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lannisterlancel replied to your post: cackling
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and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
Myrcella doesnât move. Canât move, rather. Canât make herself say what Viserys wants to hear. The words catch at the back of her throat; if she speaks too early, whatever lie she decides to say will somehow falter with whatever choleric vestiges remain from her earlier outburst. And yet, if she delays a second longer, heâll take her silence as hesitation and treachery; and will confirm whatever suspicions he has.
She looks at him, catching the glisten of that ring sitting between his fingers. Her hands tremble and sheâs quick to hide her hands by her side, straightening the skirt of her dress for the sake of easing her restlessness when she starts walking closer towards him.Â
"Viserys," she sighs, tired; exhausted as if sheâs ready to give up on this futile argument. She takes a seat beside him by the foot of the bed, mindful of the distance between them. Too close and any sign of over sentimentality could be taken for less genuine sentiments. If she draws her hand forward, he could jerk it back.Â
"Iâm not like Melisandre or Ros â" She starts. âI donât think youâre a fool. Youâre a Targaryen." She pauses, nibbling at her bottom lip. Her eyes meet his. She hates this â yielding to the sharpness in his voice, the impatience dangling by Iâm waiting.
âI donât believe them," Myrcella shakes her head. Lying. Lies. For a liar â but the truth is too risky, she knows this. âAnything they said. Youâre right and Iâm sorry."
He sits quietly, and listens, but even though every word is what he'd wanted to hear, he doesn't feel any better. They're old words, recycled words. Perhaps it's because he'd wanted to hear them that he doesn't trust them. It's hard for him to trust anything anymore. Glimpses of things that aren't there, noises he can't explain. His family's concern, Myrcella's... he doesn't know what it is. Affection? It all feels too thin. Transparent. He'll fall through all of it, eventually.
"I'm not a fool," he says slowly, "because I'm a Targaryen?" His smile lasts only a second. "My brother is a fool, and a Targaryen too. I'm not a fool, Myrcella, because I'm not a fool!"
She's lying. He knows it for a certainty, even if she'd said otherwise. Everyone lies to him. It'd been going so well - the party, the smiles, everything had been fine until he'd felt strange and found Myrcella on the terrace. Viserys jerks away from Myrcella and stands to pace. "You care about me? What was it you said to Arianne when I wasn't there? How did you explain to your friends why I was your date? Your little cousin didn't even know - like you didn't want her to. You ought to have been proud to go with me!"
down avenues that reek of time to kill [quentyn & viserys, aug 23rd]
It has been quite a while since Quentyn and Viserys met up in person and talked properly, so itâd be correct to assume that the young man was looking forward to meeting up with his friend. Nonetheless, the meeting had been set up by Viserys rather early. It wasnât a problem for him to wake up and be ready in time; the London traffic was always the never-ending issue of his concerns. Plus, the parking spots. It was all aimed to ensure his tardiness, especially in the morning. Him being a little late that day wasnât too unusual; when he was the one driving, Quentyn had a habit of being late at times. Within reasonable time, yet still rather impolite considered.
And it seemed that Viserys agreed with that, as the slightly older man already seemed bothered by the fact that Quentyn was late. He hadnât checked the time himself, but it didnât really matter, did it? He had no way of excusing himself, as it was his very own fault. As he made his way towards the other man, Quentyn raised his left hand, gesturing a quick wave.
âI apologize for that.â He wanted to specify the difficulties heâs had with finding a proper parking spot, but decided against it. In the end, Viserys was probably uninterested of such things, would would be definitely considered as silly excuses. âShall we go in then - â Quentyn asked, the tone of his voice fading away as he took a better look at his friend.
What were those glasses? Yes, London was known for its extravagant fashion, nonetheless, sunglasses, when it looked as if it would rain any time now? He blinked twice, not really understanding the purpose of those sunglasses; surely Viserys didnât care that much for fashion that heâd be willing to stand out in such an odd manner. Maybe he was hungover? People used to wear sunglasses for that reason too, at times. Quentyn himself had that habit sometimes; however, heâs always been lucky enough for the weather to be clear during such days.
Not wanting to sound judging if Viserys was truly hungover, Quentyn decided solely to mention the glasses casually. âNice shades.â He mentioned, catching the odd gaze a staff member offered him. Those people, really; it wasnât good to mess with or annoy people who were hungover. Thatâd always end bad.
Quentyn suggested they go in once more, gesturing towards the entrance of the British Museum, which, as per usual, was starting to get rather crowded. And it was merely ten in the morning; what a delight.
Viserys' mouth puckers sourly, and he starts towards the doors without a word. Nice shades. What did that mean? Was it a compliment - as it ought to be - or an insult? Quentyn isn't usually the type to speak rudely, but it seems to Viserys that everyone is cruel to him these days, and if Quentyn starts exhibiting the same behavior he shouldn't be surprised. He's a Martell, after all. Perhaps it's started to rub off on him.
Once inside the doors it's noticeably cooler. Shoes click across the tile floor and voices echo, sounding to him like a radio set at low volume. He looks over his shoulder, one eyebrow arched in impatience until Quentyn rejoins him, and then looks back out at the gallery. He doesn't know where to start. He'd just wanted to get out, to be within something that wasn't a stifling family home. Whether it's the grand scale of the museum or the cool clarity of its air, he already feels better.
"So," he mutters, squinting at the signs through his sunglasses, "how have-- how have you been?" It's a flat question, clearly courtesy rather than interest, but he supposes Quentyn might still have something he wouldn't mind hearing. Family stories, maybe a hint of politics. Beyond Daenerys, Quentyn is the only member of family he feels any sort of affection for, even if it's distant, guarded. Quentyn is native, after all. Viserys had been, but now it feels he's been transplanted rather than returned. He worries his friend will think of him as an intruder, or a pretender, and so he keeps him at a cold distance.
"This way," he instructs Quentyn, nodding towards one of the halls and striding towrads it with long steps, not noticing all the strange looks his sunglasses earn him.
homecoming [closed; rhaegar, daenerys, & viserys]
Had she not spoken up at all, Rhaegar would have missed her presence in the room. By which, Rhaegar canât fault her for it at all. Viserys demands his attention with muttered remarks that only mirrors what heâs heard his father say before, and unrelenting as he prods him with questions about his own campaign as if Viserys even had the slightest idea what that meant. It would be amusing, if it didnât irritate him so much.
âAnd you â â he turns to look at Daenerys. It takes him by surprise, but he smiles at the mention of the three headed dragon. Itâs the first the whole night that he didnât have to force himself to smile kindly, as though he was spending dinner with acquaintances and not family. The suggestion is ideal with the three of them working together; but reality hits harder, especially when theyâre barely surviving a meal together.
(Besides, itâs not what Aerys wants. Daenerys says sheâll help out wherever and however she can and Rhaegarâs grateful for that. But he hardly trusts Viserys. The three of them working together is too risky. And if they fail, Aerys would put the blame on him. Because, at the end of the day, he should know better.)
âYou,â He clears his throat before drinking some wine. Not a secretary, he thinks. Youâre a Targaryen. You deserve better. âOf course youâll join us tomorrow, Daenerys. Iâd love to um,â he looks down, cutting the meat into smaller pieces. âIâd love to know what you know about myths. Iâm quite fond of Welsh mythology myself.â
He looks at Viserys and adds, âAnd meet my associates, of course.â Not friends. Friends he had little (Jon, Arthur). Associates he had more.Â
She almost falters when her brother has trouble speaking of her, to her, Daenerys doesnât know. All she does know is that he takes quite a while to decide. She nods at her other brother, at Viserys, and stiffens as he raises her chin.Â
Viserys always had a habit of scrutinizing her for her appearance. She knows what to do, and what not to do, so she happily nods, âOf course, Viserys.â Though she brings out a smile, merely because her elder brother agrees that she go along. Either because he wants to make a good impression, or simply so Daenerys thinks sheâs being useful, she doesnât care.Â
âThat would be wonderful.â She feels a small victory, because unlike Viserys, Rhaegar seems ratherâŚpleased about his decision to bring her along. Viserys usually treats her like extra luggage, so itâs nice to hear a pleasant tone in his voice instead of a terse, and degrading one. âRhaenys and I always loved learning about the stories, it made us feel connected to our family while we were growing up.â Her smile dims, but itâs still there, small, but showing extreme fondness from her memories. Looking away from her brother, and not wanting to push things, she busies herself with her plate.
Viserys smiles back, pleased with his sister's obedience. "Good." He lets his hand drop and returns to his food, which - while it looks well-prepared - is also thoroughly unappetizing. He'd forgotten how little he enjoyed long flights and crossing the Atlantic had been no exception. His stomach is still in knots, and he takes another drink of wine instead, hoping it might sooth him.
"Mm," he hums once he's swallowed, forehead rumpling. "Well, you needed something to feel connected, didn't you? If I hadn't been there... you might never have known Rhaegar and our father existed." He smiles thinly at his brother, hoping he feels the wound. Viserys dislikes speaking badly of their father, but the evening is looking better than it had before, and his courage is bolstered by it. Of course Rhaegar will introduce him - of course he will include him. His brother's earlier missteps and his father's absence are minor hitches in an otherwise smooth transition. He'll be back in the heart of London's politics in no time.
Daenerys' inclusion is much less expected, and still sour, but she'll realize it's not her place soon enough and slip back into domesticity. "My sister is very interested in our history. Aren't you, Dany?" he prompts, without giving her time to respond. "She has the greatest respect for our legacy, and our father," he tells Rhaegar, smiling with cold eyes. "I've taught her as best I could. There's only so much one can impart without having the real thing on hand. She'll meet Aerys, and then we can..." Viserys gestures vaguely with his fork, "Reacquaint ourselves with the rest of our city."
and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
The room goes silent. She can hear only Viserysâ words ringing in her ear, her eyes still fixed on the ground. Liar. The accusation is taunting and the revelation of her motherâs visit to a therapist renders her speechless, making her chest tighten and the words choke at the back of her throat. No. Her mother was many things â sick was not one of them.Â
 âHow dare you ââ she hisses, eyes shooting up to look at him. Viserys is back on the bed fidgeting with a diamond ring. âHow dare you accuse me of being a liar?! Of not caring?! I have been nothing but nice to you â but sometimes itâs hard when everyone tells you exactly the same things over and over again. And you start to wonder if thereâs any truth to it.â She stops to her catch her breath, as though words were only spilling out of her mouth and she canât seem to catch up. Myrcella looks away from him, and laughs bitterly.Â
âI canât believe you would say something like that to me,â she mutters. âIf I didnât care I wouldnât be here. I would have â I would have left you a very long time ago and listened to Rhaenys and Ros. I wouldnât have bothered at all. All this,â Myrcella gestures around them. âI invited you tonight because I wanted to prove to everyone that youâre not as they think you are. That theyâre wrong because I donât see the worst in you. Not like them. So, yes, I care and you donât get to fucking tell me otherwise.
âAnd my mother ââ I donât believe you, she wants to say. âShe was just â she thought she was and she probably didnât like it at all.â Myrcella swallows the words. Make herself believe enough to make some sense out of it. âSheâs not sick. Sheâs fine.â Youâre wrong. Her mother was stronger than that.
"Don't like the accusation, do you," is all he can think to mutter, his fists winding tight again before they release. He doesn't know what to make of Myrcella's outburst. It was uncharacteristically loud, and angry; instinctually he'd bristled at her tone, but the words themselves had smoothed his hackles back down. She doesn't see the worst in him? She wants to prove he's alright? It doesn't make sense, but the possibility that she means all that is almost touching.
Unsure and still too angry to concede to what she's said, Viserys glares down at the ring in his hands. "How do I know that's all true? They said the same things, you know. Melisandre, then Ros... They thought I was easy to fool. I'm not." Not anymore. He remembers the fury on his father's face, his shouting about the Lannisters taking him for a fool. He hasn't obtained any more secrets yet for Aerys, and that frightens him. He doesn't know what his father will do if he keeps returning empty-handed.
"Come here," he says finally, voice sharp. "Come here and look me in the eye and tell me you don't believe anything they told you. Then I'll forgive you."
Had anyone downstairs heard them? He doubts it. If a servant comes to investigate he'll shout them away. It's not their business. Just his, his and Myrcella's. "Here," he says again, impatiently. "I'm waiting."
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and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
âNothing.â She replies, a little too quickly; as though if she pauses to even think about it, Viserys would hear the lie in the silence.
Heâs not a liar, Myrcella thinks; but Viserys didnât exactly tell her the truth either. His version of the truth is painted with delusions that favours him the victim, taken advantaged of by a lying and thieving whore. Sheâs decided that she canât trust him. How can I trust anyone? Perhaps, itâs easy to disregard most (not all) that the papers have said against him; but itâs harder when it comes from people. Too many people; all pointing and urging her to run the other direction, and none with even the smallest hint of a favourable word towards him. Â
Ros remains to be just a stranger Myrcella had met wandering Martell Inc. She remembers the phone number sitting on top of her study table back in Lannister Street. Ros matters to her in the way that sheâs indebted to her. Grateful that their chance encounter happened at the time that it did. Now, she knows.Â
âI mean ââ She pauses and shakes her head. Youâre sick. Really sick; and you need help that I canât give you. Itâs there but she canât say it; the words catching in her throat. Stuck. We are what we are. What was it they wrote about Viserys? Like father, like son. âThey told me you - youâre not well,â she finally says, averting her eyes from him. âBut that â thatâs not true⌠so itâs probably nothing.â
She swallows the thought, partly to convince herself that that holds some truth. âIâm just confused. And mostly worried, about -â Myself? âAbout you. I hear things like this and â Viserys, I just care.â
So that's it. Viserys draws a slow breath, his eyes steady but his pulse trembling in his wrists. He should've guessed. It'd always been their secret weapon - first against his father, now against him. An accusation that he could never fully disprove, but one that would discredit him indefinitely. A mad Targaryen was still mad; still pitiful, still funny. He hasn't forgotten the videos of his meltdown in court. The snickers in the street, after.
"If you don't believe them," he says icily, the words hissing through his teeth, "Why are you worried?" His lip curls in disgust, and he swallows and turns away. "Liar. You believe every fucking-- every fucking lie they've told you and still have the nerve to tell me you care. Do you? That's what all of this is?" he demands, waving an arm at the room. She's spat at him, argued with him, accused him of treating the woman who'd betrayed him badly; if she cares at all, it's for her own reputation. Too damaging to be seen with him any longer.
He finds the ring in his pocket again and curls his fist around it tightly. "The only sick person I know is your fucking mother. She told me not to tell you, but she's seeing a therapist. Had me come along." Visery smiles meanly. "If I'm not well, wouldn't she have seen it? The therapist? I'm perfectly healthy. You care," he laughs, turning away from her to sit on the bed and pull out the ring, twist it hard between his fingers, "But you believe the worst about me. What sort of friend does that?"
I'm not ill. Every symptom, every misstep, it's all stress. He knows how he feels; he knows what he sees, what he hears. It's unmistakably real. If the rest of the world is incapable of the same perceptiveness he is, why should that make him the sick one? "It's Rhaenys who did it," he says softly, staring into the diamond. "Isn't it? Rhaenys who told you I'm sick. She must have... must have sent Ros to say the same. To turn you against me."
and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
âAnything but her,â she mutters under her breath. Itâs the easy way out. Let it go. Drop it. Ignore it again and for as long as she can, pretend. It would be easier for her to talk about something else, to shut the door and close the curtain on the subject of Ros. Matters like these are better left behind closed doors, hidden. She could learn a thing or two from her mother and the secrets sheâs stowed away for years. When Myrcella catches the falter in Viserysâ smile, she thinks maybe it would be easier for him too. Much better.Â
âNo.â She canât. Myrcellaâs mind draws to a blank. A void, left only with just what Viserys doesnât want to talk about, to be reminded of. Why should she care about what Viserys had done to Ros? Sheâs a whore, after all. Just a whore and deserved the threat, the broken door, the blood - because itâs only logical. Because other men had ordered her to do worse thingsâŚ
And no oneâs ever frightened her as much as you.
âWhat if I was just a whore?â Myrcella asks suddenly, looking and playing with her jewelry. Rose gold bracelets, diamonds. A gift. âHmmmâŚâ The difference, she thought then and now when she stood in the elevator with Ros, had been that Myrcella had the name Lannister to protect her. And not just any Lannister â- Tywin, and Cersei. But if she didnât have that, she would have nothing. Sheâd be nothing.
âA prostitute⌠you wouldnât treat me with an ounce of respect.â Her eyes drift to the empty space beside him on the bed before looking at him again. âI would end up just like Ros, and Iâm sure there are others. Sheâs not the only whore youâve paid.â She pauses. âAm I right?â
Viserys' eyes follow Myrcella, wide under his knitted brow. Â "What?" he says quietly, then louder, "No, she's not, but-- Â She's the only girl I saw for a long time. Â The other... I gave her a job. Â Working for me, as part of my brother's campaign. Â She said she wanted an out and I gave it to her."
He can't understand why Myrcella is angry. Â What did Ros matter to her? Â What was it Rhaenys had said that got her so frightened, so agitated? Â She'd read the charges against him in the paper. Â Read the rumours too, and dismissed them all. Â Why had hearing it all repeated from the mouth of a woman that every source named a liar and a thief changed Myrcella's opinion of him?
"You're not a whore," he snaps, but he can't look at her when he says it. Â "You're a Lannister. Â If you weren't, you wouldn't be you. Â So perhaps I wouldn't respect you... but you'd never have spoken to me if I wasn't a Targaryen either. Â We are what we are. Â What we were raised to be." Â He remembers the day at the Paddocks they'd gone walking, Myrcella in step beside him, blazing blonde in the sunlight, squinting from eyes made dark by the shadows of her lashes. Â They'd spoken of their families then. Â Even though they'd been in disagreement, he'd thought she'd understood what being them meant. Â They are better than everyone else. Â They have to be.
He rises from the bed and approaches her cautiously, wary of provoking a flinch he knows he won't be able to stomach seeing. Â "What was it they said? Â You trusted me before. Â I'm not lying. Â I was good. Â Before she betrayed me I was good. Â
"What did they tell you, Myrcella?"
homecoming [closed; rhaegar, daenerys, & viserys]
Itâs a joke.
And one that his brother completely misses and his sister - His sister complies with a simple reply. Heâd expected a witty quip, an attempt at a humorous remark, anything to lighten and ease the tension from within the room. No. His expectations are hardly met. Not even close and he withdraws a smile as his grip on the knife tightens, cutting the meat into smaller pieces.
Viserys hisses and Rhaegar fights back the urge to bite back. He feels an argument brewing just in the undercurrent. Should he provoke it even more, the night will only turn from bad to worst and possibly, disastrous. Was this how he imagined his siblings homecoming to be? Truthfully, he hadnât imagined it at all. Neither did he hope for them to stay abroad forever. Heâs met with indifference and he can only wish at that moment to be better than it already was.
Nowhere is the reply that comes to mind when his brother asks about his position in the campaign. My campaign, Rhaegar thinks selfishly and perhaps a moment ago he had been willing to encourage his brotherâs participation only to regret it soon after. Besides, Aerys would never approve of it.
He canât tell his brother that though.
Rhaegar clears his throat and sets the silver cutlery down on the table, gently. âBy my side,â Rhaegar says with a curt smile. Where I can keep an eye on you. âOf course.â
Daenerys keeps her head low, and fork quiet on her plate. Listening to her brothers conversing just fine without her, just serves to make her feel lesser than she already did. Any strength she had felt upon landing, and her feet hitting the floor, has dissipated.
All she can do, is listen to her brothers. Rhaegar giving Viserys seemingly a place of honour is his campaign, while Daenerys is left to doâŚwhatever she can. As if it will hardly be anything at all. Though maybe thereâs something she can do, with her carefully shown innocence. She could be of some use, if her brother would allow it. Or maybe, like Viserys, he too is worried about her tarnishing him, or embarrassing him, and the family. She puts down her fork, and dabs her lips with the napkin that she had placed on her lap.
She leans forward, looking down the table. Priming a smile on her face, she fixes her gaze on her brother, her eldest one, disregarding Viserys by her side. âAnd me?â She tilts her head, exposing the smile, âItâs said the dragon has three heads, Rhaegar. I might not bring much, but I will help out wherever, and however I can.â Weâll be stronger together, she thinks, but leaves unsaid. Together, they can be how they should have always been.Â
Viserys glances impatiently at his sister, sneering as he mutters, "I'm sure he has enough secretaries already, Dany." His sister wouldn't be any more suited to an office than she would be to a podium; even secretarial work required some backbone. Taking calls, making calls, organizing and arranging - Daenerys would be lost amidst all that. Better to have her in a mailroom, or - better yet - safe at home.
Rhaegar's offer is reassuring, at least; despite his brother's earlier misstep - children in a schoolyard? - Viserys' shoulders are starting to ease. This is closer to what he'd expected. A real position, a place of honor, given to him because he deserves it. He imagines himself as a trophy they're now dusting off the shelf, admiring with a new eye, and placing in the open for all the world to see.
"Of course," he repeats, his smile and tone stiff enough to ensure Rhaegar knows he's not easily placated. His brother is much ruder than he'd remembered. "I'd expected as much." Viserys takes another sip of wine and sets the glass down, turning the stem in his fingers as he frowns. "I'd like to see the office tomorrow. You can introduce me to your... friends, associates..." He waves his hand vaguely. "Naturally they'll remember who I am once we're introduced."
His eyes slide back to his sister and narrow. "We can even take her along, if you'd like. Do you think you could do that?" he asks Daenerys, arching an eyebrow pointedly. "You'll have to clean yourself up." He tips up her chin with a flick of his finger. "Put on some makeup, wear something... nice. Tasteful. And I don't want these men thinking I've raised a mouse, you'll have to speak as well..."
the words you're whispering, they're mine // august 18th // closed; aerys and viserys
There is a forced sort of strength and vehemence in Viserysâ urge to please him that could have fooled the hardest of hearts. Aerys, however, is so much more than that, and itâs the fear he smells, short of desperation to get a pat on the back. His son is not a dog â although sometimes he likes to bark like one, and wiggle his tail â he wonât be getting any cookies for this. In itself, the fact that Viserys is only doing this in the stupid hope that it will change his fatherâs idea of him is pathetic, and it makes him angry: is there no dignity left, no conception of reputation?
It should have been obvious, to his sons, to take those steps without him having to point in that direction. Instead they went and stumbled into the lionâs den, and it was up to him to grab them by the hair and tear them from the Lannistersâ claws.
It is a pity, he concludes, that neither of his sons ever became half the man he is nowadays. There is more Martell blood in his grandchildren than Targaryen, and the Targaryen blood in his sons seems to have gone rotten, spoiled by terrible decisions.
âReport to me, and only to me,â he says at last, standing up and walking to the window once more, in the same exact position he was when Viserys knocked. The lawn is still burned out, still empty, dead. There is a certain beauty in dead nature, he tells himself.
âLeave.â
"Yes, sir." His father's back is to him, his broad frame filling half the window. He looks older that way; the light finds every crease in his skin, every thin patch of hair. His shoulders slope and hunch. Viserys swallows. His father's mortality has never occurred to him before, but in plain sight it's inescapable. Twenty years have passed for Aerys too. He isn't the man he once was - but Viserys still has a chance to please him, to elevate their relationship to that of father and beloved son before the opportunity slips away in bitterness and age.
A gust of wind seeps through the cracks around the window and flutters the torn paper eye up against his shoe, curling and trembling, until he stoops down to pick it up and stuff it hastily into his pocket. His father is watching their estate, not him, but Viserys still swallows and waits to be found out before silence assures him he wasn't.
Leave. He does. The door he closes carefully behind him, and his strides over the other scraps of paper skittering across the floor are fast and purposeful. "Ice," he snaps to the first maid he sees. "Find me a pack of ice, and--" Viserys looks over his shoulder at the paper like dead leaves scattered down the hall. The sight of them feels accusatory now.
They trust me. And that's their fault. "Clean that up."
and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
Viserys tells her exactly what heâs told her before - that heâs done nothing but treat her well and Ros had repaid him with lies, ungratefulness, and assault charges and a court hearing in the end. But itâs his word against too many people. Against almost everyone.
âYou seemed to have forgotten the part where you called her a whore and made her feel less than a person.â The words come out terse. Blunt. Harsh. Cold. âYou made her lick your blood, Viserys. Is that ââ She blinks, trying to search for the right word. Normal? Myrcella shakes her head and tries to ignore the sickening feeling at the pit of her stomach. âIs that your idea of treating her well?â
For a moment, sheâs quiet.Â
How misled is she to still feel a bit of sympathy towards him? And how delusional is he to manage to justify that everything heâs done was not wrong? To think that his niece is there to reap every sow until Viserys has nothing? Has no one? Is that true, she wonders but immediately pushes the thought away and replaces it with something she can understand â the growing anxiety and fear of being deserted; alone.
âYou were angry, I understand that.âÂ
But she canât help but think about how Viserys had placed his trust on the wrong person. On a prostitute, of all people. Foolish, Myrcella thinks he should have known better; and for that, a part of her places the fault on him too.Â
âWe all get angry. But ââ No one does that. Rhaenysâ voice rings in her ear - heâs sick - and Rosâ even louder - he needs professional help. She takes a sharp breath and continues, âYou canât think thatâs acceptable somehow. Itâs not.âÂ
Viserys stares for a moment, puzzled, before he repeats, "Lick my blood? Â I--" Â Had he done that? Â Then he remembers his scar, and he lifts his hand to pinch and tug at his ear. Â "Yes. Â She bit me and I told her to lick it up. Â It's only fucking logical. Â Make a mess, clean it up..." Â Impatiently he shakes his head, his eyes on the carpet as he speaks. Â "Do you really think that's so terrible? Â She is a whore. Â Was a whore. Â Other men ordered her to do worse things..."
He doesn't like this. Â Not long ago he'd been enjoying himself. Â He'd felt relaxed, secure for a handful of time that's gone now, spilling rapidly through his fingers. Â Why should Myrcella care what he'd done with a whore? Â Make her feel less than, she'd said, as if Ros wasn't.
The ring starts to dig painfully into his palm and he lifts it, bites at the setting, before he realizes what he's doing and stuffs it back in his pocket. Â His thoughts are whirling again. Â "No," he says suddenly. Â "No, go back. Â Stop-- stop this. Â We've already-- we've said this. Â Stop." Â Viserys looks up and stares at Myrcella, unsteady and trying to find his balance through his words. Â "And let's-- let's go back downstairs. Â Let's enjoy ourselves. Â I don't want to hear about her."
What will he do if she's there? Â Nausea pulls at his stomach and Viserys turns away from the window, wincing at the shivering touch of the cold night air. Â He doesn't want to see Ros, or Rhaenys. Â What will they do when they see him?
Smile, his thoughts supply. Â "No," he says urgently. Â "No, nevermind. Â Let's-- Let's stay here." Â He sits down on the edge of the bed and grips at the sheets. Â "We can talk." Â He looks up and smiles at Myrcella falteringly. Â "About whatever you like. Â But not her."
i've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck // aug. 16th, night // doreah & viserys
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and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
âIâm ââ Myrcella shakes her head. Still with a hand at the back of the chair, nails digging and scratching into the wood. Afraid of him? Unfair, she thinks, to compare then and now. There was a difference. Then, all she had to go by was whatever the news wrote and said about him. And those â those can never be trusted.Â
âIâm not.â Myrcella takes a step forward. Her mind is a void, ears ringing with Viserysâ voice and drowning the even more distant buzz of voices. The denial feels like a lie because fear settles in, tightening her chest. Joffrey had always raised his voice; too loudly, too hostile most times. And he had always been unapologetic about it. Red and drunk with fury, her older brother became the shadow of Robert Baratheon.
âShe told me about what you did to her, how you treated her,â she hisses back, the words seething though her teeth. âWhat you called her.â Her lips twitch in a small quiver. Those charges against you, theyâre real. âYou kicked down her door and threatened to kill her, Viserys.â A tremble; but she wonât falter. Itâs submission to fear that she canât allow for herself.Â
âIâm not afraid of you,â she says again, calmly. âNor have I been acting oddly. I was just - Iâm just ââ Confuse? No. Itâs all too clear. Viserys is no different. Heâs just like them. And possibly, worst. He could hurt her. (He could but he wonât. Her mother has given her that assurance)Â
âItâs not just Ros. Rhaenys too. Your niece â they all told me to stay away from you.â She pauses, teeth biting at her lip. âAre they lying to me?â Myrcella looks at Viserys and waits for an answer. âI want to know the truth, Viserys.â
Whatever Viserys will tell her after will just be futile and she knows this. After all, he didnât lie to her the first time. But he still canât be trusted.
She takes a step forward to challenge his accusation and Viserys takes one too, then another, drawing up to her to see if she'll flinch and reveal herself, but when he grows near enough to see the betrayal in her eyes he turns away instead, towards the window. Â His fists are hard-clenched at his sides and when they begin to creak he shoves one into his pocket to pinch and twist at his mother's ring.
"How I treated her?" he repeats in a low hiss. Â "What I called her?" Â He lets his doubt drift enough to search for some time where he'd mistreated Ros, but finds nothing. Â He'd been good to her until she'd betrayed him - and who could blame him for changing afterward? Â "I treated her well," Viserys snaps, looking over his shoulder at Myrcella with a hard glare. Â His lips are pinched between words so tightly they start to ache. Â "Anything she wanted, I told her I'd buy for her. Â Anything. Â If she'd wanted more money, needed it, all she'd had to do was ask. Â Instead she chose to sell my secrets. Â But I'm the villain, for growing angry?"
He pulls the ring into his palm and clenches his fist around it. Â "If you told me things - things you'd never told anyone else, things that could ruin you if they were published - and I went to the press with them, how would you treat me? Â What would you call me? Â Yes, I kicked down her door and threatened her. Â And she held a gun to my head, the gun I'd bought her, the gun she'd asked for, because I'd promised her I wouldn't let anyone else hurt her ever again." Â Viserys wets his lips and looks down at his feet, smiling bitterly. Â "You don't understand. Â You or Rhaenys. Â I'd never hurt anyone if they didn't hurt me first."
His niece's name in Myrcella's plea adds further proof to his suspicions; Rhaenys is planning something, using the Martells and Ros to get there. Â Not satisfied with simply having him thrown out, she's now methodically unpicking every stitch still holding his life together. Â Daenerys has fallen away; by the coldness in Myrcella's eyes, she'll leave too.
And then what will I have? Â Who? Â "I'm not lying to you," he grits out. Â "I've never lied to you. Â Of course Rhaenys told you to stay away from me... Â She's been trying to ruin me ever since we came back. Â She doesn't want me to have anyone, anything... Â That would make her happy."
and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
People talk, she remembers Arianne saying. One arm around her waist and their stealth escape from the hall and towards the staircase would only provoke words in hushed, harsh whispers. People talk. So, let them. Better have rumours floating in the air than wait for the eventual encounter of Ros and Viserys in the Water Gardens. Sheâll even admit it. Viserys had done better than she had thought that night; nothing will ruin that for her. Or for him.
The door clicks and shuts behind her and with it the dull sounds of conversations from beneath them.
A kiss? She furrows her brows as she looks down on the floor. Not a kiss and the way heâs said that made it seem as though last time, she had given him more than a kiss on the cheeks (she hadnât) and he had won (he didnât). Heâs holding on to her wrist, and theyâre standing too close to one another. Itâs a scene that suggests and waits for one thing to happen after the other. Itâs not what she had intended. So, she withdraws her hand from him and paces the room steadily.Â
âA bit of privacy,â she starts, restlessly toying with the gold chains of her bracelets around her wrist again. âFor⌠for talking.â Myrcella smiles and shakes her head. âNo games.â
Myrcella steadies herself by leaning on the chair in front of the small vanity inside the hotel room. âItâs been on my - on my mind for a while.â How long was a while? Since August? At the Paddocks? Her encounter with Rhaenys? With Ros?
âAnd I know I promised Iâd never mention her again -â She remembers the last time. The sudden change that came with his reaction. Cold. Agitated. Flat. âBut I have to.â She pauses. With Viserys, she has to step more carefully. âI saw Ros in Martell Inc. We spoke and - and she told me about you.âÂ
The room seems emptier when she says the name, as if in his shock at hearing it Viserys' mind has forgotten to remember the walls, the furniture, the oval light on the ceiling. Â It's all white. Â Gaping. Â All he's aware of is the door behind him, and Myrcella in front of him, gripping a chair as if she expects to need to use it as a shield.
"M-- Martell Inc? Â What is she doing--" Â Viserys stiffens, and he looks to the side, towards where the party continues beyond and below them. Â They're at a Martell function, invited by Martell hosts. Â Were they working with Ros? Â Had they hired her in the first place? Â Was it Arianne who'd pocketed his secrets and paid Nicki in cash? Â They'd only just spoken, he and Arianne, and she'd been both polite and courteous. Â Who among the Martells hated him enough to ally with Ros?
Rhaenys. Â "Told you about me," he repeats, and the words start to curl and stiffen on his tongue. Â "Told you what? Â What I told her?" Â His mouth twists. Â He's a madman in Ros' voice, he can hear it in his ears, he told me himself, that hospital--
"Is that why you've been acting oddly?" he demands, his voice rising. Â The caution in Myrcella's eyes, the part of her lips in preparation to defend herself - he's seen that before. Â It's his sister cowering in front of him. Â "You said you weren't afraid of me!"
and what it was that made you weak [myrcella & viserys, sept 15th, martell gala]
Viserys is stumbling. Jittery. Restless. Muttering words Myrcella could barely hear even as he stands so close to her. It does little to ease her own nerves, of course. Instead, she looks away as soon as he pulls out and lights a cigarette beside her. The air between them is suddenly drowned by nicotine â grey and ashy and dirty.Â
âThatâs -â Myrcella stops, searching for the right words to tell Viserys. Odd is what comes to mind but she settles with, âThoughtful.â She tries not to dwell on the question of why Viserys would want her to wear his sisterâs perfume. Maybe he just liked the scent (His sisterâs scent, specifically? Or perhaps, just the scent in general?). And yet, his sister chosen others over him. Why keep her scent?
âBut no thank you,â she adds with a smile. I donât want your sisterâs perfume. I already have her keys. Keys that should have been hers.
She looks over her shoulders, back inside.
Seeing her mother and her brother was just the tip of the iceberg. Sometime between now and the moment theyâve both stepped into the Water Gardens, Myrcella had seen people she recognized. Rhaenys talking to Oberyn. Lancel with his arm around that Freyâs girl waist; his hand on the small of her motherâs back as they danced. Somewhere in the crowd too, she was certain she had caught a glimpse of Ros.Â
Close. Myrcella canât take the chance of having Ros see Viserys. The two together are loaded gun fired in a crowd. Dangerous, of course; but most importantly, unpredictable. âToo crowded,â she says, taking one last sip of the champagne before she set the glass down by the edge of the fountain. âCome.â Myrcella offers her hand towards him. âI was hoping for a bit of privacy. Is that - Is that alright?â
"Privacy?" he repeats blankly. Viserys' eyes focus, and he blinks before he looks around at the gardens, at the small clusters of conversations along the path. She's right. It's crowded, and only the breeze off the Thames disguises that the gardens are no less claustrophobic than the hall. "Yes, you're-- yes," he says, taking her hand. His cigarette he snubs out into a planter, and he closes the distance between them, his other arm around her waist as much to claim her as to keep himself steady.
It's not champagne, which he's had none of. Not the rush from his cigarette, not the clotted air, but the people - the noise. There's a dissonance in it that sets his head ringing. It's too loud, off-key. Viserys winces and leads them both towards the staircase, only realizing when they reach the landing what their escape might look like. Perhaps, he thinks with slow surprise, that's what Myrcella is after. She'd told him she wanted him to kiss her, she'd invited him here as her date, and now 'hoping' for a room alone?
Whatever it is she wants, he's happy when he shuts the door behind them. The Martells were clever for arranging hotel service; there's no need to fight for a cab when curfew nears, and he's certain it's only an hour away. With the door, a floor, and a staircase between them and the party, the sound is finally muffled. Viserys' shoulders droop noticeably, and his smile, when he keeps his hold on Myrcella's wrist playfully, is weary.
"A bit of privacy?" he repeats, one eyebrow cocking. "For...?" He traces a knuckle along her chin, watching her curiously. His pulse still jitters; he wonders if she notices. "Do I have to win another game to kiss you again? Or can I...?"