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It's not about you likes you or interested in you... ❤

It is about who is brave enough to take the risk of pursuing you intentionally and consistently, with the decisions to keep choosing you, followed by the words that matches their actions

I've always been the giver, sometimes I wonder what it's like to be the one who receives

I've always been the giver, the one who thinks ahead, the one who plans, who remembers the small details, who shows up first, and who goes out of the way to make others feel special and loved. I love seeing people happy knowing that someone feels seen because of something I did, but sometimes I stop and ask myself, what is it like on the other side? What is it like to be the one who receives? What it is like to have someone remember the little things about me?

I wonder what would it be like to have someone show up just to be there for me, to bring me a gift or a kind word, and to know that someone went out of their way to make me feel special, without me asking, without me hinting, without me expecting? I have given so much of myself, and I wonder if one day I will know what it feels like to be on the other side, to be the one who is thought of, to be the one who is cared for, just because I exist, just because someone sees me and wants to make me feel loved too.

Maybe one day I will know that feeling, maybe one day I will stand on the other side and taste what it means to receive, but until then, I will keep giving. I will keep caring and loving in all the ways I know how, because that is who I've always been, and who I know I will always be

Read this before loving me

If you're going to love me, know, that it's not hard. I won't make you fight for my love. I will embrace you with complete openness; you will reside in my heart like the home you've craved. I will nurture you when you feel lovesick. I will be the friend you cry to, lean on, and always run to. I won't make you uncomfortable unless it's time to stand in your truth; my discomfort will only come in the form of helping your growth. I will always support you.

If you're going to love me, know that it may not always be easy. I am an intense lover, sometimes I may suffocate you. I'm an overthinker, extra TLC is recommended. I'm an empath, my emotions get the best of me; and the worst of you, if you're not ready to embrace them. I don't think that makes me hard to love. I think it just means I was meant to be experienced differently. I think it means those who find me in this world were either meant to bring me love or bring themselves the experience they were missing within; both are a treasure

God will never stop loving you

Most of the time, I choose not to speak about what I am going through in life because I feel like nothing will ever change with what I feel. I don't try to reach out to anyone, even on the days where I feel like I am about to give up on myself. I know that there are some people out there who want to help me, but I don't really want to be a burden to anyone. I don't like people seeing me as vulnerable or devastated. I just disappear when I am not okay and isolate myself until I feel better. I tend to cry silently behind closed doors, and I do not depend on anyone for my healing, but I still appreciate the ones who keep reminding me that they will always be there when I need them.

I keep disappearing, even on days where I know that some people also need me. I do not shoe up most of the time, partly because there are some moments where I feel like I am too tired of everything and cannot stand to face the world. And that is why I appreciate those who still try to understand and respect me when I close my windows and doors to everyone. I appreciate the ones who understand that I only need some time alone to feel better soon, but they are still outside my door waiting for me to show up when I'm ready tp fight again

Some feelings are just so hard to express. Some things are better left unsaid. I don't really think that someone will fully understand how much I suffer sometimes, because there is some kind of pain that no words can describe. So I just choose to take a step back, close the door in my room, and deal with all the terrible things in my head because I feel like that's the safer place I can hide when I'm not okay

Being financially comfortable is enough for me. I don't have to be the richest, I just want to always be able to eat what I want, go where I want, pay my bills on time and live a good life

Here's to the one who can't see their value

I don't know how much you hate yourself, but I want you to know that you are worthy. you are not alone; I want you to know about that. There are people out there who are willing to show you that you are loved. I know sometimes you're feeling lost and you can't accept yourself, but please know that you deserve love for yourself. You may hate yourself a lot for now, but I hope someday you'll learn to appreciate yourself

No matter how painful it is sometimes to look yourself in the mirror, I hope someday you'll learn to smile at yourself. I hope you'll be kind to yourself, especially on the days that you feel like you are a worthless person. I hope you understand that being imperfect doesn't make you less of a person. You are beautiful - a masterpiece, something that should be treasured. I hope you know how important you are to some people, and I hope someday you'll also realize that you deserve to be valued. so treat yourself well, compliment yourself more often and always try to love yourself because you deserve it

The essence of True Love

There’s a kind of love that goes beyond words—a love that doesn’t need to be spoken, but you feel it in every gesture, every look, every breath.

Love isn’t just about saying, "I love you" when it’s easy. It’s about being there in the hardest moments, holding each other when the world feels heavy. True love means seeing each other at your lowest and still believing that together, you’ll rise again.

It’s not perfection we seek in love, but someone who accepts every flaw, every imperfection, and says, “I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere.”

Real love doesn’t give up. It fights. It understands. It forgives. It chooses each other, over and over again, no matter the storm.

So, when you find someone who stands by you at your worst, who loves you even more in your darkest hours, don’t ever let them go. Because that’s when you’ve found your true soulmate.

I know a lot of people wouldn't understand me. I don't require them to. But you know, I do believe that knowing me would not take a lot of energy. I'm an open book. You just have to take time to read a page or two. While I wander around I even try to leave pieces of myself to those people I care about. Hoping that when I'm gone part of my story will be reminded

I just want to make it.

I just want to watch my dreams turn into reality, make my loved ones proud, and see myself happy. I just want to live normally, do what brings calm to my heart, and be where I am destined to be. The world has been hard already. Adulting is cruel. People's opinions are loud. Responsibilities are heavy. I am scared of wasting time, failing myself, and having thousands of regrets. I just want to make it.

A woman is so dangerous when she bounces back after being hurt so badly.

You can hurt a woman over and over again. You can break her heart, ruin her peace of mind, and even make her soul weep. You can leave a woman with a shattered heart and a damaged soul. But she can be dangerous woman when she comes back. After a surviving a battle that almost took her sanity away, she will become a different person. You can hurt a woman so badly that she will fall o her knees, begging for the universe to take away her pain. You can leave her on the edge of giving up on herself. But when she learns to pick herself up, it will be too late for you to realize that you hurt the wrong person. A woman be vulnerable, but she can also be resilient. She can be forgiving, but she can also have no mercy after going through the worst things in life. So be careful with the woman that you choose to hurt, because you might create a dangerous woman one day.

She was once a sweet girl that brings happiness and hope to everyone - she always had a smile on her face that is impossible to vanish. Until one day, she became the person that everyone thought she wouldn't be. She stopped smiling. That once sweet girl became something sour. Everyone is shock, that once light became dark. She was once a girl who is filled with kindness, yet - the kindness was abused and she became the opposite of what she was.

Tomorrow will be better.

But what if it's not?

Then you say it again tomorrow. Because it might be. You never know right? At some point, tomorrow will be better.

Do you know what I like about myself now? When I finally learned to treat myself the way I wanted to, it was easy for me to point out those people around me who are just taking advantage of me. When I finally give the love I deserve to myself, no one can ever manipulate me now o how I should react to receiving someone's love. When I finally put myself on top of list of priorities in every aspect of life, people finally revealed themselves. They start blaming me for their disappointment and upsetting feelings just because I choose to be happy and not them. Now, people are beginning to leave. But I am so glad. I was so satisfied that I got the power to filter them out of my life

I don't want to fall in love ever again

I've come to this point where falling in love doesn't excite me anymore. Whenever I think about it, the first thing I feel is pain. The first thing that I remember is the wound. And the rest of my mind will remind me how many times I risked everything for it and lost myself in the end.

I'd rather be alone than suffer the same kind of pain over and over again. I seriously lost faith in love. I certainly believe that there are some people who are destined for each other. But maybe there are also some people like me who are meant to be alone forever. Maybe some of us have already found the right one. Some of us are still searching or waiting.

And maybe some of us have already met the right person, yet we never had a chance to hold them a little longer.

It's wonderful how, with no warning and even without trying, we will randomly stumble across new favorite songs, new favorite artists, new favorite books, new favorite movies, new favorite games, new favorite shows, new favorite snacks, new passions, new hobbies, new interests, new favorite blogs and new favorite people. So when things are terrible, hold onto the fact that someday, possibly when you least expect it, you'll suddenly come across something wonderful.

I reached a point in life where being single doesn't bother me anymore. I literally enjoy every moment I spend alone. And yes, I used to feel lonely for a long time because I didn't know how to handle my own feelings, how to sit with the little me and make peace with myself. But now, I'm re-discovering myself. I'm growing.

I don't mind meeting someone someday and try but for now, I stopped looking. Right now, it's me living the moment. It's loving myself properly era.

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