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[dreamtimesovereign]

Hey so

A lot has been going on in my life recently. I've had stress, traumatic experiences, and a myriad of things that I need to do ever since I graduated. Because of this among other things I've neglected this blog. I want to take some time now to let you all know that I'm not in danger now. Physically I should be ok, although I guess I could be doing better with my blood sugar.

Mentally though I've been having flashbacks to things in my past I'd rather forget. I don't want to go into detail about it but it is a thing that's happening to me.

That's why I haven't done much here. Or at least one of the biggest reasons. The entire concept behind Natalie is extremely dark, as are most stories of the cosmic horror genre. And I really don't want to have to think about these dark things and trigger more flashbacks.

So for the time being I'm going to unfortunately put this blog on hold while I try and formally get my life back together. However I don't want any of you to think I'm abandoning you so here's how to contact me if you want to.

Tumblr is linked to my phone, so a simple message will usually work provided notifications aren't dead in a ditch when you send it to me. My Twitter and Discord are available on request but I don't wish to be constantly bugged on them. So if you think you might send me 50 messages until I respond please don't.

Any way that's it. I don't mean to start any drama or anything but I figured I should explain why I've been absent. I also wanted to let you guys know that I haven't forgotten about you. You're great ok, and hopefully I'll be able to thread again soon.

[dreamtimesovereign]

@uncorruptedchampion

From: http://uncorruptedchampion.tumblr.com/post/174323445720/im-cold-natalie-to-bizarre-nero

“Nero what are you talking about?” The girl responded. “I’m not a ghost. Whatever gave you that idea? I mean, it’s not like I’m dead or anything.” More than anything the foreigner was confused. Like, did Nero usually think people were ghosts? Well in a world with Stands anything was possible Natalie supposed…

[uncorruptedchampion-deactivated]

   “Well, you look like a ghost to me. What, you got any better ideas of warming up? It better not involve posessing me like a poltergeist.”

[dreamtimesovereign]

“Nero do I look dead to you? I’m here talking to you after all. Do you, feel ok Nero?” Now Natalie was getting concerned. She was no stranger to hallucinations as her Stand made use of them. So delusional people were something she had observed before. Nero though did not appear to be delusional, and this was strange to her. It didn’t make any sense. After all, she was alive, wasn’t she?

[dreamtimesovereign]

@uncorruptedchampion

From: http://uncorruptedchampion.tumblr.com/post/174323445720/im-cold-natalie-to-bizarre-nero

“Nero what are you talking about?” The girl responded. “I’m not a ghost. Whatever gave you that idea? I mean, it’s not like I’m dead or anything.” More than anything the foreigner was confused. Like, did Nero usually think people were ghosts? Well in a world with Stands anything was possible Natalie supposed...

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crucial muse development questions.   send a number in my inbox to find out more about my character as a person  ( because often, the most important things about character development have nothing to do with their shoe size or netflix queue ).

what would completely break your character?

what was the best thing in your character’s life?

what was the worst thing in your character’s life?

what seemingly insignificant memories stuck with your character?

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how does the image your character tries to project differ from the image they actually project?

what is your character afraid of?

[dreamtimesovereign]

Behold the Beyond

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dreamtimesovereign:

“… So you won’t humor me then will you Biki? That’s what she calls you right? I mean… I should have probably expected this but… Um…” Natalie spoke to her, stumbling out from deeper within the canyon. It didn’t take long before she stood in front of Hibiki again. But Natalie held no malice. She wasn’t trying to hurt Hibiki or anything.

She kind of just wanted her daughter’s friend to think she was cool…

“U-um… So… I can do, well this…” She told the girl, gesturing all around her to the landscape. “I don’t have a physical body soooooooo the only way I can interact with people is by making them think that I’m here. One of the easiest ways to explain my situation is that I’m like a sentient mass hallucination. You’re still where we were before, but you’re seeing and feeling all of this because I’m making you. Don’t worry, you’re ok.”

“So um… Sorry about this…” Natalie apologized, looking the other way. The contrast between the landscape of horror and how awkward this cosmic horror was acting was kind of hilarious actually. But to Natalie, she had just messed up. All she wanted was to look cool. And she had messed that up completely.

Hopefully Hibiki would understand that…

“…eh?” Wait, so…this was all…just to impress? But why such an atmosphere? Hibiki watched her carefully, still making sure to keep her guard up as she stood in front of her.

Hibiki wasn’t so sure about trusting her so quickly because of that but the more she spoke, the more concerned she got. The teenager frowned, one of her hands reaching out to grab Natalie’s shoulder. “No, it’s okay…I’m sorry.” Though she really didn’t have anything to apologize for, she felt bad. This was the only way she can be seen with people? Hibiki still wished it was a much better atmosphere, but maybe she also wanted to scare her.

“Uh…maybe we can start over? You know, leaving this place and actually talking things out. I wouldn’t mind that at all if you don’t!” That would be better than what she was expecting to happen.

[dreamtimesovereign]

It would soon become apparent just how bad of an idea attempting to touch Natalie was. Within seconds the other would notice that Natalie might have seemed as if she was there, but in fact wasn’t. In other words, her hand fazed right through Natalie. It was as if she was a ghost. She seemed quite upset about this fact.

“No don’t!” But it was too late. In an instant everything around them vanished. The world they had been in, though it was horrifying to behold, gave way to an endless white void of static and empty space.

Natalie was visibly upset.

“... Well I guess now you know... And I bet you don’t believe I’m real either...” She sighed. Natalie was used to the self doubt but that didn’t make it any less painful. Every day she had to wonder whether or not she truly existed. It was her own personal Hell that she could never truly escape from. A being so close to humans and yet separated in just the right ways would of course have to ask if they truly were real or not. The truth is that even Natalie herself didn’t know if she was truly real, and that madness ate away at her very soul.

“... Hibiki... You want to go back don’t you? I’m sorry for wasting your time...” And as soon as she spoke the words they were back where it all began. Natalie was still there, but she didn’t look any better. “... Was there anything you wanted me to do for you? I can just leave if you want...” She offered. It was hard to believe such a pitiful being was something as grand as a cosmic horror. But what was Natalie Slash but a sentient contradiction.

[dreamtimesovereign]

Behold the Beyond

[cantusecho-archive]

dreamtimesovereign:

“Why Hibiki, such lies are unbecoming of one who calls themselves a hero…” The girl responded. “You already know who I am, and you know my name. Or perhaps you’ve forgotten? Whatever the case, I was there when you first heard it…” In an instant she was no longer there and, was it always night?

The world around them had transformed into a landscape of horror. No longer in any civilization Hibiki was now in a valley of white jagged cliffs. It was a canyon of blades, for even touching the rock could cut one to the bone. It was damp as well. The floor of the canyon, up to the ankles, contained a pool of crimson fluid. The stench of it was unmistakable, as was the color.

“Why don’t you come a bit deeper?” Beckoned her voice. “I promise that I won’t hurt you. I just wish to have a bit of fun is all…”

“…!!”

Initially, Hibiki didn’t believe that she could be actually meeting her mother. She only heard of her once, and that was because she asked a question and assumed it was a happy story.  How wrong she was. And now she’s seeing it for herself.

What sort of place was this? It made her feel sick, the teenager covering her mouth and nose as if it would very well prevent her from the feeling rising in her gut. The sight alone was enough; she didn’t want to experience it. Her eyes were closed but she heard her voice again, slowly opening them back up.

“…to have fun?”  Despite the feeling overwhelming her, she allowed her hands to fall back to her side, her eyes wandering around instead.  “Then…what is all this?”

[dreamtimesovereign]

“... So you won’t humor me then will you Biki? That’s what she calls you right? I mean... I should have probably expected this but... Um...” Natalie spoke to her, stumbling out from deeper within the canyon. It didn’t take long before she stood in front of Hibiki again. But Natalie held no malice. She wasn’t trying to hurt Hibiki or anything.

She kind of just wanted her daughter’s friend to think she was cool...

“U-um... So... I can do, well this...” She told the girl, gesturing all around her to the landscape. “I don’t have a physical body soooooooo the only way I can interact with people is by making them think that I’m here. One of the easiest ways to explain my situation is that I’m like a sentient mass hallucination. You’re still where we were before, but you’re seeing and feeling all of this because I’m making you. Don’t worry, you’re ok.”

“So um... Sorry about this...” Natalie apologized, looking the other way. The contrast between the landscape of horror and how awkward this cosmic horror was acting was kind of hilarious actually. But to Natalie, she had just messed up. All she wanted was to look cool. And she had messed that up completely.

Hopefully Hibiki would understand that...

[blindly-determined-deactivated2]

Even after listening to all of that. Chara wasn’t sure if he was a little scared or excited beyond belief. For one who’s constantly battling insanity, it probably wasn’t the best idea to get involved with the Angel of Madness but he said screw it, and reached out his hand anyways.

“I don’t care that you already know my name I’m saying it anyways. Prince Chara Dreemurr at your service. If it’s a story you want, then you’ll come to find that I’m the best antagonist or protagonist there is.”

Technically, he was the best she would ever find, other than maybe Frisk that was. Depending on how he phrased his wish, if he messed up, he could always reset, even if he’ll have to relive the entire buttercup incident. Resetting, meant he would get another chance although it would take him a long time to relive all his actions to make it back here. But, one thing he wondered, would Natalie reset with him as well?

Most people he came into contact with, ended up resetting with him so he wondered, would she reset as well? At this point he overlooked that. But assuming that she’d be willing to give him more than one chance to fix his timeline, then she’d surely not regret it. 

[dreamtimesovereign]

“Exactly.” Was her response as the severed hand appeared from nowhere and shook the boy. She was unable to do so herself, not that Chara knew that. So this was her workaround. It then fell to the ground and exploded into spiders once it’s purpose was fulfilled. They scattered in every direction until they were all out of sight.

She was just showing off.

“I know that you’ll show me an entertaining story. And that is why I am here. So then, let’s make this official. Tell me EXACTLY what your wish is so that I can get it all done. And if you have any questions, now would be the time to ask them. You probably won’t get another chance like this again, so let’s make this perfect shall we?”

[dreamtimesovereign]

"The embodiment of a friend-" Both Natalies, not even a doubt on his face about how corny this sounds

“Aww! Thanks!”

“… I guess I can accept this. Weirdo…”

[dreamtimesovereign]

embodiment of not having a body

If my character were to be a representation or embodiment of something, what do you suppose it would be?         

“D I E”

[deermemehost]

If my character were to be a representation or embodiment of something, what do you suppose it would be?

Bonus if you say why Ex. Embodiment of Joy Representation of War Patron Saint of the Lost

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Getting to know you Questions for the Mun!

[idoldragos]

🎂- When's your birthday?

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- What's your family like?

🐶- Favorite animal?

🔶- Favorite color(s)?

🎥- Favorite movie?

📺- Favorite TV show?

🎞- Favorite cartoon/anime?

🍔- Favorite food?

🍦- Favorite ice cream flavor?

🍭- Favorite candy?

🍸- Do you drink?

👣- What do you like to do in your spare time?

⚽️- Do you like any sports?

🎮- Favorite video game(s)?

⛪️- Are you religious?

⌛️- Last thing you did before logging in?

🎈- Share a childhood memory!

🛍- What was the last purchase you made for?

💸- If you had a billion dollars and could only spend it, what would you buy first?

🖌- Are you artsy?

❤️- How would you describe yourself?

💛- How do other people describe you?

⭕️- Favorite Pokemon?

💠- what is the Most expensive thing you own?

⚜- What is the most precious thing you own?

🐻- Do you have any stuffed animals?

🐝- Favorite season?

🐋- share a Weird/funny story?

[dreamtimesovereign]

I'm sorry that I haven't been on so much recently but my health hasn't been so good and I'm trying to fix it. I'm still around though and don't want you guys to think I've forgotten about you. I'll respond to the asks and threads I have, it just might not be all at once. Sorry for the inconvenience but I hope to get back to writing cosmic horrorish threads with you guys soon.

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Send “Woodland Path” for our muses to take a walk together through an ancient, creepy forest.

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[dreamtimesovereign]

Where did Natalie originate from?

As I’ve said before, she is a combination of the inspirations of Lovecraft, the Witches from Umineko, and the Persona series. If you mean however her in lore origin it is left purposely vague. The point of cosmic horror is that it is something that people cannot even fathom. In actuality, I’ve lost count of the number of origins I’ve come up with for Natalie. Thought I have a favorite one which I consider to be the “most” canon, her origin doesn’t matter so much as the effect she has on the world and the feelings she evokes in the ones she interacts with. Though if you are curious… Message me and I’ll tell you the origin I prefer. Be warned though, trying to explain the mystery makes it a bit less special.