killjoys headcanon two:
because of his time being experimented on by bl/ind, ghoul deals with severe depersonalisation issues. he especially struggles with interoception, often missing cues like pain, hunger, and exhaustion. thankfully, over time, his crew is able to help him recognise what they feel like and how to respond so he isn't constantly on the verge of passing out. + for added dissociative angst















