Dreamer's 9th Layer Of Hell

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I hate feeling everything I hate it I hate it I fucking hate it why do I have to want to fix everything I fucking can’t I hate it I hate it

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I can only feel good for a split second before I fuck up and want to end it

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I love drawing and indulging but it doesn’t pay the bills and they’re really only for me and at this point it’s not satisfying enough. I want to be able to talk about my art and yap about it but uh no one cares and that’s fine they don’t have to but there’s nothing I can do to get people to care and it’s why I never want to draw or animate anymore. I want people to see and talk about it otherwise there’s no point. It’s all pointless and stupid and a waste of time. I like my silly little guys and I just have to be okay with never showing them again one day maybe one day I’ll fully give up and be normal and give up on it all

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I was doing sooooo well and now I can’t sleep

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Im tired

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Sometimes I worry that, I’m simply going to always be a miserable person and I won’t be able to truly happy ever. I think I’m quite numb to the idea but it’s still stings at times.

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Me when I'm watching a kids show and the animation suddenly gets really smooth:

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I really dislike the hate geared toward Camila Noceda because as a latino, I understand her situation.

Latina mother are asked to do so much for their kids. They’re asked to love and nurture their child but have to find the perfect balance of doing it in their own cultural way and also be American. Which is always conflicting. This is how I view the relationship of Camila and Luz since they are supposedly Dominican.

In the situation with Luz, Camila seems to be upset that she can’t understand Luz and even worse, she doesnt know how to stop Luz from acting out. Camp wasn’t a punishment, it was Camila’s solution to keep Luz from being friendless! We all see the happiness Luz gains from making friends eventually with Willow and Gus! So why is it so hard for people to understand Camila wanted the same.

Personally, I see the reason people hating Camila is that she’s in the way of their Lumity ship fantasy and don’t realize that they’re all teenagers and this is just a fraction of their lives. (A little bit of Amphibia’s lesson can be applied here)

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the finale for amphibia was beautiful! The fact the girl don’t stay friends afterwards is great because honestly that makes sense. Everyone has to keep going in life and mature and that means change will come. The message of the story just hits harder and the endings for all the characters are good and make sense! Though it was a bittersweet ending. It was the best ending

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I did not like the newest episode of the owl house. It was actually kinda dissapointing?

The episode was just so wildly everywhere???

We get a glimpse of the colector and some lore with King and that just to get it converted into a Beach Episode? Where the A plot of Luz and Eda trying to do a heist but it’s serious but also played to comedic purposes? B plot is King finding himself with Steve???? Of all characters??? And I guess lilth is there too

Eventually this leads to a what’s suppose to be dramatic battle with Luz vs Eda. And it just fizzles out to more comedic moments with the rebellion crew.

The tonal and story was a mess and I’m grasping for straws on how the day of unity episode is going to go?

And trust me I really like owl house but man this episode did not really do anything for me.

I did enjoy the Steve face reveal at least?

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Nothing is more frustrating than having so many ideas And time to do what you want and then not doing it

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the real horror isn’t that Hunter is a clone.

It’s that he’s the 17th

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I’m not saying they are I’m just saying same energy

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I love how we started out thinking aww Phillip lost his brother and now he’s trying to recreate him to ah shot this motherfucker is trying to have another puppet to use for whatever he needs

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Lilith: Emperor Belos, why do you favor the Golden Guard over me?

Belos, thinking ‘bout that time she punched him in the face: He’s a Genius Teen Prodigy

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Finished Bridgerton and let me say that it was wayyyy more tolerable than season 1. Daphne and Simon bored me after like episode 6? With all the sex scene and no I don’t want a family like what too much will they won’t they and that’s not to say there wasn’t that with Kate and Anthony but god at least I could push through it more.

Also the chemistry between them two was soooo good it’s hard to believe Edwina really didn’t see shit.

I think Eloise was kinda unbearable towards the end. I get she’s trying to be like the whole feminist thing but it was annoying. I liked it when she was able to have honest conversation with her brother and newspaper boy. It was much enjoyable.

Also Penelope I think deserves better and should just keep talking shit because well no one pays attention to her so she might as well!!!

For sure want to see what they do for season 3 because where they left off, I have no idea how you would pick up

Anyways that’s my Bridgerton rambles

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So I set the present day for Chaos at 2015 because it feels fitting. It’s an edgy enough year for this shit to go down and I think it’s funny to consider these characters to all be in their 20s or mid 20s in current day now.

most of them would need heavy therapy in current day not even from the otherworldly events that occur. The therapy would be for the mommy issues everyone suffers from.