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Hi my name is Sheetal I'm 17 welcome to my crib this is where i tell you about my hysteria, paranoia, and life.

[drankinwatermelon]

i would like to take a moment to acknowledge people in my life who accept me unconditionally and have shown me they care about my sanity (or the little I have left), esp over the last few days: 

my parents

pats

andrew

maubs

anina

danielle

steph

rashad

im sure there are more that i am forgetting but these guys tho omg sheets since you're the only one htat ever reads this blog dont forget these people cause they are the bestest in every sense of the word 

[drankinwatermelon]

also wishing pats hadnt deleted :( 

[drankinwatermelon]

i literally have the best friends in college

like actually no one has ever made me feel this good about myself or this supported and its so nice to know there are people who care and that i can talk to

also like even my super close friends are so great omg i love it

also so pumped for next year omgomgomgomgomgomg 

[drankinwatermelon]

I don't think I have ever related to a post about Hinduism this much ever

[drankinwatermelon]

did pats just....delete???

[drankinwatermelon]

when the bass drops at 1:36 in the weeknd's drunk in love remix i literally cry 

[cyborgsmanifesto]

HOW TO SURVIVE IN COLLEGE

how to deal with a roommate you hate

avoiding big mistakes when picking a major

creative ways to organize your dorm

eating healthy in a dining hall

what to do if you think you’ve been drugged

how to have a healthy college relationship

college packing list

staying in touch with high school friends

choosing a study abroad program

awesome study tips

making friends in college

what to do if you want to transfer

how to deal with a hangover

dealing with loneliness

what to do if you have a bad professor

find out about your professors before you register

how to bond with your roommate

essential foods to keep in your dorm

how to deal with homesickness

why being single in college is okay

scholarships and financial aid

pros and cons of joining a sorority

tips for saving money in college

adjusting back to school after a semester abroad

making the most of your college years

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Historical valentines 5/?

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[drankinwatermelon]

Beyonce - Drunk In Love (Remix) (Feat. Kanye West)

I'm in the library and crying because i cant handle this 

[drankinwatermelon]

the fact that Anina can casually talk about what we'll be doing and how we'll be acting at Steph's wedding is very comforting to me because it means that she thinks that is friendship is going to last but it also hella scares me because what if it doesn't? I'm scared it'll barely last into the next school year, let alone years down the road

[drankinwatermelon]

i got into the club i wanted to get into!!!! 

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i feel myself breaking and its really scary because for once i have no clue how to stop it lol 

[drankinwatermelon]

i'm at that point tonight where if i stay awake any more im just going to keep crying so im just going to go to bed and pretend everything's fine tomorrow morning 

[drankinwatermelon]

everytime i read about the freshman girl who committed suicide at my college a few days ago i get really nauseous

she was fucking gorgeous and (from what I have heard) she was really nice and great at what she did

i cant believe it omfg 

[drankinwatermelon]

patrick makes everything okay patrick is a good person patrick is the best person what would i do without pats?