zolanda

A sucker for words

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It’s a New Year: 2022

Hello to whomever is reading this (most probably my future self). I have a confession to make. I am weirdly not excited for a new year to start and I am not sure why. I am only sure that on the 1st of January each year I felt some kind of joy but this year and day in particular, I don’t fell so joyful. Well, the day isn’t over yet so hopefully, it mind end with a positive feeling.

I was watching a show that features a gratitoad. The gratitoad is a toad that encourages teenagers on that show to express what they are grateful for. Therefore, I thought that starting the year while feeling somewhat down, I could try the gratitoad’s advice.

I am grateful for life, my beloved family, and amazing friends. I wish for a better year to all my loved ones. xoxo

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One of my favorite songs. I felt like sharing

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Missed Loved Ones

So, I’ve lost two family members this past two months to Covid-19 and I don’t how to feel about the situation. Obviously, I am sad but I don’t how to process that sadness maybe because prior to them I had never lost people so close to me. I am sad they are gone (hopefully to a better place) but I am even more sad because of the families and friends they left behind and who loved them tremendously. When I think about their loved ones who have to stay on earth without the physical presence of my deceased family members, my heart shatters.

I hope they rest in peace, they will forever be missed. I hope the families and friends, and anyone else who cared about my beloved family members receive the strength and support to surmount the pain and loss. 

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10 A.M Thoughts

Do you ever write your thoughts and re-read them later to realize you’re so confused? I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t mastered the English language or if I am not good at expressing myself. I believe I struggled with self-expression since I was little, so, when I manage to put into words my exact state of mind or emotions, I am relieved because to me it is a step in the right direction. 

What is this rant about? I am always in awe with eloquent people or people who use simple words and how they manage to make their point and ensure those who listen or read what they say(or write) clearly understand their point. I convinced myself I am yet to awe others with how I express myself. Why does that matter? Oh well, to an extent I care about what people close to me think of me. *sigh*

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Greece

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On my places-to-go list

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LUPITA NYONG’O for The Edit by Net-A-Porter (2019), ph. Paola Kudacki.

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ryan destiny

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“Lighten Up” by Ronald Wimberly

Beautifuly written- and drawn.

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Young beautiful women, you matter. Take your place in this society. Be good to yourself, be good to each other. We all are going through it right now. However, know we stand taller together in the face of adversity. Please, enjoy the rest of your day.

BeautyintheBlackness

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via @extramadness

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The perfect escape

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dusky desert

death valley national park

instagram

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Friendsssss is THE show

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How can you not love Brie Larson?!!!

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Watching Samuel L. Jackson singing this song is oddly funny

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When boredom gets the best of me I write

I've been stuck in a rut for a while now. It can be boring seen from the outside and it sure is boring at times but I got the hang of it. I keep telling myself that being in this state of boredom is much better than going to school and fantasize about life after Highschool, now I'm done with Highschool so I stopped complaining about my life and how it can be uninteresting.

I chose to accept my life moreover, I know that I have the cards in my hand to switch things up but well my laziness is at it's best and I owe myself few months to relax and be less bothered about extracurricular, school and life chaos.

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Miss Zolanda: Je parle donc je suis