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close your eyes and dream tonight, everyone needs a bit of reading right?

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happy spring friends! I have so many ideas to present to you all! ONE THING THOUGH, is anyone up to reading them? Also what is something you all wouild like to see in this blog? Please reply! Love, the creator of this blog since 2012. ITS NOT OVER YET. ?!?!?

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Oh my gosh I AM SOO NERVOUS TO POST THIS….

Hi everyone, this imagine is just beautiful to me. It is sad, scary, but then at the same time lovely. It’s also different, because I added different scenes and everything in here… I hope you all think the same..Thanks for reading it ♥ - Dreaming Imagines

Oh and you might have to repeat the song again, because its soo long.

ALSO PLEASE READ THIS:

I do not believe in this type of dating or whatever. And I DO NOT think of Luke as this person. THIS IS A PIECE OF WRITING, so Luke plays as the character.

Drugs, abusive dating, cutting, and suicide is included in this..so warning i guess?

ALSO BEFORE YOU START READING: You are a dancer, and you are performing. While you are dancing, your mind is set in old memories with Luke. And they’re all just, you can feel them. So while you’re dancing, you can feel everything; and yeah that’s all I’m going to tell you! I don’t want you to get confused.

Pushing you on the stage, you slowly made your way up the stairs. Your eyes squint at the bright audience. All eyes and lights stared at you while you started the dance.

Sighing, you closed your eyes to darkness. Turning in circles, you memorized every step and jump in your head. 

You felt free while you stayed in fourth position, swaying to the beautiful song echoing the room.

Feeling arms wrapped around you tightly, you frowned for it felt soo real. Wet lips scattered along your neck; you smiled when your arms raised in the air.

His laugh was the only thing you could hear now. His face staring right at you, when you opened your eyes.

Taking a few steps back, you were shocked to see Luke.

Staring into his crystal blue eyes, you felt yourself going back to old memories.

- December 17th -

His hands glided down and up your arms, giving you goosebumps. You both were hiding underneath the duvets, skipping school and loving each other instead.

”I love you.”, you told Luke, kissing him. Letting go of your lips, Luke looked worried- ”Y/N I need to tell you something.”

Holding his hand tightly in yours, you waited for him to say it.

”I..I cheated on you with-”, Luke was slowly telling you this.

Before he said the name, you felt tears running down your face. Slapping Luke across his face, Luke pulled you back before you left.

Feeling someone hit you, you felt a burning sting on your cheeks. Gasping, you opened your eyes to see the crowd still staring at you.

Going back to place, you moved a few steps to the side, then closed your eyes again. Being pulled hard, you fell to the floor.

Slowly getting back on the floor, you shook your head wondering why all of this was happening.

- August 10th -

It was summer, and you were at Luke’s house, staying the night. It was 2:46am, and you were sitting beside him.

”You wanna know what I want to do right now?”, Luke smiled at you.

”What?”, you grinned wondering what it could be.

Without a word, Luke got up to get something from his closet. Returning beside you, Luke held a bag of drugs, and needles.

”Luke are you crazy!?”, you yelled at your boyfriend.

”No, no I’m not Y/N…come one please?”, Luke leaned towards you ”For me babe.”

It took about an hour before you were holding a needle in your hands. ”I can’t do this..”, you shook your head, dropping it to the floor. 

Grabbing the needle full of heroin, Luke brought it to your arm- ”Yes you can…here I’ll do it for you.”

Pushing Luke’s hand away, you were starting to become scared- ”No..stop it Luke.”

Holding your arms down, Luke pushed the sharp tip into your skin. 

Looking deeply into his eyes, your entire body had begun to shake-’ ”Please…”, your voice cracked. 

Blood ran down your skin, and Luke laughed underneath his breath. Roughly pressing his lips against yours, he whispered- ”You’ll be fine.”

Pushing the end of the needle, you could feel it slowly inject into your body.

Within 30 seconds, an intense, warm feeling poured over your entire body. Crying you found yourself laughing at the same time as Luke gave you other drugs.

Feeling a nasty, burning taste up your throat you found yourself throwing up on stage. Looking at the crowd, everyone was motionless staring at you. 

Frowning a little, you opened your eyes a little more to see everyone’s eyes turning pure black. 

Your heart was racing, and you felt like you were trapped in a nightmare.

Quickly turning around, you rushed to the ‘EXIT’ door, but it was locked.

Slowly turning back around, you felt a knife charged into your stomach.

Looking down you found a deep cut in your skin. The pain was unbearable, and you were starting to loose consciousness. Trembling, you looked up to see Luke grinning. 

From behind him, you noticed everyone had turned into Luke.

- October 23rd -

This was the worst day ever for you. Your parents were getting a divorce and you were depressed. 

Finding the key to Luke’s house, you found him sitting in his backyard.

”What are you doing..?”, you smiled a little, sitting beside him.

”I know you’re not alright Y/N…”, he told you smirking.

Looking at Luke, you wondered how he knew about everything.

”You know…I know what could make you feel better…”, Luke turned to you, grabbing your arm.

Pulling back, you crossed your arms not wanting to know what Luke was about to say.

Sighing Luke rolled his eyes- ”You’re soo good, it annoys me sometimes.”

Ignoring what he told you, you looked at the beautiful stars shinning in the sky.

Feeling a razor blade streak into your wrist, you gasped with shock and pain- ”Luke! Don’t.”, you stood, moving away from your boyfriend. 

”I’m just trying to help Y/N….didn’t it feel good? Didn’t you feel that satisfaction?”, Luke quickly followed you.

Slowly walking backwards, making your way out of Luke’s yard, he grabbed you before you ran.

Sitting you down against his fence, he threw the blade to you. ”I’m not letting you go until you do it Y/N. I promise you it’ll make everything better.”, Luke sat infront of you.

”I hate yo-”, your words were cut when Luke’s hand squeezed your mouth.

”Don’t say it Y/N. I love you, and I care about you. So do it; it’ll make you feel better.”, Luke’s hand left.

Tears fell down your face when Luke did this. 

Bringing the blade to your skin, you slowly let it enter your arm. Sighing you stared into Luke’s eyes when you let it go. ”Can I go home now? Please?”

Picking the blade up, Luke held it back to you- ”That wasn’t enough.”, he pecked your cheek.

Feeling blood run down your wrists, you faced Luke crying.

The entire room was silent, and all you could feel was throbbing pain.

Wrapping your arms around Luke, he pushed them away shaking his head.

Turning around, Luke walked off the stage to the audience.

Staring at the people infront of you, suddenly everything turned black. Darkness surrounded you.

Running to the audience, you needed Luke.

‘'Come back!'’, you sobbed limping in the black space.

- July 16th -

Today was his birthday, and you were lying in his bed awake.

Nobody was beside you though, and you were wondering where Luke could be.

Crawling out of bed, you quietly went out of the room to check the living room. Nobody.

Looking in the dinning room, you found Luke holding a gun against his head.

”No!”, you shouted before the bullet went through him. You fell to the floor, sobbing against Luke’s chest. You were confused, and lost.

Falling on the floor, everything suddenly turned white.

Looking around, you noticed you were still in your same outfit; but you could now see, and the pain was gone.

Nothing but an endless white room surrounded you. Running around the room, you found there weren’t any walls.

Sitting on the white floor, you felt all of your fears and worries lift off of your shoulders.

It felt as if everything was fine, and all you could do was relax.

Lying down, you closed your eyes enjoying the peace and quiet.

”Y/N…”, you heard Luke’s voice whisper.

Your heart skipped a beat, and you opened your eyes.

Seeing Luke beside you, you smiled.

Reaching out to hug him, your hands hit against glass.

”Why can’t I feel you?”, you asked him becoming bitter.

Sighing Luke placed his hand against the glass. Putting your hand to where he had his, you waited for him to answer.

”I did soo many bad things to you Y/N..I did soo many bad things that you didn’t even know about..”, he chuckled a little.

Staring into Luke’s eyes, you started to cry a little.

”Do you believe in heaven and hell?”, a tear trickled down Luke’s cheek.

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Even if you hated this; at least you felt something towards it?

I absolutely LOVE this; it’s now one of my favorites!

And guys, I don’t think Luke will end up in hell, I means he’s an ANGEL. But in this imagine, he was a bad person okay?

Somethings you might question:

What were some of the things Luke did that you didn’t know about?:

One is that he killed his parents. You just thought they were out all the time, but Luke actually hid them in the basement.

  What happened when you fell to the floor? And was this performance real, or an actual nightmare?

When you fell to the floor, I’m not sure- but lets just say you died. EVERYTHING. The bleeding, the knife charged into your stomach, the drugs everything that you remembered- was actually happening while you were dancing.

So just imagine dancing, and while you’re turning around in circles, you’re being cut. I don’t even know, this whole imagine was just suppose to be CREEPY but then LOVELY at the same time.

The performance was real, and there was an actual audience. Your mind was just somewhere else, and you saw them as demons. So you were actually having a nightmare while you were dancing.

Just imagine being the audience though! Watching some girl dance and while she is, blood is running down her arms.

Why were you dating someone like Luke in the 1st place?

Okay this all goes into the bad, dangerous boy situation; if you get what I’m saying. You just loved Luke soo much that you couldn’t let go of him; No matter what he did to you. You were just in love with him, and that’s it.

I know what you all are thinking… ” What’s up with Olivia’s mind!? ” Well everyone..I guess I’ve just watched allot of horror films? PLUS this song just got me in the mood! Haha, IM SORRY FOR THIS LONG POST. Forgive me. 

But if you liked it, AND YOU READ ALL OF THIS. Just thank you, I love you. - Dreaming Imagines. ♥

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wrote this maybe you all will like it idk…. ♥ by me. clips are different vids.  forced to grasp onto your heart, for i dont want to be the one that takes it apart  

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I cried with the thought of you, and the sound of your mouth speaking my name. For I thought it was the loveliest sound in the world, lovelier than my heart beat. Now I see through you and your lies. These rivers will always overflow, with my tears; I love you and I want to stop loving you. Now.''

- Me 8:32pm

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I have so many announcements to say, and starting tomorrow ill post out alot of writings. Love - Olivia

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I want and feel like writing some pretty things.

-Olivia

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Did u put the imagines on a differen page

The Halloween imagines are going to be posted all day tomorrow. I feel like like I've let you all down, but mainly myself. BUT I'm not going to hold grudges; since I've been gone I've gone to

many parties for my friends, ive had a family member recently pass away, school, lack of sleep, and my BRACES! I seriously look like a ten year old right now.

Please stay excited though for my HALLOWEEN IMAGINES. Even though it was a week ago; just know I put my heart into them, and I promise you YOU WILL BE SCARED. I love you so much.

And if I could I'd hug every single one of you all; you've made me so happy for the past three years. - Olivia

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OCT. 14. DI

SCARY IMAGINES. <3

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New month new changes, i swear. Since ive been gone school's started, ive met new people, new artists, WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT, learned new things, and Ive had this painful surgery. I am dying, I literally cannot eat without crying. I hope you all are okay.

OCTOBER MEANS CREEPY IMAGINES, MY FAVORITE! get ready - DI ♥

Im working on new games for you all, themes, imagines, story, and requests.

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5sos Ships!!

Hey there everyone I'm doing ships  5sos tomorrow so if you want one look at the previous post and send it in. All the ships will be posted by Wednesday night. Love you all Xx-DIWRITER-R

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I HAVE SERIES, THE CHAPTERS OF SAY SOMETHING, MANY IMAGINES, REQUESTS ON DRAFT, QUESTIONS ANSWERED, AND EVEN A DREAMING IMAGINES TRAILER. IM SO EXCITED TO PUT ALL OF THIS OUT FOR YOU ALL. like if you're excited? OR SMILE for me? Haha - DI ♥

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Do you have a master list??

No, but I have my 2013 list, and TAGS. I’ll make one soon? Thanks for asking though! - Dreaming Imagines ♥

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SO EXCITED. I HOPE YOU ALL ARE STILL HERE HAHA BECAUSE IM BACK. (picture isn't mine, but gif is) - D R E A M I N G I M A G I N E S

LIKE IF YOURE EXCITED//COMMENTS?

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FINALLY im off the wrong tracks, and I've woken up somewhat craving, badly WANTING to write. I feel no longer questionable about what I'm about to put out! GET READY FOR NEW PIECES/MUSIC RIGHT NOW.

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Hi my name is Olivia

Hello everyone, my name is olivia and I created this blog three years ago, through those years I have changed as a person, and experienced many things. My writing has joined me along this journey, and its blossomed into something sometimes great and at times horrible. Writers are human, and see the world differently, as if it is not a world....we see every little detail in the smallest things.

I'm not sure of what to do or say anymore, I have so many ideas for imagines but my heart always seems to be an off and on switch without control. Flicker if i could compare it to that...Sometimes I feel lame for writing pieces about love, and band members that I love because theres so much more to life than that.

Life can be so dull at times that we miss the blue skies that have been staring at us be so dull because the truth is that it is actually extraordinary. Our hearts twisted ways of feelings, the people that will forever be captured inside of our minds, and the people we've perished within every breath we let go of. 

The cars still passing by, mistakes still being done, innocent people staring at white walls and bars because of a crime they never committed, kisses that will heal the world, kisses that no longer feel complete, hugs that arent as warm, stares that are so long that they make you feel empty inside, and your mind can't do anything but wander in a matter of the color white.

I dont know what my life will lead up to...I have some talents I guess, but all I do is go to school, clean the kitchen, watch a movie from there to there, listen to music, and have conversations with the moon every night. I want to wander in matter of every galaxy, do something beyond living if thats possible...I want to live the adventure after death, and not be human.

As of 5 Seconds Of Summer imagines, I want to thank you all so much for your support, I'm going to try to keep on pushing and writing them. Later today or possibly tomorrow I'll introduce myself- I dont freaking care about insecurities or any of my flaws anymore.

We all are pieces of art, flowers...we'll always get ugly looks, or stepped on but guess what? Our colors will always shine on us, because they're permanent- and after we get stepped on or pulled from the ground the sun will always be there to comfort and give us warm hugs.

I love every single one of you, I dont care how old you are or how you look. You are human and I think you and I should be pals. We both live on this world, and I hope we all die in the sweetest way possible. I hope you all fall and get back up, look into the eyes of the person youll love for the rest of your life, meet new people and laugh at their jokes, and help one another because we will all go nowhere but up if we spread love.

Thanks for reading my mind at 12:41, goodnight - Olivia

text is linked to one of my favorite songs, listen to it in thought...♥

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okay SO MY FANFIC ON HERE SAY SOMETHING. Here's the EMBARRASSING TRAILER.

I tried to sound BRITISH...in my voice over...gosh its horrible, im not offending anyone lol, im american sorry that some of us love your accents :) Here it is, I hope you like ittttt. MESSAGE ME FEEDBACK - ddiiiii

summer imagines coming, prooomise. FIRST. CHAPTER. TOMORROW.

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Not About Angels

Michael and the boys had to leave abruptly for some rehearsing before they went on tour with One Direction. Of course you were happy for the boys but you hated when michael had to leave. You and him had become so close that you both hated being apart. You both promised to call eachother everyday while he was away.

Every night for 2 weeks you and him texted eachother or called whenever possible. You would stay up for hours just talking and laugh enjoying eachothers company even though you were miles apart. Then the calls started coming less and less. The boys became more and more busy when the tour started and you felt like michael was slipping away.

You would check your phone constanly to see if he had texted or called, even though you would have heard your phone go off. Your 1 year anniversary was coming up in a few days and you wished you could spend it with michael. You were sat at home on the couch watching your favorite tv show when your phone buzzed beside you. Quickly your picked it up and saw michael’s face appear.

Your heart skipped a beat when you answered and his raspy voice came from the other line. You wer smiling so big your cheeks started to hurt. “I missed you so much” michael said. “I missed you more. How’s the tour joining” you asked. “It’s amazing the boys and I are having an amazing time” he exclaimed.

“Good I’m happy”. “Our anniversary is coming up soon”michael said.”Don’t remind me” you said feeling sad. “I’m trying my best to get you out here so we can spend it together” miichael said. “Really babe that wonderful” you half shouted. “Yeah we shall see. I have to gobut I”ll call you when I can, I love you”. “I love you too” you said ending the call. All your wories seemed to fade after that call. You loved michael and you knew he loved you.

It was nearly 2 in the morning when your phone went off. At first you weren’t going to answer but you figured it could be michael you grabbed your phone and put it to your ear. “Hello” you said your voice low. ” (Y/N) you need to come to the hospital there’s been an accident” ashton said on the other end. Your body sat right up. “Ash what’s going on” you said climbing out of bed. “Just come to the hospital we’re back home” ashton said.

You were panicking as you quickly just put on shoes and rushed to your car driving like crazy to get to the hospital. You had no clue what was going on and you just wanted answers. As soon as you parked you went inside and saw the boys everyone but michael that is. Your heart was racing as you walked over to them.” What’s going on where’s michael” you asked. All the boys exchanged looks before ashton cleared his throat. “Michael managed to get us a few days off so we were coming home cuase he had a surprise for you. We made it here but at the airport somone had a got in with a gun and started shooting and michael got hit withone of the bullet’s” Ashton explained. “Is he okay” your voice high as tears started blurring my vison. “We don’t know the doctors are doing all they can” he said.

Your chest seemed to tightend as it became harder to breathe you weren’t ready to loose michael. Tears were pouring out of your eyes as the boys tryed to calm you down, but nothing they said mattered not until you knew michael was okay. Only then would you be okay. We waited hours until finally a doctor came over to us and explained what had happened. “Mr. Clifford recivied a shot the stomach, now although it wasn’t fatal it was serve. The bullet just missed his main artierie but he did loose a fair amount of blood” the doctor explained.”Is he gonna be okay” you asked. “Yes, we were able to remove the bullet and give him a blood transfusion. He may still be asleep but you can see him now” the doctor spoke. That was all you needed to hear before you were rushing off to the room. Slowly you made your way over to the bed his body was still as his chest slowly rose and fell. The only sound was the gentle beep of his heart monitor.

Your hands trembled lightly as you placed your hand on Michael’s leaning in to kiss his cheek. His eyes slowly fluttered opened. His head slowly turned to face you and a slight smile appeared on his face. “Hi” he said his voice croaky. “Hi” you said in return holding back tears.” I have something for you” michael said pointing to his jacket. You reached over the bed and grabbed his jacket handing it to him.

He carefully reached inside.”Close your eyes” he said. You were about to protest but michael gave you a look so you closed them. Michael took your hand and slipped something on your finger. “Open them” he said. Opening your eyes you looked down at your finger and gasped. It was a beautiful ring. It wasn’t some fancy expensive ring. No it was simple but perfect definitely something michael would pick. “(Y/N) please be mines forever” he asked still holding my hand. “Yes” you said before leaning down and kissing michael. Smiling he pulled back some. “Happy anniversary love” he smiled.

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