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Ranting in dutch
Echt OLC staat weer op de agenda, rete hatelijk. Ze zit me echt achter de reet aan. Nou ik was vorige week ziek. Sorry... kan gebeuren. Waarschijnlijk zal ik wel een een preek krijgen en hoe slecht ik het wel weer niet doe. Zucht...Ik heb serieus genoeg negatieve dingen gehad de afgelopen paar weken. Ik wil ook wachten totdat de rest van de formulieren binnen zijn. Dat is veel beter ipv een half uurtje ervoor te zitten.
Each day...
Facing the day with a smile, Trying to forget my troubles, Seeing it in a positive way, To become stronger, So that each day becomes a better one.
Who I can become
Broken pieces are scattered in an ocean of thoughts,
Trying to recollect them and mending...
With a negative thought that comes to mind.
Scattering them further, breaking the pieces once again.
Scars that are starting to form
Is there someone who can heal them?
A fragment of who I can become lies broken among the pieces
Waiting to be healed...
Daily rant
One thing that I know know is the fact that he avoids me... He's not talking to me. I'm pretty ashamed because of last friday. I can see that... every time that I come online on the facebook chat..He's gone the next second.. Typical for guys who are avoiding me..I hate it... What should I do now...?
Well....
It looks like I have to move on.. Last week I met Marck again. On the thuesday I got friendzoned after he kissed me and he was confused...He still has feelings for someone else. But he wanted to be 'friends with benefits'... Like HELL NO! I don't want to hurt myself..and make a mistake again.
For some reason we came across each other at the university. But well... friday he was so distant..even though he walked with me towards the train station. While he was at home.. he said he was worried so he decided to pick me up since I went to a friend's house with others to have a drink... I went home not long after..but Marck wanted to pick me up so we met somewhere in the middle and from there he walked with me. I don't understand his intentions..but I'm not going to think that he's doing it because he really likes me. I'm not going to overthink again like I did with Gilles after he dumped me...
I hate this...
Life is a song - sing it. Life is a game - play it. Life is a challenge - meet it. Life is a dream - realize it. Life is a sacrifice - offer it. Life is love - enjoy it.
Sai Baba
Daily wordvomit
Living in uncertainty is so frustrating! One moment you act al flirty and the next you act so cool and not saying a lot... This is my situation with a guy I'm apparently crushing on..When I see him I can get really happy and I can't stop smiling. I want to talk to him but I don't wan't to come across as some stalker. We went on a date already and last friday he came to a bar because he was kinda worried.. I'm so embarressed! I was intoxicated and I was so clingy....What to do?? Does he like me back? What if he doesn't..another heartbreak? So many negative thoughts..It's so hard to keep positive because of my low self esteem...
As my mind goes..la la la la la..
A small story about me and the big (not so) bad world...
SInce I was little my life has been a challenge, full of hurdles to overcome by myself. Taking one day at a time and experiencing new hurdles.
My family consists of a Borderline mother and sister (who's 26 but has a mental age of a 15 year old), my mom's boyrfriend who's a former alcoholic. And then there's me, a former social outcast..who's currently in treatment for a depression and OCD. Yup, let's say I'm one of those cases that you can call a winning ticket from the lottery. But even though my family isn't perfect. Still...Creating dreams and turning those in reality is the best felling ever. It would be nice to have the strength to overcome everything..but I'm not wonderwoman. I'm just a 23 year old woman who goes to a university and hoping to become an Egyptologis while coping with some daily drama and personal stuff.
There are a lot of people who avoid people like me, thinking that they'll become nothing, calling me/us a social outcast. People who befriend me at first, but when they hear my life's story..most of them run..and I often wondered why..Why would people run from me? Do I have a dissease? Yes, I have a mental dissease..but hey...nobody's perfect. At least I can say that I went through a lot and have the strenght to overcome those hurdles. Am I normal? No I'm not..but I'm glad I'm not. I have something that makes me different that others but at the same time gives me experience and is my weakness but at the same time my strenght. Am I a social outcast? No..at first I was, but thanks to some study association activities I've overcome my weakness and instead of being isolated.. I have met new people who accept me for who I am and at the same time I've met people who've run away. Who accept me and who look at my personality and the positive side instead of that OCD-girl or the emo-kid.
Right now, I met a guy who's two years younger than me.. He's sweet.. but he still doesn't know about my mental dissorder and my history. For that I am afraid that he will run away from me. Even now, my hopes that we'll evolve into a couple are zero to none. If it doesn't well...I have to move on. At least I'll know that he can't accept me as me and my history. Yes, I have OCD and I have a depression. NO...I'm not a social outcast. NO!..I didn't become nothing. I go to a university and I can say that I have the strenght to overcome things normal people can't! They didn't have the hurdles that I had to overcome which gave me experience, strength and most of all love and appreciation for the smal and positive things.
Some word's of inspiration:
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ― Marilyn Monroe