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I wonder if she still remembers me

I hate feeling like this i hate crying :(

But there’s just a fear that she’ll forget about me. But it’s okay, after today she won’t ever see me again.

Since I did call for the break. I should be respecting that I should do the things I want to do without trying to involve her. It’s my mistake for trying to show care for her.

You’re the still the person I first want to tell everything to. When I got my test results, when a flying cockroach flew into the house and my family shouted in unison. You’re the first person I think of... I want to know how you’ve been, how your day has been. Everything, yet something in me feels like I’m slowly fading away from your life...

I miss you so much. I try my best to keep distracting myself - to get back to studying, but you’re lingering in my mind and in my thoughts. The fear that I want you but you don’t need me anymore. The fear that you’ve moved on yet, I’m still stuck here thinking about us and all the things I’ve done wrong and failed to do. I admit that I made a lot of mistakes, a lot of them. I only wish that you’ll give me the chance to make it up to you because you mean so much to you and I don’t want to lose you. 14 days to go.

There's so many things to be grateful for in my past 21 years of existence. Life hasn't been exactly smooth sailing but these people have never forsaken me. Although we fight and quarrel all the time thank you for loving me. And to my mom thank you for always being so crude with words and hurting me all the time. I know you love me and I guess there's no mom-son relationship quite like ours. I love you. To my sister for being such a lil shit all the time to me but I know when I need help I can always count on you and you know you can count on me too (I try my best). And to my friends and family, thank you for always being there for me. I'm humbled that I'm worthy of your friendship and love that you have showered upon me. It really feels like it's finally time to step up and show the world what I've got. Thank you all for the love 😍 And lastly to my girlfriend, Nicole. Thank you for being the best thing that happened to me. For tolerating all my weird needs and for always loving me unconditionally. I can't wait to conquer the world with you 💕 BTW the reason why I'm seated is because some friends of mine let me drink over 40 shots and almost a whole bottle of tequila and I couldn't even stand up for my own birthday lunch. THANKS GUYS. Sorry for the long post!! (at Carnivore Brazillian Churrascaria - the Grandstand)

Happy birthday you burden 😍 Can't be happier that I'll be carrying you for the rest of my life 🙌🙌 #forcedsmiles #shesdamnheavy #excusemethankyou (at Singapura Marina Reservoir)

#forcedsmiles #excusemethankyou #shesdamnheavy

I swear at that moment I felt infinite, and also a whole lot of regret. #fearsconquered #firstbungy #samjOZ it's been a great journey Aussie ❤ (at AJ Hackett Cairns)

#fearsconquered #firstbungy #samjoz

As we grow older, family becomes so much more important. Feeling so loved ❤ #samjOZ #family (at Arthurs Seat, Victoria)

#samjoz #family

#First dive secured. Cairns you've been nothing but amazing 😍 The reefs really deserve the title of the Natural Wonders of the World. Got to see 3 x Sea Turtles, 2 x Reef Sharks, countless fishes and seeing Nemo (clownfish) in their own anemone in the open sea is just breathtaking. (at Michaelmas Cay, Great Barrier Reef)

#first

Living life to the fullest. #samjOZ #gopro (at Albert Park Lake Running Track)

#gopro #samjoz

The docklands over the Yarra 🚢 So much history behind the docks that have evolved into the South Wharf that so many come to do their shopping (including me :p) #samjOZ is my tag game better now guys please don't flame (at South Wharf Promenade)

#samjoz

Such an eventful day but so glad I came to SEA the Aquarium. 😍 Sharks are such majestic creatures, still hate Octopuses. #awkwardhands 📷: @nicolepppua 💜 (at Sea Aquarium)

#awkwardhands

Her glass writes "Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about". And yes b, that's you.

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