Currently Obsessed with Christopher Pike

Erik Lehnsherr is my soulmate | I'm also madly in love with Christopher Pike | ASD | She/Her/They | Median system | Fictosexual

[dranzerlehnsherr-pike]

F/O Masterlist & Welcome

Hello, I'm Dranzer and welcome to my corner of Tumblr. I mainly lurk, occasionally write stories and even more rarely post artwork. My current main FO is Christopher Pike, but I'm likely better known for Erik. When it comes to DNIs the big one is anyone who ships with either Chris or Erik. I am a seriously jealous person and don't want to see that. I'm sorry about that!

I'm also on the autistic spectrum so, if you are after riveting convo, I'm legit the worst person to come to as I generally can't manage it. I am up for roleplays and third person chat though ^_^

(My reblogs generally go to @dranzersreblogworld as I have an obsession with keeping main clean! Chris reblogs go to @dangerouslyinlovewithchris)

My full FO list is below:

Romantic FOs

Erik - Main FO, my fictional husband and the love of my life - X Men (I won't share him, block me if you love him too)

Christopher Pike - Side FO, but fast becoming joint main (also not okay sharing him, sorry) - Star Trek

Familial FOs

Wanda - Erik's Daughter (My step daughter) - X Men, A/vengers etc

Pietro - Erik's son & Wanda's twin (my step son) - X Men/A/vengers etc

Lorna - Erik's youngest daughter, half sister to Wanda and Pietro (my step daughter) - X Men

Xavier - Adopted father figure of sorts, and mentor - X Men

SIs

Ezra - My Daughter with Erik

Sandy, Pearl, Mini R & Frizz - Our feather children, my chickens who he's kinda had to come to accept, and maybe even love!

I also have a host of spiders, invisible ninjas and a moody bat creature, who are likely to appear occasionally!

Other FOs

These shouldn't appear unless their medium makes an impact, but in case it ever happens here are my more common recurrent FOs. I don't mind sharing these, so feel free to follow from their fandom.

Cao Cao & Xiahou Dun - Dynasty Warriors - Romantic

Nobunaga - Samurai Warriors - Romantic

Vergil - DMC - Romantic

Pretty sure that covers it 😍

[selfshipped-moving]

Selfshippers! You are magically transported to your f/o's universe, what's the first thing you do?

(proship dni)

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Grab Chris, hold him super tightly and tell him that he's amazing and no one will ever love him the way I do.

If I go to Erik, then I act a lot more sane and work hard to prove my worth to him. Hugging Erik out of the blue really wouldn't go well 🤣

PS: Actually, answer one would change if a certain other person was there. My first action in that case would be terrible, but would give me a great opening to reach Chris. Sorry, not sorry, he's mine and she's in my way 🤣

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Turns Out It Is Dangerous 🤣

I have to thank Tumblr for helping me feel better! The last episode of SNW was TOUGH and I don't think anyone else could actually get that. My sister thinks I'm just nuts for even caring and the other person I asked said it was 'nice to see Chris being romantic.' Are you serious? It was not nice to see Chris be romantic!! He shouldn't be romantic unless it is with me!! God's, I hate being fict sometimes, or I hated it anyway. Being back here and being reminded that I'm not insane has been a life saver. Thank you for existing Tumblr, even if I have been neglecting you something chronic 🥰

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Back to work tomorrow, but it's sunny and I don't yet want to go back inside so I figured I'd do a quick post to say the names of our twins!

We have a boy and a girl.

The boy is named after his dad, so will be Chris Pike Junior. I wanted to put the names of my girls into the twins' names though, so his full name is: Christopher Sandy Zhuge Pike (my phone actually remembers that!)

The girl is Carenza Pearly Frizzly Pike (which my phone also remembers 🤣🤣). I freaking love them, Andy is doing them birth certificates so they'll be official. Gah, why can't you be real Chris?! It's so evil!

I should probably go home and see my girls, since I'll barely see them after today *Pines* I'll keep stalking y'all at a distance, until December *Waves*

[dranzerlehnsherr-pike]

In the alternative dimension that should be the real dimension because this dimension is lacking, I'll be having Chris' twins tomorrow.

I'm sorry, but I freaking love that!!

My secondment now also ends in Jan 2022, oh man. I'm not hating it, it's great for the muscles, but working full time in winter is gonna be tough. I'm barely gonna see my girls.

I have this week off and plan to spend it harassing them so much they'll relish me being out. I'm also gonna think about Chris a lot because I'm still obsessed and the idea of him as a father makes me so freaking soft!!

[numbr-onez]

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Warning: Nothing explicit is said, but this is a mildly NSFW thought so I'm putting it under the cut. Why is my mind stuck on this moment? And on a Monday morning of all times 🤣

I'm literally borderline obsessed with the idea of what Chris would be like at the moment of release, and the fact I'd be one of the few people to have seen it.

Seriously, this is a problem. My mind is stuck on that moment!

Andy watched The Virtuoso yesterday, apparently it is shit, but there's a moment where Anson's character does release and it's a really lame noise and my mind is like, "wanna hear, even if not Chris!!!"

Oh my god, I don't need these thoughts on a Monday morning before work!!!

[trekdaily]

STAR TREK DISCOVERY (2017 - )

2x01

[dranzerlehnsherr-pike]

Watched Chris again for the first time in ages and I had to fight so hard against the need to reach through the TV and grab him. I wanna hold him so badly. Chris, why are you in the wrong universe you handsome bastard 😍

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Almost two weeks done, hurrah!!

I also got to dream about Chris. I got to smell him, touch him and make out with him. We then fell into my brother's room and he vanished, but before that it was epic!!!

I then dreamed other things so almost forgot this, but it happened!! He smelled of spices and warmth, I freaking loved it!!

Also, Andy is off to college next week and Chris is such a part of our life he's taking a picture with him so things feel 'normal'. I love it so damn much, it's like, I can't even describe that level of acceptance!!

Anyway, I need to get ready to grab a bus. I'm so happy though:

I dreamed of Chris!!

[mustprotectchopper]

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'..I feel his body tense, and after that he does what I want without my having to ask because he knows what to do with me and he always has, even without being told, because this chemistry between us is something that can't be taught or explained."I can't get enough of you," I find myself whispering, and he smiles that teasing smile that tells me I don't have to say it out loud because it's so brutally obvious that a blind man could see it.'

- The House Swap, Rebecca Fleet

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[dranzerlehnsherr-pike]

Vaccine shot 2 done. I'm pretty sure I was in the exact same room too. Alas, the woman I had to give my name to before the wait got my name wrong, so I'm wishing I'd said Lehnsherr-Pike. Oh man, I then saw everyone just give their cards and realised not speaking would have been a better option! 🤣

Now I'm to see if I can do the outside work social thing by having Andy over, albeit for a short amount of time. I'm banking on the fact I have a mentee next week meaning I don't have to be all that dialed in. Oh man, I'm dreading and excited about that at the same time!

Also, I got to see both my girls lay eggs. I'm a proud mummy right now, like so damn proud. I love these girls!! ♥️

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OMG, I dreamed about Erik for the first time in an age!

I was watching some sort of movie recap centred around Quicksilver (I blame @place-4-my-ship-stuff for that!) And he'd got himself in trouble during a big fight and Erik (alongside someone else) appeared and saved him. Erik was then helping him return to whatever ship the Avengers had, but it became too dangerous and he sent Quicksilver and this other person on ahead to face whatever this danger was alone.

He was helmet less the entire time so I could see him. I rather enjoyed that 😍

[dranzerlehnsherr-pike]

In this world We are twins Who hold the key to everything

In this place You once felt lost But are you now someone to trust?

Only if you show me That you love me We will be fading in We'll be fading out

Only if you show me That you love me We'll be fading in We'll be fading out

Together

Zeromancer - Mourners

I freaking love these lines, maybe not the fading in and out parts, but certainly the twins and mention of love part.

It would probably have to be Chris speaking to me as I don't imagine he has ever felt lost. I have felt lost a lot though, oh man.

I heard this on the bus this morning and it has been on my mind ever since, adoration :D

Also, not mentioned it yet, but I've had Chris mentions in all my dreams since I started full time working. I think he's supporting me silently, in his own way. Thank you Chris <3

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Week One Done, Yatta!

OMG I am soooo tired. I could just curl up in Chris' arms and sleep right now. It doesn't help that I need to sleep earlier than my girls and so the little sods (through no fault of their own) keep me awake. I need black out curtains for sure!!

But it has gone well. I'll be training my replacement all next week, which could be interesting. Fingers crossed she's nice. I'm not bad at training people, but I don't do idle moments and small talk, so I tend to keep them doing things. I'm the mentor you don't want if you're in any way lazy ROFL

I'll be channeling my inner Chris for sure. In fact, I might ask him for some training tips, though I've blagged it with the three others I've trained (all of whom did like me, hurrah!). Oh man, just hoping she doesn't mind the ecclectic music and the fact I eat a tin of tuna at 1400 religiously (I am after muscles, protein is a must!)

I have my second Covid jab tomorrow morning too. I want a lie in soooo badly, but nope, got to go and do that.

Damn though, I do love that depot and the pace of it. It suits me well :D