[drugjules]

I hope you’re doing okay and that you’re still sober

🩵🩵

[vergeofinsanity]

rb if you are about to lose your shit, have already lost your shit, or support people who lose their shit

[idealum]

hope these pornblogs following me enjoy my suffering

[sulfur]

Giacomo Mancini My Edit

[hel7l7]

[drugjules]

What drugs do you use (if any)?

I drink alcohol and rarely smoke pot, but I don't use any other drugs :)

[drugjules]

Hi are you on rn

hi I'm sorry i wasnt on!!! i don't really use tumblr much at all anymore honestly. i only check on here maybe 2-3 times a month now

[drugjules]

What made you get sober?

this is a very deep question, I honestly dont know. I got tired of it. tired of always being paranoid driving around, thinking that the cops were looking for me. stealing from my family. lying. i felt guilty in so many ways... i was constantly worried about being arrested because that meant my whole future career path would’ve been ruined. i love talking about my journey through addiction yet this is one question is so difficult me...

if i had to really give a simple answer, i would say my boyfriend. when he was away, i promised him i would stop, and we would do it together. it was because of him that i had found a reason. it wasnt even for myself, which is bad. when we fight or argue, even to this day, i get really bad urges to use. this is why it’s important to get sober for yourself, and not anyone else. BUT it is what it is i guess 

[drugjules]

Are you still sober?

yes i am ! i will be 3 years sober from heroin on march 12th :)

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

Damn. This make my heart Happy. But also realize what a fuck up I am cuz it’s been 3 mother fucking years of me continuikg fucking off

[drugjules]

girl it makes my heart happy that you’re still around. keep it that way.and always remember you're loved no matter what. 

[lilboreddev-blog]

reblog if you want anons

[subdieblondie]

📩

[drugjules]

today my professor told me every cell in our entire body is destroyed and replaced every 7 years.. how comforting it is to know one day i will have a body you will have never touched

[alivebutbarelydreaming]

If this ain’t me

[abilify-deleted-deactivated2017]

if you wake up while McDonald’s is still serving breakfast then you’re doing good

[homophu-deactivated20180101]

doesnt mcdonalds have all day breakfast now?

[tockthewatchdog-deactivated2020]

if you wake up at all then you’re doing good

[unbotheredmuse]

why is being alive so expensive. i’m not even having a good time

[queerlysad]

[br0ken-l0st]

that doubt never goes away. it’s a gut feeling. great.

[butternaan]

it drives me crazy how humans are just meant to hold each other. how come when you hold someone's hand, your fingers just perfectly lock with theirs? how is it that when you hug someone, your face fits just right in the crook of their neck? how can your hands cup someone's face like that's their only primary function? it cannot be coincidence that our bodies are fully capable of holding another... we were designed to love

[whitebloodocean]