Seraph of the Stars

a human.

[angelicascorpius]

in case anyone was wondering who this anon is now

Hi.

It’s been a year or two.

I am lesbian, Wiccan, and most importantly, MYSELF. Keep being you, my friends, rather that be kinning or just discovering yourselves. Never use religion to force things upon yourself that you’re not. Be your authentic self.

Shine bright and, hey, character development. 

[angelicascorpius]

A goodbye.

So, I’ve been inactive recently. I’d like to explain myself, my opinion, and what happened.

I’ll start off with this:

I’m definitely not angelkin anymore.

To start, at the time when I believed I was angelkin and focused myself in the community, I was in a toxic relationship with my best friend who I was in love with. He was my best friend of five years and I was struggling to notice how he was caring less and less about me; I suppose it was in my subconscious, lingering there, but it was hard for me to accept. It was my last close friendship and relationship and I couldn’t lose it. He was Christian; I was keeping my beliefs solely for him and out of fear of what he would do if I wasn’t Christian. So, I let my hopes manifest in the form of a past life, imagining what he and I were like then. It was an extremely toxic relationship; he didn’t care about me, at all. I was just another person. As much as I put into the friendship, I got little to nothing back, and it was incredibly painful to me. It was toxic and we broke away very suddenly right before my birthday and the holiday season after he told me he didn’t want to talk to me anymore. He was leading me on for no reason. I was blind to how homophobic, borderline racist, and against other religions he was. I made mistakes as well, of course, I shouldn’t have forced myself to keep up with him, I shouldn’t have kept warping my personality to fit his. I myself was being as manipulative as he was, trying to bring a dead friendship back to life.

And it brought a whole series of changes to my life.

If I am being honest with myself, angelkin was an escape. It was a fabricated reality where I was shaping myself into someone he’d like me to be; something that told us fate wanted us to be together. I became obsessed with the thought of another life at the loss of interest of my own; I started to shape myself off a past life which I didn’t even know at the time if it was real or not. I was creating a second personality and identity for myself where I convinced myself it was me, when it really wasn’t. 

I am now an omnist, meaning I find truth in all religions, while my faith is Wiccan. When I turned away from that toxic relationship, everything was like a breath of fresh air. I could explore my own religion without his pressure. And that’s what I did.

Through this, I learned one of my most integral lessons: we cannot dwell and obsess over our pasts if we wish to grow as people.

Angelkin, for me, was an obsession with a past life. It was creating an identity out of a past I was using to cope with. I, with all my heart, believe the past is something to learn from; something to look back and learn lessons, take with you to the future, but not to obsess over. If we, as humans, focus ourselves so much on our past, we can’t advance ourselves in the now. Focusing on someone you once were cannot shape who you are now. The only way for us to grow is to explore and venture away from our pasts, become new people. I am on this earth not to dwell on a past life; I am on this earth to be who I am now. I cannot do that while also being angelkin and dwelling on my past life. Making ourselves something we aren’t is not going to help us in any way; it’s a lesson I believe I should spread to others after this experience. We cannot be both an angel and a human; we can only be who we are in the now, and that is human. Being human is such a wonderful, wonderful thing, a wonderful blessing no matter what your religion is. Humans are imperfect, make mistakes, and unholy. An angel cannot be a human; an angel is an angel, and it is as simple as that.

Granted, I still very much respect the otherkin community and wish you all wonderful days to come. I understand the need and want to know a past life or shape your identity into something inhuman; humanity can be as scary as it is appealing. I, however, felt the need to share this lesson as I believe others in this community might be able to learn from their own experiences from my lesson.

I am not sure who I was in a past life. Perhaps I was an angel; would there be any way for me to truly know? The fact remains; I am who I am now, and the lessons from a past life will eventually make themselves known to me in this life. I do not need to know my past life in order to grow and follow the course of the karmic cycle and life.

I can love and heal - my core values - just as much as a human as an angel. I do really believe in love, light, and peace for all, just the same as an angel. But I don’t need to be an angel to do that. I can heal in the now, work on smiling every day at someone new, and embrace the small miracles in life we, as humans, can bless other humans with.

I am happy and confident with who I am now. I have tapped into my identity, and for the first time, merged my spirituality and religion with who I really am. I will not be disclosing my identity on this account; of course, Azhira was not my real name. This is a part of me I hope to leave and learn from in the past myself.

Thank you for anyone who read through this and anyone who supported me as I went through some rough times in the community.

This will be my goodbye. I will end up deleting my account in a couple of days. I will answer messages for a short time if there are any.

I hope you all have a wonderful day and night! 

[aesthetickinnie]

an aesthetic for an angel associated with baby pink

[pathologising]

[astridalia-deactivated20240311]

Pastel sea💦

[pastelog]

soft pink magical witch mood board -Pastel

[angelicascorpius]

What if you don’t have any memories but you have feelings or triggers that let you know what your past life was? My memories are gone but every time I look at the sky I feel homesick as though I’m being beckoned back...

Hi there! Sorry for the late response, but here to answer, love.

Feelings and triggers do work! Often they’ll come first before the memories, for me. You don’t have to have memories. Doing a meditation could aid you in strengthening that feeling and learning from it compared to memories.

Hope I could help!

[saintacephale]

signs you are an earth angel

♡ you are quiet and quite introverted, you love time alone to recharge yourself and heal

♡ you feel like helping people, serving them, is your main purpose. you feel joy by helping other people

♡ you are an empath, and have a deeply strong sensitive heart. you can almost feel other people’s pain

♡ you love animals and nature a lot. you feel safe between the whispers of the trees and the birds singing

♡ you dislike violence to humans and to animals. most earth angels are vegetarian/vegan

♡ you have/had imaginary friends

♡ you are deeply psychic and you are prone to spiritual or paranormal experiences

♡ you are also spiritual

♡ you feel like you are here for a purpose but can’t wrap your head about what it is

♡ you are an old soul and you adore vintage treasures

♡ that said, you dislike the modern world and/or don’t feel connected to it

♡ you have felt like an outcast most of your life or you had the feeling of not “fitting in”

♡ animals and intuitive people feel attracted to you

♡ you adore plants, and have your house filled with plants and flowers

♡ you are fearless or have few fears. death doesn’t scare you

[angelicascorpius]

dear angels,

please remember to stretch your wings tonight.

[perfect-in-peach]

Pastel seas

[pxstel-cutie]

You are the blood in my veins. <3

[angelicascorpius]

Things that make me feel angelic

A collection of things that really make me feel more like my angel-self!

✨ Running through an open space with no shoes on. Makes me want to fly again!

✨ Rose scents. Anything to do with rose and the smell of it. It reminds me of the flower gardens.

✨ Gold or pink accents to clothing, such as jewelry. Bonus if they’re sparkly or metallic!

✨ Flower crowns!

✨ Natural herbal teas. Especially rose-lemonade tea, which was something I drank as an angel.

✨ Watching sunsets and sunrises, the sky shifting its colors. The shine of sunlight through tears in clouds.

✨ Listening to violin, piano, and harp music. Gregorian chants and choirs as well.

✨ Collecting little things, like pins, crystals, anything I can hoard that’s shiny and pretty.

✨ The feeling of a blanket as it comes out of the dryer. Feathery, soft blankets, especially weighted blankets, that mimic the feeling of wings.

✨ No makeup, no special treatment to hair. Just all-natural.

✨ Visiting flower gardens

[cookdi]

[manolescent]

Pink, pale and pretty. Message me if you are really similar :)

[bubb1e-gum-aesthetic]

[angelicascorpius]

Calling all angelkin!

Hello!

I recently have created a brand new Discord server, called The Angelkin Haven. This server is open to anyone, but directed at and aimed to a haven for angelkin to interact. I want to get this rolling so throwing out the link here since i know some of you will definitely want to join it!

https://discord.gg/beZkhMw

Our server includes:

❤ Lotsss of roles for you to choose from!

❤ Ongoing mod applications 

❤ Chats for memories, kin calls, phantom wings, and even more!

❤ A spiritual section where spiritual angelkin can chat about their beliefs

❤ Open and welcoming space to any angelkin of any kind, Abrahamic or not

❤ 16+ years old to join!

Please do join us!

[angelicascorpius]

Couple of quick updates on what we’ve got in store, since we’ve changed it up a bit!

❤ A large community setting, moderated by a team where we make it a priority that one mod is on at all times. Good server protection.

❤ Role bots with 100+ roles to pick from to help identify yourself

❤ A channel for kin calls and kin call discussions 

❤ Open mod applications

❤ Rank/choir-specific chats to share memories with other angels of your same rank

❤ Daily angelkin questions and polls!

❤ And lots more!

Come check us out! With 50+ people, we’re looking to build up and really create a positive hub for all angelkin out there wanting to talk to others like them.

[angelicascorpius]

okay but

wing high fives