Rantings of a Beer Troll.

NY, Scorpio, Nerd, Gamer, Bartender, Dreamer & Lost Soul

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Living?? You think this is living? Nahh man, this is just existing for the sake of existing. It's the same "end game" for us all

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When sleep can't catch you, dreams blur the waking world causing reality to bleed out.

04/06/2024

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Happy holidays you filthy animals

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The only safe spot is off world

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What a crappy decade so far... just sayin.

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I smile... I hide... I hang on, by a thread everyday.

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Finally

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Love you Dad.

9/24/2021

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7/30/2021

Since no one is paying attention I might as well just write this here....

I've been a solo act for a couple years now and i never suspected I'd feel lonely AF. Considering my current life doesn't allow me time for a decent relationship,... and magic is lacking in this world nowadays, I found myself entranced by the night sky this evening. And for a few minutes my depression hit a few lower notes than normal. An unforseen level of loneliness hit me. All I wished for in that moment was for someone special to share it with. I may look at the night sky and ponder how

insignificant we all are in relation to the vastness of a universe, but all that would matter in that moment would be that I shared it with someone significant to me.

-Summer Knight of New York

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Stormy island

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Anyone out there? Anyone?

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March 11th 2021

Time was supposed to heal this... time failed me. I failed me. A decade to the day since you said those words that changed our worlds forever. A day that started out normal with love and ended with that love being lost. Things have never been the same. The earth shook as our reality shattered. The new time line solidified and everything that once was , was no more. Time was supposed to heal the pain of losing your love, and it never did. Not a day in 10 years has gone by that you are not my mind. This is my insanity. My curse, to be burdened by my thoughts and memories of you and what we had... long lost, never to be found again. This is not a life, this is purgatory.

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First sunset of 2021.

#fuck2020

#newyear

#longisland

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Still in search of that smile I used to have. ... I apologize for my posts being so depressing, but on here I feel I can write how I feel without being judged too harshly. We are all hurting in some way... everyone's pain is different. Mine is of my own design. I'm the cause and the effect. Its daunting.

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Sunset on the bay