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[dragonslayerblog]

Why do I need people to sympathize me ? Why do I have to play the victim ? Why can't I own my mistakes ? Why do the things/efforts I do no matter how small it is wants people to see it and acknowledge me? Why do I have to gain acceptance of everyone around me ? Why can't I scream loudly and say NO ? Why do I have to do everything the people asks me , so that will like me? Why does my chest feel so heavy ? Why can't I love myself first ?

[dragonslayerblog]

I always download and install various blog writing and reading apps. I ask my friends to suggest any site or app where I can write something. But when where I read the post or try to write something , I come to realization that am not good at writing. I can't write , can't give any opinions or suggestions on any topic. All the knowledge I have are superficial or surface level. But I want to write, I want to write a sentence , a stance , a paragraph , a page , a chapter , a book, a series , a epic .... But don't know if I can write even a word..