I know I said I was gonna delete my tumblr but I’m so attached to this page and my followers here. On my main blog, I have so many friends and followers. And I’ve tried and tried to get someone, ANYONE to message me, to see if I was okay. And absolutely no one said anything. I know that if I died, no one would even care. And I know this sounds so guilt trippy, and I’m sorry about that, but this is how I truly feel. I feel so very alone. In real life, the amount of friends I actively speak to/spend time with is 2 friends. Only 2. When I lived in Colorado, my best friend lived with me, then I moved back home to Missouri and now I have my other best friend from childhood. Those are the only two people who ever talk to me, and not even they know how low I am mentally. I don’t even know why I’m posting this in the first place, i made basically this exact post on my main blog almost 2 weeks ago and no one said anything, so I’m not really expecting anything different with this blog. I guess I’m just getting this off my chest by screaming into the void. Well whatever rip to me !! Can’t wait












