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[honey-nympho]

Too many women act like men don’t have stories to tell about violent or toxic experiences with women. We aren’t saints. We aren’t better than men.

If you think thats not true, tell that to the little boy who can’t see his father because his mother won’t let him see his kids. Or to the boy being sexually or physically abused by his mother (since most child abusers are actually women). Or to the teenage boy who is raped by a teacher but she gets off with 6 months in jail and doesn’t get called a pedophile (happens a lot) and if she gets pregnant he gets forced to pay child support for the kid (yeah that’s happened). Or to the man who gets raped by any women but can’t get any legal justice because rape by a woman isnt legally considered rape (in western countries specifically since that’s all i’m referring to in this). Or to the man who is physically abused by his girlfriend/wife but can’t go to any domestic violence shelter because they all refuse to accept men. Or to the man who has his possessions destroyed by a jealous ex who harasses or stalks him. Or to the man who is forced to pay child support for a kid that isn’t his.

One time a man told me about a time his ex raped him while he was asleep and forced him to impregnate her. He now helps her take care of that kid and others they had together before. There was another woman listening to that story too. You know what her reaction was? She fucking laughed.

I could go on with stories I’ve heard from or about men. Maybe the reason you don’t hear about it isn’t because men don’t have stories to tell. Maybe its because they have been conditioned to think this is normal and you keep telling them they have no problems.

[kara-krevasse]

THIS is so important

[stoned-n-wet-deactivated2018022]

Hi Tumblr, I’m stoned 🤤 reblog this post for booty in your inbox

[beautiescoveredincum]

If this gets 4 reblogs and 20 likes I'll start posting nudes!

[beautiescoveredincum]

Will we make it???

[jlewdaby]

Some new works at Shadbase, go check it out!

[jlewdaby]

Man, I finally made one.

yep, after a lot of time, consideration, suggestions, ideas, support, and excuses, i finally dropped my nuts and made a Patreon. Before i go on,i just want to say that i will still be uploading ALL my work here and the other sites i use for everyone as usual. My Patreons purpose only is solely for people that want to support me and my hobby to help me keep creating what i love making.

Of course, higher backers will be able to view my SAI/PSD files as well as higher res pictures, but other than that, everyone will be able to see all the works i create. just keep that in mind if you ever decide to be generous enough to pledge. 

As you can probably tell, i’ve never done this before so it may be some time before i actually start getting things rolling in an orderly fashion, but i have to start somewhere in order to become better.

I may think of goals/milestones in the future, more rewards that won’t provide exclusivity but can provide some level of benefits, etc. but as for now, this is all that i have. 

if you decide to support, thanks so much and i really appreciate it from you all!Also, if rewards aren’t working or theres something wrong PM me as soon as possible. it’s a high possibility im a dumb at thiis

[jlewdaby]

Be sure to support me on Patreon if you’d like!

As we’re on the topic of doing new things, i actually did this. I somehow found a way to make Minecraft porn…by not making it look like Minecraft whatsoever. In all seriousness, as some of you may find this embarassing of me, i absolutely adore the Minecraft Story Mode by TellTaleGames! just a charming story of an innocent game which is pretty much just a ride to have fun and enjoy. As for who this is and the subject, the character as you can tell by the title is called Petra and she’s being taken by one of the Witherstorm tentacles.

When it comes to experiments, it was trying to transfer styles that are starkly different or difficult to translate into my style and trying to attain the likeness of whatever the characters features are. a simple piece but something i needed to practice if i ever want to explore more characters from a simplistic style. so all in all, more translation practices. part 2 will be posted shortly c:

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

Love this tiny cutie :3 for this piece, i wanted to make content that was a bit more on the “softer” side  just to mix things up a bit but still fall in line with the scenarios that would interest me into making it. With that being said, there really isn’t much to say about this piece unfortunately since i felt like going to a simpler course of direction when it came to producing this. If i had to say anything that actually was an experiment, or a sense of better understanding, it definitely had to be the hair! If you see most of my past works, you’ve noticed that i take more of a liking to female characters with short hair. just a simple preference of mine that i enjoy c: however, that made me want to sometimes avoid long haired characters that i actually found attractive and wanted to make a focal piece for them, but couldnt due to the lack of understanding how to draw, shade, and volumize long hair. 

So in this case, Neo was definitely an interesting candidate to work with due to the shape of her hair being swirled and wavy. At first, i was again intimidated by trying to figure out how to approach this. tried looking up tutorials on how to draw wavy hair but a lot of them were either inefficient, bland, or just plain awful (no offense to those tutorials D:) and then it suddenly dawned on me *just look at real life you moron!* sounds ridiculous that i didn’t just search for this in the first place, it just sounds like common sense that i shouldve. but this is the result! to me it doesnt look too terrible but i’m much more satisfied with this than without the reference thats for sure!

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

EDIT: can anyone let me know how to make it so the pictures would show their correct resolutions because at the moment, theyre resized to the point where it is barely readable. im dumb at tumblr so please help, thankyou in advance c: as of now, heres temporary links to them instead:

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Man this one was a real doozy and i’m super happy to have finished it! Fun fact, i actually made a sketch of this months back (i think February?) in the “skeletal” phase but never touched it ever, since i thought i was going to be a difficult project to work on. They were also all supposed to be separate pieces but i grew fond of stitching bits of pictures together. Dang i was about to just delete those dumb skeletons but i’m actually really satisfied i went through with this :,) and goddammit, Salem is a goddamn nightmare for shading with my current methods D:< as some of you  may know, it’s really hard for me to interpret correct hues along with shades if the base of the character/objects palette is close to pure white or pure black and…well…you get the idea with Salem. And another problem along with this was her hair was close to pure white along with her skin so whenever i wanted to select just any area where they touch, the selection would merge them together so i had to constantly change the color difference scale for the selection tool back and forth when it came to shading her -_- 

Cinder on the other hand was just a blast to color and shade! especially those peacock feathers on her side c: tried to provide that iridescent sheen to it so hopefully that translates through. Her expressions were so much fun to work with having them constantly shift in each transition! In contrast to Salem just having the same expression in each transition x) and god this was just layering hell having to put folders in folders in folders of each section of the piece. Something interesting that i did (which may be only interesting to me and probably everyone else has figured it out already lol) is that this piece was intended to be quite large but i was nervous of PTS’s memory overload so i needed it to be in a smaller resolution. however i wasnt too happy with the line quality when i lowered the resolution. knowing this, i thought “why don’t i just enlarge the resolutions JUST for the lines, then just shrink the resolution back to color to avoid overloading?” and it worked like a charm! didnt experience any overload from PTS and was able to preserve line quality! from everything else aside, i have to admit that the Salem symbols on her stomach was a straight copy paste insignia i found online from the show so i do feel embarrassed to put that into light. I’ve never been a fan of having to copy paste certain things like symbols but i’m too terrible when it comes to symbol designs :/ another fault i wanted to point out from myself was when creating the dialogue for this.

I planned on posting this at 3:00PM today for some nonsensical reason and i started rushing the dialogue and due to the rush, it turned out extremely cluttered so i had to stop myself into thinking that i should take my time in every bit of this piece. reorganized, rehashed, resized, rewrote, and refined each bit of dialogue into something that satisfied me up to now! I do however want to show what’s behind most of the dialogue so i’ll be posting a non text version soon c:

[jlewdaby]

don’t like reblogging my work but HF is pending approval for some reason on this post for the full res so im just rebloggin for those who haven’t got the chance to see the full res links.

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

AGHHHH. Firstly, i’d just like to say that i’m sorry for the long absence of posts D: i wanted to complete this set as a whole before i posted it but it started consuming more time than i thought. Finally completed it! However there will be an “after sex” solo piece image for this but i decided that i wanted to make some time to crafting it and “cleaning” it up. Patrons had early access to this set and i’ve just been focusing on them to get into the flow of Patreon itself and learning how to moderate with the supporters. Onto the sets themselves! The description for each piece will be compressed compared to what i posted on Patreon just for the sake of cleanliness.

1st pic: When having the theme/set in mind for the character, Raven, i needed to create a decision on which style of Raven i wanted to choose from. I debated on whether i should use the Teen Titans Raven design or the Teen Titans GO Raven design. ultimately i decided to mix the two designs. I chose her lighter skin tone in the GO design, her purplish hair color in the original, the bluish cloak instead of the purplish cloak in the GO design and had a medium i was satisfied with! As for the text color choice, i decided to provide a simple yellow for the SFX to give it that original Teen Titans vibe. For her bodysuit, it was difficult for i haven’t practiced with latex/leather/spandex or whatever so i had trouble in figuring out how to render tones and highlights. Plus, since her bodysuit is close to black i had to provide a 3D sense of shape with the lighting to it was vital to me to get at least SOME impressions of shape even if i was ill informed at the method. 

2nd pic: Same problems continuing from the last set where Ravens bodysuit just exposed my level on little knowledge on lighting and shape. But as time went on, i became more comfortable with simple basic landmarks to create a rudimentary impression of her body shape with the varying tones and highlights. Another obstacle that came about was creating her butthole in the second shot. i usually would create a puckered kind of look when rendering it but instead i tried to create a concave look. What was difficult about this for me wasnt necessarily the shape of it but really the coloring aspect. when looking at references, skin tone gradience changed from tones of reds, browns, tans, and peaches almost starkly but i had to figure out how to translate that many tones with Ravens skin tone. Instead of overcomplicating it, i figured a soft red blush would do nicely. It’s what i usually do with a blushed face to mix with the shadow layers but instead i used it for her butthole to create a simple foundation of tones without having to mix and match too much. Essentially, i need to render and draw more buttholes x) For the placement of text, i tried to “knead” around the image to create a kind of “flow” when reading which hopefully goes through. I also went to the minimal route with the SFX and disregarded bubbles for them so it didnt take too much space. instead i just created a simple outline for them.

3rd pic: Again, same problems persisted from the last i.e. Ravens bodysuit, however i did become more comfortable with the minimalistic knowledge i had and i had less strenuous experiences in this set with it due to the repetition. When it comes to experimentations with this set, it would have to be the dick sheen. usually i would render a straight streak for the shine but in the past i would provide a scrunch & squiggle for the sheen. I wanted to get back in touch with this since i felt that old style provided a kind of “texture” and dimension for the dicks shape without it being so prestine and flat with the streak shines i usually do. of course i’m going to need more practice in creating this illusory effect again but hopefully i’ll get there! as for the text, since this is essentially the finale, i wanted to make this the most energetic of the bunch. I laid it out as sporadic and spread out as possible to create a purposeful disorder to fit the theme if that makes any sense? last but not least, i thought it would be a nice touch to create an “energy spill” effect in the last image of this set to hint at the whole “mind break” on top of her head.

hope you all enjoy!

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

Updated a general Patreon reward where it makes supporters a tad bit more rewarded but not too exclusive to them and i made it so that supporters generally get to see content around 3 days early before posted to public. alright, heres the final “after sex” image! Wanted to separate this from the original set because i didn’t feel like reblogging the same thing again. From contrast of the rest of the set, I wanted to make this one subtle and mute when it came to the “noise” around the image so it’s more focal and straightforward.  I honestly don’t have much to say of this since i’ve drawn a lot of Raven from this set to be honest other than it was definitely a ton of fun when rendering the piece c: However i do realize that not only do i need to practice more buttholes, i definitely need to practice some more gaping ones as well since i don’t think i’ve done too many front facing gapes. Without the cum, it is very lacking when it came to lighting and shaping the insides so i should get around to getting my mileage on it. well, now that the Raven set is complete, onto new characters and i hope you all like :D

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

Finished this up and also made the variations of with and without glasses as i said c: will be posting it shortly after. Onto the piece itself, since it was a solo piece it gave me some time to inspect certain elements of how i colored. When looking through the RWBY models, i noticed that they have this blush kind of glow around their faces  that provided a more rounder/squishable face. Noticing this, i tried doing something just slightly new where instead of making a seperate blush multiply layer, i made a blotched, soft brushed shading first to just create landmarks where i felt the blushes would be noticeable on the skin like the rim of the face, the nose, fingertips, boobs, etc. and then went ahead and shaded normally afterwards. Speaking of which, instead of using the multiply layer for the skin, i tried applying that method to Glyndas hair instead.

Her original color palette was way too strong in contrast that it was overwhelming with how light her hair color was and her shirt then a stark black with her cape. so i tried lowering the value and upping the saturation of the hair but that wasnt enough in my opinion. so instead, i made use of the multiply layer for her hair and just did a soft brush from the bottom up to create this golden like sheen to it. i think it turned out pretty nicely in my opinion c: as an overall look on the piece, i didn’t want to give her any sweat or a look of difficulty on this since i wanted to retain her stern posture and attitude that she’s skilled and the one in charge, especially with the look she’s giving. one last thing, i’m trying to get used to “rim lighting” on the characters so that the light placement is more direct and obvious in examples such as the top of her hair where it’s close to pure white. That’s all for now, hope you all enjoy!

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

alright! as usual it felt nice great just taking my time with solo pieces, yada yada x) I tried revisiting the experiment that i’ve mentioned from the previous page (project from patreon) i’ve worked on where i duplicated the base layer in order to mix the actual colors of the shading so it would blend more consistently and avoid less banding. This time, there was indeed a very noticeable difference when it came to shading very dark colors such as Palette’s skin here. Colors within that realm when it comes to shading has such a strong banding that i have to be very meticulous when i choose my values, but with the new duplicate mixing method that i’ve tried here, it wasn’t even a problem at all! however, new techniques comes new weaknesses here. The main issue i have now is that i cannot adjust the shade AND the lighting without affecting the base color itself.

usually i would use the hue slider to change that with ease but now i have to just manually shift the tone by painting it over again. also i cannot “unify” the shading or lighting in this either for the same problem. what i mean by this is sometimes i would use a clipped layer above the shade layer in order to apply some sort of ambience in the color to match the environment but now i cannot do that unless i affect the entire base color. Soo now begs the question if i should stick to this new technique and just shift things manually, or figure out a new method to affect the shading and lighting (most likely with another software or with a SAI feature that i have yet to discover), or just stick to my old method since the results are very minute in sacrifice of 2 eases of process. Anywho, i’ll be figuring this out as i make more pieces but as of now, hope you guys enjoy!

[jlewdaby]

MY PATREON

1st pic:  Horsey, Horsie, Horsy? I seriously spent way too long figuring out which one was correct x) anyway, sorry for the wait but heres the final product! From the original sketch, i included a lot of energy and motion in the piece, however I wanted to really emphasize the sheen of the horse dick as well as show off the detail that it came with so I eventually chose to remove the motion blurs and whatnot.  Also i’m still practicing on the color schemes on what goes great with eachother when it comes to background and character.

I figured that going with a pink background would make sense with this since Nora just has garments of pink and isnt really overloaded with it, however it gave the mood of “soft” when the whole idea of Nora is quite the opposite. so instead i tried going with something analogous and went with a strong bold yellow for the background to compliment the kind of energy she has and i feel it also helps with the absence of the motion blurs. Hope you guys like it better with the focus on the wetness of her ass and dick because i personally find this to be a better outcome :o one final thing, i definitely feel like i want to make a part 2 of this! 

2nd pic: fuuuu, this one was definitely a cockbite to create. From the sketch when i first started off with this, i didn’t realize the perspective issues i had as a foundation such as how her hands palmed to the ground or her legs and also the horsecocks. when i got further into the rendering stage of this, i felt somewhat dissapointed with how it was turning out. But as mentioned earlier, finals was coming up so a break from looking at it was definitely a great call. after coming back to it, i tried to do what i can to fix the perspective as best as possible. obviously it may not be 100%, i felt much more comfortable with the new foundation i set for it throughout the process. the second horror of this was rendering all the horsecock with their wrinkles, veins, textures, and so on.

My lineart within the coloring process was getting in the way of how i wanted control on providing the detail i wanted so i just set up the regular values, erased the lines and worked from there in order to create the shape i wanted. the third and final nightmare after all this was creating all the cum. I don’t recall having done cum renders in a while so approaching it was definitely something that was intimidating with the amount presented here. with that being said, i wanted to do this to make sure i keep in touch of what im able to do. trying to keep track of shadows, how it droops with physics, the viscosity, layers (not Paintool SAI layers but the layers of cum in general) the direction, god it was a pain. in the end, i just had to remember to “let go” in a sense to not make it feel like a forcible task but just do it because i like to do this. an odd thing to say i know but sometimes having a self reminder of the simpler things on tasks such as this like remembering why you like doing this kind puts things in motion again with less strain c: anyway, hope the final product was worth the wait! hope you guys enjoy!

[jlewdaby]

I don’t usually ask for this but it would definitely help if you guys out there are able to reblog to build back again if possible :) 

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