digging your fingers into his skin as your second orgasm creeps up on you. Youāre in shambles, moaning through your cries as you feel the heat of Satoru cumming and filling you up overbearingly.
āTake it so goodā¦you take me so fucking well, bunny.ā Toruās pants make you throb as he pulses inside you, rutting through his high.
Dribbles of cum spill out around his cock as he plugs you up, keeping you full and bred just like he promised you.
AN: decided to at least give you guys a teaser of my Natsu smut that is taking WAY too long to finish. Also yes I see your requests, they are amazing, I shall try to write as much as I can š¤
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āNatsuā¦ā you breathed his name, your heart fluttering at the sight of him as he walked over. Hands clenched into fists and fire licking up his arms. You had seen him when he was angry, this we beyond that, this was pure rage.
āSay one more filthy thing to y/n and iāll rip your head from your body.ā
Natsuās voice rumbled through the guild hall, catching everyoneās attention. Sting tensed, taking steps away as Natsu neared. Even Gajeel seemed at an unease.
āTake it easy Salamander.ā
āI wasnāt talking to you, Gajeel.ā
Gajeel clenched his jaw but said nothing else as Natsu stepped closer to Laxus, and before Laxus could even utter a word Natsu threw a fire fisted punch sending him flying backā¦ and knocked him out cold. You gasped again, covering your mouth to keep the sound to yourself but Natsu noticed. He kept his head down, but you noticed how his body shook. Felt the intense magical energy rising in the air. You made to raise your hand to touch him, but he grabbed it instead. At first he used too much strength as he wrapped his hand around your wrist, but it lessened as his grip changed, opening so that his fingers laced with yours.
āNatsuāā
āIāneedāyour help.ā
You tilted your head in confusion, opening your mouth to ask with what when Natsu spoke, his face still looking down as he said,
riding Satoru til he has tears in his eyes. you were so seemingly mild and almost pure when he first started dating you. the concept of you being so depraved hadnāt even crossed his mind.
but your pussy has a mind of its own and that need to be filled and fucked has you bouncing in his lap, tears in the corners of your eyes as you grind your pussy against him, clit rubbing against his pelvic bone with every swivel of your hips. āFuck, fuck, fuck, princess; Hold on.ā Satoru breathes, head thrown back against the headboard.
the mere thought of having to wait is offensive to you, giving Gojo a huff before you lift and drop youe hips again, fucking yourself to completion in his lap. Grunts of āUse me then, angelā falling over your ears as your hips rock faster, desperate to drown Satoruās cock in your essence.
āgonnaā¦gonna cum, āToru!ā Your cries make his balls tight with anticipation, frenzied bucks of his hips making you cry harder. ālove y-you so much Satoruāfuck!ā
Gojoās not far behind you, his body shuddering as his release racks his entire body, eyes rolling back as he empties his load into you. The warmth of his cum coaying your walls has you falling into his chest with a half-satiated hum.
You were already grinding down again, ready to be filled with another load when Toru whines, nails biting into your hipsāwordlessly begging for a few more seconds of peace. He already knew and accepted that thisād be a long night.
For those pming and requesting about that Natsu breeding/mating smut.
IM STILL WORKING ON IT!
Trust me I wouldāve liked for it to be done already but Uni and work has me left with barely any time š I promise that iāll try to get it out as I have so many requests I wanna start up!!
Can I please get protective Laxus with reader? maybe she gets hurt and he panics or she has to go on a mission and he argues with her to stay?
iām a sucker for protection tropes, especially with Laxus cuz I feel like heās the type to not let anyone know his feelings. So ta daaaa enjoy the lil fic!
Ship: Laxus x fem!reader
Warning: some swearing, mentions of injuries and blood, fluffy
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One Shot - Why didnāt you listen?
(Not my gif)
The guild hall was busy, as per usual for FairyTail. Everyone was either drinking or trying to bite each otherās heads off. But today, today was different because you had accepted a job that had everyone questioning your sanity.
āAre you insane?!ā
Laxusās voice boomed over the guild hall causing heads to turn in your direction. It wasnāt the first time Laxus had apposed to you going on a dangerous job, but this time he seemed adamant on you staying.Ā
āWhatās the big deal, Y/nās a dragon slayer like us sheāll be fine,ā Natsu voiced, offering you a cheeky grin. But Laxus only stared him down before saying,Ā
āNo one asked you fire head, now get lost. This discussion has nothing to do with you.āĀ
āAnd it has nothing to do with you either, Laxus.āĀ
You finally spoke, irritated that everyone suddenly had an opinion on what jobs you could take. Even Cana was a bit unsure on whether you should take it, but a quick look at her cards kept her quiet. For now. Natsu laughed, his head shaking as he took a few steps back and headed back down towards the ground floor of the guild hall. Leaving you and Laxus a moment to talk. You could already tell where this was going, Laxus would talk about how you wouldnāt know what you were up against until it was too late or that there are much stronger people out there. Though he never called you weak, the words he used always left you assuming that's how he viewed you.
Both of you stayed quiet, letting the air between you grow thick. You wanted to ask him why he cared, why he bothered to argue against you all the time and why it bothered him so much but every time the question came to your lips, you brushed it away. Laxus clenched his jaw before breaking his silence.
"Did you lose a bet or something? is that the reason why you're taking the job?"
"No I didn't lose a bet," you spat back, annoyed that he would even suggest something so childish.
"Then why are you taking it? it's probably the closest thing to an S-Class quest on the board how did the old man even approve of this."
You could feel it, the surge of power in your body as you fisted your hands. Every time, Laxus was like this every time and it started to get on your nerves. Just let me do what I need to you wanted to tell him. But Laxus wouldn't understand, he was an S-Class Wizard already, considered one of the strongest of Fairytail. You were just the weird shadow dragon slayer who felt like she had to constantly prove herself.
"I don't get why you're getting yourself worked up over this, it was an available job and I took it. Master Makarov approved it this morning with no hesitation.ā
āThat old man has no sense.ā
āHeāyou know what,ā you huffed, annoyed that you felt like you had to explain yourself to him. Time and time again, it was like you had to prove your worth but not this time. This time you were going into that job with a clear head. You didnāt have time to waste.
āForget it Laxus, I donāt have the energy for this.ā
You turned your back to him, your hair swishing with the action but before you could take your first step towards the stairs, a light touch gripped your wrist and stopped you from walking away. You half turned, looking at the hand that felt so warm on your skin, then up to the man who held you in place.
"Don't go," Laxus said softly, his green eyes meeting yours. All you could do was hold you breath, not sure on what to say. You couldn't stay, not when you already accepted the job but most importantly, there was no reason to not go. You pulled your arm back and to your surprise, Laxus let go.
"I leave in an hour."
That was all you said before you made your way downstairs, this time Laxus didn't stop you. As you left him behind, you swore you felt electricity in the air. I could do this job you kept telling yourself, but you couldn't lie. You were nervous, because what if this went wrong? what if you failed and proved Laxus right? Would he hold this over you?
****
After you left, Laxus sat by the bar drinking away by himself. He didn't speak a word to anyone, only to Mira who he ordered from. Not even Natsu's provoking could get him to turn around.
"I don't get it, don't you believe y/n's strong enough to handle it?"
Natsu wasn't giving up so easily. He knew your strength, had fought along side you plenty of times he had seen what you were capable of. Even Laxus had, though you didn't know it. Laxus had always been aware of the power that you had, he just never had to guts to say anything to you. Laxus sipped at his drink, the frothy ale tickling his lips as tried to ignore the horrible images of you getting hurt that his mind kept imagining for him.
"Well, whatever your deal is, she's gunna prove just how powerful she is you just watch. She'll come back in a few days with her reward, a few scraps and bruises sure but she'll be back."
I should've gone with her Laxus thought to himself. Why didn't I go with her?
The first day went by, then the second then the third. With each day that passed Laxus grew more irritable, more so than his usual self. And he seemed to blame one person for his anger.
"This is all your fault old man."
Makarov stirred the spoon in his cup of tea, choosing not to reply at Laxus's outburst. He couldn't shake off the feeling that something was wrong, it had been five days you should've been back by now.
"How could you let her take the job?"
"Y/n is more than capable of handling it. I have no doubt she's succeed in her mission and is returning already."
As if by some sick coincidence, Erza came bursting through the doors of the guild hall, Gray and Natsu just behind her. What the? any curiosity Laxus had turned to panic when he saw who Natsu and Gray were carrying.
"Wendy! where's Wendy?" Erza called out, everyone from the guild seemed to freeze but Laxus... Laxus rushed past the crowd, pushing away Freed, Elfman and even Gray and Natsu.
"Y/n..." he breathed out your name, taking you into his arms. You made no sound, and you breaths were raged. Bruises and cuts covered your body. No. No. No.
"What happened?" He barked at the fellow dragon slayer.
"I have no idea, she was down when we found her. Look like whatever she had to fight really took it out of her, I barely sensed any magical energy from her."
Stay with me. Please y/n, stay with me. That was all Laxus could think of as he held you close, carrying you all the way to the infirmary. he looked down at you, how you appeared to be so fragile and small.
"Why didn't you listen," he said under his breath, wishing he could go back in time to stop whatever it was you were up against.
****
Laxus stayed by your side for two days, and it took a lot of Wendy's healing magic to get you breathing properly again. The job was a suicide mission, but you gave it your all. Even if it almost cost you your life. With struggle, you turned your head and ever so slowly opened your eyes. Immediately you saw the head of blonde hair across from you, noted the closed eyes and the soft snores that came from his lips.
"Laxus," you croaked, your voice raw from screaming. His eyes fluttered open, confused by the voice he had heard until he saw you. A weak smile on your face, head bandaged. Laxus shot up from his seat, almost falling to the floor to get to your bedside.
"You're awake."
He seemed dumbfounded, and just when you wanted to reply Laxus did something you never thought he'd ever do. He dropped to his knee's, took hold of one of your hands and placed it to his cheek.
"I'm so glad you're awake."
There was a strange swell in your heart, one you never thought would be created by Laxus of all people. You continued to smile softly, letting your fingers stroke his cheek.
"I'm sorry IāI'm sorry I failed."
You could barely get the words out from your mouth before humiliation filled your chest. You had fought so hard, but in the end you came away with nothing. You were sent to deal with a dark guild after all, alone. And you had failed.
"What?"
Laxus couldn't believe what you had said to him, and as his green eyes took you in he felt ashamed that he might have caused that doubt in you.
"Y/n, you haven't failed. You're aliveā"
"You were right, I couldn't handle it. I should'veāI should've listened to you"
Laxus laughed to himself. No matter how badly he'd wanted to hear you say it, it felt wrong. He sighed, placing a kiss on top your hand that send a wave of butterflies into your stomach.
"No y/n, you shouldn't listen to me. I was wrong, I've always been wrong to think you'd be anything but capable of handling things on your own. I just wish I could've been there to protect you."
so im not really new to the Tumblr fanfic community buuuuut I am to the fairy tail writing side of things!! I felt like there was a lack of some fics (definitely needed some more smut) so HERE I AM!!Ā Iāll list below some of the thingsĀ Iāll write for!Ā
- all my fics will be written as x fem!reader unless stated otherwise.Ā
CharactersĀ (includes nsfw fics)
Natsu Dragneel
Gray Fullbuster
Laxus Dreyar
Jellal Fernandez
Mystogan
Gajeel Redfox
Sting Eucliffe
Rogue Cheney
Gildarts Clive
Iāll write pretty much anything! Though I do have my limits, so if I donāt feel like your smut request is a bit much for me I might skip it.
Can I please get protective Laxus with reader? maybe she gets hurt and he panics or she has to go on a mission and he argues with her to stay?
iām a sucker for protection tropes, especially with Laxus cuz I feel like heās the type to not let anyone know his feelings. So ta daaaa enjoy the lil fic!
Ship: Laxus x fem!reader
Warning: some swearing, mentions of injuries and blood, fluffy
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One Shot - Why didnāt you listen?
(Not my gif)
The guild hall was busy, as per usual for FairyTail. Everyone was either drinking or trying to bite each otherās heads off. But today, today was different because you had accepted a job that had everyone questioning your sanity.
āAre you insane?!ā
Laxusās voice boomed over the guild hall causing heads to turn in your direction. It wasnāt the first time Laxus had apposed to you going on a dangerous job, but this time he seemed adamant on you staying.Ā
āWhatās the big deal, Y/nās a dragon slayer like us sheāll be fine,ā Natsu voiced, offering you a cheeky grin. But Laxus only stared him down before saying,Ā
āNo one asked you fire head, now get lost. This discussion has nothing to do with you.āĀ
āAnd it has nothing to do with you either, Laxus.āĀ
You finally spoke, irritated that everyone suddenly had an opinion on what jobs you could take. Even Cana was a bit unsure on whether you should take it, but a quick look at her cards kept her quiet. For now. Natsu laughed, his head shaking as he took a few steps back and headed back down towards the ground floor of the guild hall. Leaving you and Laxus a moment to talk. You could already tell where this was going, Laxus would talk about how you wouldnāt know what you were up against until it was too late or that there are much stronger people out there. Though he never called you weak, the words he used always left you assuming that's how he viewed you.
Both of you stayed quiet, letting the air between you grow thick. You wanted to ask him why he cared, why he bothered to argue against you all the time and why it bothered him so much but every time the question came to your lips, you brushed it away. Laxus clenched his jaw before breaking his silence.
"Did you lose a bet or something? is that the reason why you're taking the job?"
"No I didn't lose a bet," you spat back, annoyed that he would even suggest something so childish.
"Then why are you taking it? it's probably the closest thing to an S-Class quest on the board how did the old man even approve of this."
You could feel it, the surge of power in your body as you fisted your hands. Every time, Laxus was like this every time and it started to get on your nerves. Just let me do what I need to you wanted to tell him. But Laxus wouldn't understand, he was an S-Class Wizard already, considered one of the strongest of Fairytail. You were just the weird shadow dragon slayer who felt like she had to constantly prove herself.
"I don't get why you're getting yourself worked up over this, it was an available job and I took it. Master Makarov approved it this morning with no hesitation.ā
āThat old man has no sense.ā
āHeāyou know what,ā you huffed, annoyed that you felt like you had to explain yourself to him. Time and time again, it was like you had to prove your worth but not this time. This time you were going into that job with a clear head. You didnāt have time to waste.
āForget it Laxus, I donāt have the energy for this.ā
You turned your back to him, your hair swishing with the action but before you could take your first step towards the stairs, a light touch gripped your wrist and stopped you from walking away. You half turned, looking at the hand that felt so warm on your skin, then up to the man who held you in place.
"Don't go," Laxus said softly, his green eyes meeting yours. All you could do was hold you breath, not sure on what to say. You couldn't stay, not when you already accepted the job but most importantly, there was no reason to not go. You pulled your arm back and to your surprise, Laxus let go.
"I leave in an hour."
That was all you said before you made your way downstairs, this time Laxus didn't stop you. As you left him behind, you swore you felt electricity in the air. I could do this job you kept telling yourself, but you couldn't lie. You were nervous, because what if this went wrong? what if you failed and proved Laxus right? Would he hold this over you?
****
After you left, Laxus sat by the bar drinking away by himself. He didn't speak a word to anyone, only to Mira who he ordered from. Not even Natsu's provoking could get him to turn around.
"I don't get it, don't you believe y/n's strong enough to handle it?"
Natsu wasn't giving up so easily. He knew your strength, had fought along side you plenty of times he had seen what you were capable of. Even Laxus had, though you didn't know it. Laxus had always been aware of the power that you had, he just never had to guts to say anything to you. Laxus sipped at his drink, the frothy ale tickling his lips as tried to ignore the horrible images of you getting hurt that his mind kept imagining for him.
"Well, whatever your deal is, she's gunna prove just how powerful she is you just watch. She'll come back in a few days with her reward, a few scraps and bruises sure but she'll be back."
I should've gone with her Laxus thought to himself. Why didn't I go with her?
The first day went by, then the second then the third. With each day that passed Laxus grew more irritable, more so than his usual self. And he seemed to blame one person for his anger.
"This is all your fault old man."
Makarov stirred the spoon in his cup of tea, choosing not to reply at Laxus's outburst. He couldn't shake off the feeling that something was wrong, it had been five days you should've been back by now.
"How could you let her take the job?"
"Y/n is more than capable of handling it. I have no doubt she's succeed in her mission and is returning already."
As if by some sick coincidence, Erza came bursting through the doors of the guild hall, Gray and Natsu just behind her. What the? any curiosity Laxus had turned to panic when he saw who Natsu and Gray were carrying.
"Wendy! where's Wendy?" Erza called out, everyone from the guild seemed to freeze but Laxus... Laxus rushed past the crowd, pushing away Freed, Elfman and even Gray and Natsu.
"Y/n..." he breathed out your name, taking you into his arms. You made no sound, and you breaths were raged. Bruises and cuts covered your body. No. No. No.
"What happened?" He barked at the fellow dragon slayer.
"I have no idea, she was down when we found her. Look like whatever she had to fight really took it out of her, I barely sensed any magical energy from her."
Stay with me. Please y/n, stay with me. That was all Laxus could think of as he held you close, carrying you all the way to the infirmary. he looked down at you, how you appeared to be so fragile and small.
"Why didn't you listen," he said under his breath, wishing he could go back in time to stop whatever it was you were up against.
****
Laxus stayed by your side for two days, and it took a lot of Wendy's healing magic to get you breathing properly again. The job was a suicide mission, but you gave it your all. Even if it almost cost you your life. With struggle, you turned your head and ever so slowly opened your eyes. Immediately you saw the head of blonde hair across from you, noted the closed eyes and the soft snores that came from his lips.
"Laxus," you croaked, your voice raw from screaming. His eyes fluttered open, confused by the voice he had heard until he saw you. A weak smile on your face, head bandaged. Laxus shot up from his seat, almost falling to the floor to get to your bedside.
"You're awake."
He seemed dumbfounded, and just when you wanted to reply Laxus did something you never thought he'd ever do. He dropped to his knee's, took hold of one of your hands and placed it to his cheek.
"I'm so glad you're awake."
There was a strange swell in your heart, one you never thought would be created by Laxus of all people. You continued to smile softly, letting your fingers stroke his cheek.
"I'm sorry IāI'm sorry I failed."
You could barely get the words out from your mouth before humiliation filled your chest. You had fought so hard, but in the end you came away with nothing. You were sent to deal with a dark guild after all, alone. And you had failed.
"What?"
Laxus couldn't believe what you had said to him, and as his green eyes took you in he felt ashamed that he might have caused that doubt in you.
"Y/n, you haven't failed. You're aliveā"
"You were right, I couldn't handle it. I should'veāI should've listened to you"
Laxus laughed to himself. No matter how badly he'd wanted to hear you say it, it felt wrong. He sighed, placing a kiss on top your hand that send a wave of butterflies into your stomach.
"No y/n, you shouldn't listen to me. I was wrong, I've always been wrong to think you'd be anything but capable of handling things on your own. I just wish I could've been there to protect you."
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