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💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship?
“I don’t think so. Like I mentioned before, I don’t think people can love two individuals with the same intensity, one would always feel left out, less loved, less important. What’s the point of making someone suffer if you claim you love them? I’m completely about monogamy - one love, one partner, us, the one.”
👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public?
“Well, amn… Let’s say I’ve had some out of the box experiences? After all, I did have kind of a womanizer-slash-former-whore boyfriend. Nope, you guessed right, I’m not telling you any details. Sorry.”
💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak?
“The, amn… The last one, I guess. But it happened and it’s done, so who cares, right? We move on and you learn with life. Serves people right to learn not to expect understanding from somebody who’d probably be the first to throw a stone.”
💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner?
“He has to be kind. And love me a lot. I’ll only settle now for the right guy, you know, the guy that’s going to sweep me off my feet, ride to the sunset on his white horse. I’m not making mistakes again and I’m not wasting my time. He has to understand I have a sense of humor and he’ll need patience if he wants to have me around him. I’m not blind - or deaf -, I know I’m not easy and I’m very emotional, I have no idea how to hold my tongue or control my blood temperature and I can see red very quickly. He’ll also need to understand I love what I study, what I do, so he’ll have to be comprehensive about the whole ‘being alone together’. Sometimes, I need that. I’d like someone intelligent, I couldn’t deal with a dorky, dumb all-sports-no-books kind of guy. I could go on, if you’d like?”
💋 How many people has my muse slept with?
“Ah… One…?”
👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner?
“No. I mean, not… not consciously. It happened once, but in my defense, I was drunk as a skunk and it wasn’t exactly my intention to go crazy, I just don’t have the highest alcoholic tolerance. And we did have a fight before I headed to that party. Like, we always had fights, I guess it’s my thing getting worked up easily for whatever reason, but… It was a different fight. Very… real. I really thought we were through. And I was sad. I wanted to go a bit rebel, do something crazy for a change, so I went to the party. I ended up hammered and making out with a guy. I don’t remember much, I don’t even know who the dude is. It’s… He hated me. I hated me. My dad was super upset about my behavior, I felt like scum and it was all my fault and I couldn’t take it back, I never will be able to take it back and now I’m alone and I still feel sick when I remember about that night, I feel - I’d never do that again, ever...”
😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship?
“I’ve never had one that bad, but romance-wise, it was probably when I was eight and this boy from school was the cutest thing and I really thought he was the best even though we never said nothing but ‘hi’ and I always thought he liked me back. So, one day, he decided that the best way of showing it was pushing me off the swing every time he caught me there and I didn’t spot him. It was very nice, got me so hooked…Being sarcastic here.”
💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?
“I don’t actually have a problem with saying it, but I like making them laugh. I like just hanging out, listen about their day. I’d probably buy them random stuff too. You know, when you’re walking around, spots something that reminds them and just buys it because you think they’d like it. Not exactly a gift, but anything, from a book to a keyring or even jewelry, why not. I like taking care of them, even though I can’t do much - it’s not like I cook or clean, but I’m clever enough to order some food and call the cleaner. I don’t know… I don’t have a problem with displays of affection. I like them.”
