Patch's

make it as if I were dying in my sleep instead of in my life amen

[honeyymoony]

🐚 seashells pngs!!

[nobrashfestivity]

Ana Mendieta, Creek, 1974. 

Super 8 Film. © The Estate of Ana Mendieta Collection, LLC.,Courtesy Galerie Lelong & Co.

[diasporaslippage]

Debbie Harry

[spi-ltmilk]

https://www.instagram.com/lesesclavesdelucifer/p/CQYwY6Lgwsg/?utm_medium=copy_link

[spi-ltmilk]

https://www.instagram.com/sleazeharddrive/p/CR1xRB_DAnQ/?utm_medium=copy_link

[5tn]

[harunoyousei]

[silkelectrics-deactivated202109]

Cher

[redlipstickresurrected]

Erika Kamano (American-Japanese-English, b. 1994, Hawaii, USA, based Paris, France) - Self Portraits, Photography

[virtuallyinsane]

A Colorado rainbow and rainshaft observed while on College of Dupage’s Storm Chasing Trip 3. / NOAA

[fuckingmeshugenah]

Lago Coatepeque, El Salvador

[softwaring]

[springtimeinhell]

Home.

[drive-ins]

Tonight I made coffee and walked to the store. I thought I knew what I was doing but it turns out I don’t. I haven’t had a home since the fires in late August so someone else’s feels nice for now. I forgot what its like to be in a house with walls and I remember now that I like it. I get to close doors and be all by myself. I am warm company. I am kind and attentive, gentle and reassuring.

I’m 22 now and at this point I thought I’d have some sort of skill by now. But I’m still just a little bit good at everything. Which is just as frustrating because maybe if I were bad at things I’d convince myself to be better.

I miss my mom and I wish I could be more honest with her. I have a partner now who teaches me to be more authentic with others. I think its an internet joke now, but I truly am so terrified of being thought of and perceived a lot of the time. I hide from those I love the most because I’m so nervous about skewing and inconveniencing their conceived notions of me. I think I’m nervous of not being worth the cartwheels their mind will have to do. I’ve always thought that if I don’t cause them too much confusion or inconvenience they won’t leave. I don’t have a name for this but I think I need a therapist.

[80sanime]

[psikonauti]

Itō Shinsui (1898-1972) 

Spring at the Foot of Mt Asama ,1948, Ten Views of Shinano

[basiadziadosz]

Sun’s out