Gone

Living in a constant state of desire and disgust. His nature often revolts him, but he doesn't have the will to deny his indulgences. There's the killing, but there's also the pleasure, the sensuality, the lust. The sheer ecstasy of it all.

[draugrxsoo]

Gone.

( Seems that coming back awhile ago was a bit of a mistake. Mun is heading off to the military soon. uwu and it looks like roleplaying has come to an end for me. Soo is already much developed into the person I’ve wanted him to become anyway, it was great being here for the meantime. Unfollow if you’d like, I have a personal account just ask if you really want to stay in touch but this is just a heads up that I’ll be inactive from here on out. But I’ll leave my page up for my own memories. :,-) )

[ericparkerr]

One by one I drowned all the people I’d been.

Conor Oberst (via ericparkerr)

[draugrxsoo]

“Get lost, would you?”

           Kyungsoo could hear an indistinct conversation from afar and it faded the farther he kept walking away from the scene. It looked as though the male was attacking the other, they seemed to be mixed up in some disagreement. Deep down, the immortal knew that he’d without a doubt try to stop whatever that was going on if he was still human and it was that little bit of humanity left in him that abruptly lit up in the back of his mind, beckoning him to stop and turn back around. 

      He was trying to fight that urge, it would be a little out of his nature to help in a situation that didn’t involve him and he’d probably end up causing a little too much trouble for them both.. –Argh..why not–  Soo stopped dead in his tracks with a tired sigh that left his lips whilst he slowly made his way back to the two. He could tell that they were most likely friends, but still he didn’t like all the public drama. “Enough.” Kyungsoo walked between the two people, yet another annoyed sigh left his lips as he stared eye to eye with the one guy that was making all the ruckus. “Get lost, would you?” The other finally spoke, and suddenly Kyungsoo felt more involved than ever. He kept calm at first, although there was anger already boiling to the tips of his ears and he gripped the male by the collar of his shirt. “No. Why don’t you crawl back home before I make you.” 

[draugrxsoo]

“Watch where you’re going.”

         It had been awhile since he’s had any blood, since he’s had any energy to move about properly. His throat was so dry, it was painful to bare the temptations for so long that the vampire couldn’t take it anymore. Kyungsoo was dragging himself around to find the most secluded place he could feed, but at this point it was almost as if he could feed upon anyone he laid his eyes upon, but that would’ve only caused him trouble. 

   His sight was hazy, although you wouldn’t be able to tell that the vampire was starving to death, he could swear that if he was human he’d look a lot paler than he already was at least that’s what it felt like.  The male dragged his feet through a crowd of people as quickly as he can to be out of sight, to be away from the public. Being out in the open only made matters worse for him and suddenly being as careless as he was at the moment he bumped into someone’s shoulder without watching his surroundings. “Watch where you’re going.” The other exclaimed, obvious frustration in his features. An annoyed sigh left Soo’s pair as he pushed the other even farther away from him and out of sight. “Then stay out of my way.” 

[aeolies-deactivated20181214]

draugrxsoo

“Hello Sweetheart! That’s a rather nice shirt, you’ve got there! Wanna swap? Mine’s all covered in blood and guts.” He smiled innocently. 

[draugrxsoo]

          The vampire was rather confused with the other’s ideas, perhaps trying to frighten him or possibly to intimidate but it was obvious that Kyungsoo felt the quite opposite. His eyes widened before he grimaced, licking his lower lip.“I live for those “blood and guts.” A wicked smile graced his pair.

[draugrxsoo]

旦 ( damn he can bite me

Send me a “旦” If our muses haven’t interacted yet and but you want us to change that.

           ( screams I just got on my laptop I’ll reply to that lil meme thing as soon as I can. That can be our starter if you’d like and yes, he can bite you xD

[thedoctorwhocares-blog]

Send me a "旦" If our muses haven't interacted yet and but you want us to change that.

[draugrxsoo]

Will reply to everything in awhile.

[dilke]

[draugrxsoo]

Despite showing a friendly face towards others, this particular question got the soul hunter thinking what he would do if it ever happened. If he had a choice, he would want to tell people he would die soon. But, he felt the latter would be a better choice. He did not want to see the ones close to him, particularly his boyfriend, be in a state of depression. He wanted them to be happy – to live their lives peacefully.

But even if he did the latter, Raio was certain the situation would not change…

“I–” He cleared his throat slightly, before he continued. “I would live the way I was, I believe – Because I don’t want to see the people I care for to be sad. But, even if I did live the way I am until I die, wouldn’t it bring the same result?”

Not that it truly mattered of what this question actually consisted of and what it held within it’s words, the thought of death never seemed to cross his mind not even once because the vampire had already been dead inside and out, at least that is what he believed.

“No.” Kyungsoo held a litted cigarette between his two fingers, dark hues traveling across the other male just for a plain second before he blew out another puff of smoke. “What’s your name anyway, mortal?” His tongue traced along his lower lip whilst he tossed the cigarette to the ground and underneath the heel of his shoe to put it out.

[draugrxsoo]

     Pain shot through the archivist’s jaw as he considered answering; ultimately, the throbbing made it impossible for him to muster the strength necessary to do so. Fortunately, it didn’t seem like enough damage had been done to qualify the discomfort as a fracture; it wasn’t as if dislocation could be considered a better diagnosis, but it certainly was the least concerning from a medical standpoint. All it would take was a moment to himself, caution, and an ample pain threshold to resolve the problem. Of course, that assumed that he’d be alive in order to do so.

Knowing any response that would have come from his mouth would be garbled by aches and incapability, Xavier offered a groan. No tricks were up his sleeves and no dirty fighting techniques would be waiting for his opponent if he came nearer. Honestly, Xavier was damn near physically incapable of continuing this fairly one-sided fight of there’s; if he could speak clearly, he’d ask for a forfeit in his favor and proceed to reposition his jaw. Being able to see another day was an obvious benefit as well.

The Librarian pressed his head against the barricade serving as his cover, praying the almost superhuman cooing at him wouldn’t locate him immediately. Now came the ample pain threshold: reduction of a dislocated jaw was something that could and should be associated with stinging discomfort. Replacing anything in or on the body removed from its intended position also required skill–the pain was worth it if the problem was corrected after all. Unfortunately, this meant he needed the predator in this situation to hold off for just long enough to allow the archivist to concentrate.

A reprieve wasn’t impossible though.

                                         “Xavier”---

            A wild sinister grin etched his lips, fingers trembling from the excitement. After all it was the game that he enjoyed the most, the fact that he had to fight for survival. But this wasn’t necessarily his intentions from the beginning. In the other’s mind it must have been nothing more than a playful fight between two acquaintances, however the vampire knew that a simple blow could cause him to go out of control with power..And that’s exactly what happened. 

                                    “Xavier..” 

               Kyungsoo called out again, eyes doubling their size as he got a good sight of the other. He could tell that he was most utterly in pain from the dislocation of his jaw. In the back of his mind the immortal knew how easily he could finish him off, how delighted he’d be to bring home a whole corpse full of blood. --The blood--  He thought, and suddenly the excitement grew even larger for him, how fantastic of an idea it’d be to take home a full body just as he used before he left Seoul. He grew tired of the blood bags. It didn’t compare to the blood that came straight from the vein .

                The vampire grew closer with the thought in mind, gripping Xavier by his shoulders as they stood face to face and there was kill in his eyes, and his fingers traced across his neck as if this was his fist feed and he had just won a prize. “I don’t know if you’d still be alive after this..” He could smell the blood rushing through his body, he could almost taste the metallic against the tip of his tongue and the paranoia didn’t decrease but instead it kept growing the longer they stood there together. 

[draugrxsoo]

"Get out of the way!"

           It had only been a couple of hours since Kyungsoo had returned to Seoul, the sun had already gone down, less and less people covered the streets except for the ones still roaming around the shops. It was just as he remembered, the people around him still managed to keep to their own business and people knew not to bother him.

         Everything was just the way he liked it. Quiet, eerie, and dark. The perfect time to feed. It was not only that he loved the crimson, unforgettable liquid that would flow among the humans. But he also loved the hunt. The game, the rush. It made him feel more alive, ironic as that sounds since he has no beating heart but part of his humanity still remains. His dark, round hues explored the outskirts as he searched for his new pray. However he was rudely interrupted by none other than the species he’d been looking all night for, a mortal. a girl who managed to push Kyungsoo out of the way from an ongoing car. “Get out of the way!” She shouted as she shoved him and herself aside. 

       The vampire stumbled along the sidewalk, completely appalled by such an action the female would pull off.. but of course how could she have known that the hit wouldn’t have effected him? He brushed his shoulder from where the girl had touched him, as if she herself was the monster. The male grimaced, “Don’t lay a hand on me again, you hear?” He spat, nose scrunching as he walked off and headed towards a back alley. 

[virttuouskvl-blog]

                                                      { p l e a s e }                                                          love the                                                         parts of me                                                            that i                                                                             can’t.

[draugrxsoo]

                 Shit. Hana stared at the other male, disbelief etched over her dark hues when meeting eye to eye with him. There was an aura he gives out that made her feel uneasy, fingers fidgeting against each other with lips lightly pressed over one another. Yes, the younger female left everything behind for her own reasons. Hidden behind the shadows purposely because she needed to escape the lifestyle she wrapped herself around. And maybe she never had an opportunity to inform people that they’ll meet once again. Not too sure of the timing but soon.

❝I - How. Where did you even -❞ Her words stuttered, colliding over one another with nervousness obvious in the way she’s caught up in basking into this situation. Eyes still remained over his facial features, guilt trailed in her emotions because he was her friend. He was always there for her but disappearing without a word was her mistake but a choice she needed to make. Not that she was considered a good person years ago. One moment she’s heading out in the middle of the night and then she’s drowning in isolation, sneaking out in the afternoon before she was caught in trouble.

How long has she even seen this particular male? He still looks the same, nothing changed except for the relationship between them. ❝No.❞ Actually, Hana wasn’t too sure if there was bound to disappear the second time. Not that she needed to fear for her life at least for now. Currently, she feels a lot safer. More secure about where she’s heading on in the future because she’s exhausted with blaming her addictions, there’s no use for it.

❝I won’t leave.❞ Not right now

                    The vampire hadn’t seen in her so long, he assumed she would’ve been in the same place he had left her when he fled from his home town to be alone and utterly secluded. The female was definitely surprised to see him, however not an inch of amazement, not even a slight hint of emotion etched across his features. His dark hues traveled across her visage, it had almost been too long,-- too long-- that he had forgotten the vibe they’d given off to one another. An unusual, crooked smile graced his lips ever so suddenly as if he realized right then and there who he came face to face with. 

        He didn’t dare to respond to her question or how she stumbled with her words, showing how obvious and unexpected it had been to see him after so long. His brow arched, fingers grazing along the side of her forearm before pulling her in to his embrace, a sigh of comfort left his lips. 

        Kyungsoo was glad that someone was here,.. someone that he at least once knew since all of the people that meant so much to him just decided to leave without a goodbye. His humanity still clings to him, but for some unknown reason it doesn’t bother him that it only creeped its way out because of her, he’s actually grateful for such a thing, the feeling was almost reassuring, a reassurance that he was not entirely a monster. A hand snaked behind her neck, thumb running across her nape and still he felt a familiarity. “I won’t let you.” He mumbled out softly. 

[neptvnisms-deactivated20160824]

reblog if you’re a literate-based para/script writer. currently in need of folks to plot and write with. thank you!

[draugrxsoo]

Hello~ I'd love to para but I don't have tumblr made yet. I hope you'll be still up for it? My aim is xjonginprince

(Of course I'd love to! Unfortunately I don't remember my aim information. ;-; but I'll always be here to para with anyone. )

[draugrxsoo]

"This is a surprise. I didn't think I'd be seeing you again anytime soon."

He snickers upon the mortal's words, however there is no sign of weakness that the vampire once had particularly for this human, his eyes weren't as soft as they once were, and the memories between them were nowhere to be found, and he looked of nothing but just as any nornal human being standing before him. However he thinks back to his old friend Daon, the only male he remembers that actually meant more to him than most and how weary his eyes become knowing that he had left without a proper goodbye. "Looks like I'm back as of now. " The vampire flashes his pearly whites before placing a cigarette between his pair. "How's everything with you..uh. Remind me what your name was again?"