Billa.

let her out of her mind and write it down here. half she, half fangirl.

[dressed-with-sadness]

IT'S JUST CRAZY HOW BADLANDS STILL HAVE A BIG SPACE IN MY MEMORY & MY HEART... AND NOW WE ARE GETTING DRIVE & GASOLINE SHORT FILM (MAYBE????) ASHLEY YOU'RE BETTER NOT BE JOKING, BECAUSE I'M FREAKBG OUT

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[dressed-with-sadness]

it’s weird to knowing all the fact that we are-

not same as like we were.

[mournfulroses]

Mary Oliver, from a poem titled "The Crows," featured in New & Selected Poems of Mary Oliver

[dressed-with-sadness]

“I hope our paths cross again.”

[classycookiexo]

[jung-koook]

“army have always loved seeing us together on our trips, so we're excited and looking forward to seeing your reactions for this series too”

[selserenades]

[dressed-with-sadness]

❤️

[liones-s]

a big lesson for me was learning that most things are not as fragile as I’d believed. missing a class, or turning in a bad assignment, won’t instantly destroy your professor’s opinion of you. accidentally saying something harsh won’t make your friend want to end the friendship. it takes work to repair these things - it takes effort and research and sometimes a sincere apology - but you can do that because they’re not irreparably broken. what you’ve worked to build, in academia and in relationships and in life, is stronger and more enduring that your mind may teach you to believe. don’t let imagined fragility lead you to giving up

[65mpg]

What can i say? I'm not for everybody and neither is my love.

[dressed-with-sadness]

i just hate it, how can i

i just lost someone that i’ve loved for 3 years. it’s not because of he is gone, it’s just his love that has been gone. the love that i taught could be the last because, i pour all my crystal-clear on him. people said that i’m stupid for still loving someone like him. after all the hell that he has been put in my life. my life has destroyed, my trust is not same anymore to every people that i’ve met in the past years.

i just still can’t accepting all the reality that has been happened in my life. myself still dreaming about how happy we would be if we’re still together. did we will get married? did we will get so many cute children in our next life? did we can go through all the disaster that would be happened in our next relationship? it’s just a dream. in my head.

i just hate the idea how life could be so cruel to us. when all we do is laughing on our problem, share our favorite music, go to every corner of places and take a memories together, see all our favorite musician and vibing to their music, making out when no one between us, pouring our love too strong like world can’t make us dead. i just hate the idea that i’m still the one who loving him when all he do is loving someone else. i just hate the idea that he do something gentle to his lover when all he did just hurting me by the way he is smiling to his lover. i just hate everything that happened to us. is it easy to him to forgetting how our love was on everything til’ make many people be so jealous to us?

i just hate how can i be so lost when he is not around. i just hate how can i be naive to deny that i still loving him even it’s still hurt. i just hate how can i be so in love when at the end all i get is getting hurt. i just hate how can i be so innocent to put all my trust on him. i just hate how can i be so losing myself at that time when all i need is myself. i just hate how can i healed when he is the medicine to my wounds. i just hate how can i closed this wounds without someone like him. i just hate it.

[dressed-with-sadness]

losing loml

it's been 2 years I lost my loml, but those feeling still here.. and stay longer...

[nessa007]

the way taylor YELLS “i said i love you” in the background vocals for say don’t go and the lyrics “but you say nothing back” and then there’s just a moment of silence before the song picks up again

[eatpussypraylove]

Sometimes as a woman it’s important for you to wake up late and be alone in the house on a cloudy cold day with your feelings.

[loveyourlovelysoul]

Accept that you still feel upset about how you were treated, and allow that feeling to pass through you. You don't have to pretend it's not there. You don't have to pretend to forgive the other person if you don't feel so. You can still feel hurt even if years have passed. It's valid, especially if you swept your feelings under the rug back in the days. Find your way to accept the pain, grieve, and let it be in the past where it belongs. Free yourself from these chains. From your fears. From what has been. Life changes. It brings you lessons, but also rewards (and often both are in the form of very different people). Be open to the latter now.

[selenaigomez]

Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me.