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I’m Gonna Be The One That Let’s You Down

Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish, Ronan Lynch, Adam Parrish, Joseph Kavinsky, Richard Gansey III, Noah Czerny, Mr. Gray | Dean Allen, Maura Sargent, Blue Sargent, this was inspired by idle worship and it was sort of just meant to be a quick song fic, I extrapolated it majorly on accident, so now there's two chapters, whoops, Ronan Lynch Has Feelings, Adam Parrish Is Trying His Best, there's, Angst Hurt/Comfort, Theres the iconic 'I can't fix his demons' line , its a meet cute, kind of, Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, Just Boys being dudes, in the break before they go to Harvard, what is Adam actually studying at Harvard, would love to know, Uhm, Niall Lynch is dead, Background Robert Parrish, He Still Sucks, grief group, someone get Lynch some therapy, no beta we die like gansey, which means somehow I keep coming back wtf, No Love Confessions, because they've only known each other for like two weeks, inaccurate translation of a classic language, Noah and Ronan brotp, Alive Noah Czerny, Minor Joseph Kavinsky/Ronan Lynch , Joseph Kavinsky Being an Asshole

Ronan is going to kill Kavinsky when he saw him next. The next time that fuckshit of a Mitsubishi rides up beside him, Ronan is going to box him in and wrap him around the closest tree. He’s going to watch the white steel and rubber crack and break and compact in one itself as a wonderful, sweet sweet act of vengeance.

K had known there was cops at the end of that street, the prick. When K had slid, turned and disappeared down a side road, Ronan had thought he had found and taken a shortcut. He was determined to beat Kavinsky at his own game so he’d slammed the pedal to the floor and zipped past a cluster of patrol cars going 35 over the speed limit.

It was only Dick’s Ganseying that landed Ronan here, in an uncomfortable plastic chairs, surrounded by pathetic fucking sobs, instead of in jail (“five traffic infractions this month, Ronan. What else do you want me to do?”). Ironic, that all of the things to have occurred in the past five years; dead dad, vegetable mum, his life and his failed attempt at ending it, that street racing was the thing that got him thrown into a grief support group. Two times a week. For the next 12 weeks.

Court ordered. Fuck that.

But Gansey had asked (begged, ordered, threatened to call Declan) so Ronan did, like he always did. He sat in the uncomfortable chairs, sipped bitter fucking coffee, ate tasteless squares of sponge cake, rolled his eyes at everyone’s damned sob story and—stared.

Everyone in the group was so uninteresting, including the leader of the group—some man dressed in all gray, like he was dressing for the part—except for one other guy. He looked to be about Ronan’s age, all Sepia tones and brown in contrast to Ronan’s black and pale colours. He sat beside the Gray Man every single week and nodded along when everyone talked. He smiled at everyone when he handed out tiny Styrofoam cups of instant coffee and helped The Gray Man fold and stack the chairs at the end of every session. He was damn beautiful.

Once he’d put his hand up (put his hand up, what the fucking fuck) to ask someone a question and Ronan hadn’t been able to tear his eyes away from it. His fingers were long, his knuckles protruding out slightly, and the jutting bone on his slim wrist poked out like he’d broken it at some point. The same freckles that scattered his face also splashed across the tanned skin of his hand, and his palms were calloused and dark, with a long scar along the flesh of one of them. They were fascinating, they were strange, they were beautiful.

The speaker had stuttered a confused and tearful ‘yes?’ and gladly carried on answering his question. Ronan only learned his name in the second meeting, Adam Parrish.

Adam Parrish sat by The Gray Man because he volunteered to run the program on the occasion the Gray Man would have to go away on business out of town. His accent was slight but still obviously Virginian, drawing out the words with a soft, honeyed drawl. He always encouraged people to speak, but never spoke himself, not in the time Ronan had been going.

He also never looked at Ronan or spoke to him. But maybe that had more to do with his complete disinterest. Arms crossed, scowl permanently on. The first time Mr Gray had called on Ronan to speak, Ronan had gone bright red and scoffed. No way he was going to start blubbering to a bunch of random strangers about his problems. He’d stayed completely silent, only glaring and baring his teeth at anyone who looked at him, barely holding himself back from walking out. Adam had seemed to take one look at him and decide ‘nope, not worth my time.’

Which, fine, he didn’t want Adam to waste time on him anyway. He only had to be here for two more months and then he’d be outta there, back to drinking and racing himself into a tizzy, and he wouldn’t come back here again. Besides, Adam is probably grieving or something, and including Ronan in that wouldn’t help at all.

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Idle Worship by Paramore

#say it with me folks #no one asked for this #and yet here it is #pynch #pynch fic #fanfiction #ao3 #Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish #please read

Dreamer ~ 21 years old ~ bisexual~ they/them

I can only use my left AirPods because my tragus piercing is still healing/ I’ve gone from 25 to 4 thriving house plants in the span of 5 months, best of which is my zz/ I own ten *graphic* mugs and all of them are dirty at all times/ I drink hot lemon water instead of tea or coffee because dairy, caffeine and sugar is bad for my CFS

Attempt at drawing myself from scratch, inspired by @cowboymoonking ‘s most amazing art. It’s... not great

#no one asked for this #and yet here it is #that's gonna be a trend with me #okay bye

Top Five Ships + Fav Ao3 Fics

My Top Five Favourite Ships + My Favourite of the their Fics I’ve found on Ao3

in no particular order:

1. Adam Parrish/Ronan Lynch + Man of Masks

Man of Masks by EtoileGarden

Rape/Non-Con, Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish, Joseph Kavinsky/Ronan Lynch, Ronan Lynch, Adam Parrish, Joseph Kavinsky, Richard Gansey III, AU Aged Up, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, dubious bdsm practices, Under-negotiated Kink, D/s, the catholic church does be traumatising, Guilt Dom Ada,m adam is not the one involved in the non-con jsyk, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Not Actually Unrequited, Love, Sex, explicit - Freeform, Joseph Kavinsky is His Own Warning, People are Assholes, Anal Sex ,Fingering ,Discussion of sexual assault, role-play

I have no idea what I love so much about this fic. Probably the 10/10 pining, Adam’s quasi- nonchalance about the whole affair and Ronan healing. I also want to shoutout my own pynch fic, bc it’s also one of my favourites

2. Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck + The Face Behind the Phone

The Face Behind the Phone by Feriku

No Archive Warnings Apply, Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck, Wylan Van Eck, Jesper Fahey, Kaz Brekker, Inej Ghafa, Nina Zenik, Matthias Helvar, Jan Van Eck, Colm Fahey, Alys Van Eck, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - High School, Texting, Dyslexia, Panic Attacks, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Self-Esteem Issues, Trust Issues, Hurt/Comfort, Jan Van Eck is awful, wesper

This fic is so good for so many reasons including but not limited to the fluff, how Wylan uses texting w/ his dyslexia, there’s no trying to ‘fix’ Wylan’s dyslexia just making accomodations for it, the mistaken/ hidden identity is *chefs kiss* and the way the author used Jan Van Eck against himself, which gave me the idea of how to stop Van Eck in my own fic

3. Magnus Bane/ Alec Lightwood + darling, your love is worth its weight in gold

darling, your love is worth its weight in gold by rebel_ren

No Archive Warnings Apply, Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane, Alec Lightwood, Rafael Lightwood-Bane, Max Lightwood-Bane, The Lightwood-Banes, Established Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Domestic Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Human AU, Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood Fluff, Happy Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Married Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Parents Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane and Alec Lightwood First Meet, Mundane Magnus Bane/Mundane Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane Loves Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood Loves Magnus Bane, Lightwood-Banes Being a Family, Cute, Max Lightwood-Bane

just a fluffy slice of life fic, one of the best integrations of song into a fic I’ve seen

4. Crowley/Aziraphale + Free Trial Boyfriend

Free Trial Boyfriend by angelsnuffbox

Friends to Lovers, Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe – Human, Pining Crowley (Good Omens), I mean seriously crowley has it BAD, Swimmer Crowley, Demisexual Aziraphale (Good Omens), Slow Burn, Oblivious Aziraphale (Good Omens), Experienced Crowley (Good Omens), Best Friends to LoversL, ove Confessions, First Kiss, Fluff and Humor ,Romcom feels, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Human AU, Getting Together

I am an absolute slag for demisexual/asexual/ gender nonconforming Crowley/Aziraphale so I loved this au fic making that a huge part of it. Crowley as a swimmer is also great.

5. Percy Jackson/ Annabeth Chase + The Roommate Agreement

The Roommate Agreement by Knuffled

Friends With Benefits, Smut, Shameless Smut, Percabeth , smut, percy jackson – Freeform, Annabeth Chase – Freeform, Percy/Annabeth – Freeform, Heavy Angst, Character Death

Entirely just because I love slow burns and friends with benefits situation, the angst is real

Honourable mentions: Richard Gansey III /Blue Sargent/Henry Cheng, Carmen Farooq-Lane/Liliana, Will Solace/Nico Di Angelo, Magnus Chase/Alex Fierro, Will Herondale/Tessa Gray, Hearthstone/Blitz, Renya/Lester

putting this out into the world for someone with a longer attention span than me to write: a PYNCH fic where Ronan owns or works at a shop (a second hand book store with Gansey, a plant shop with plants he grows at the Barns, a gallery where the Lynch brothers sell Jordan’s art) and Opal frequents the shop and Ronan loves her like his own little feral child.

Opal’s foster parents can’t keep her anymore (they’re moving overseas, one of them got severely injured in an accident or fell terminally ill) and Opal is going to be sent to another state if she doesn’t get adopted/fostered. And Ronan Cannot Let That Happen.

But what responsible adoption agency would let a gay, single man in his early 20s adopt a child? Maybe on another fucking planet. So Ronan does the only thing that makes damn sense: “Parrish, I need us to pretend to be engaged so I can adopt Opal” so being engaged makes you look more responsible, so they have to set a ‘date’ to appease the adoption people, so Ronan needs to actually get his house ready to have a kid, so

“Ronan, they’re going to want us to BOTH sign the adoption papers.” “Fucking Christ, Parrish. You can just be absent when we have to sign the papers.” “I don’t think it works like that.” “Then I’ll tell them only I will sign.” “Then what’s the point of being engaged?” “I don’t fucking know, Parrish. None of this makes any goddamn fucking sense, I just know I can’t lose the kid.”

[someone else can solve that problem for me]

All of the fake relationship AU tropes: sharing a bed, love declarations as an aside to a friend, too-much-sexual-tension; all of it.