Nicoles World.

 *Trigger Warning" Queen Nicole, 22, pansexual,  NYC girll living in Dallas Texas. This is my blog throughout years of my journey thru active addiction, recovery, mental illness and my life.  I share my journey genuinely, openly  and rawly.  This is a safe space for anyone affected by addiction, or mental health problems. You aren't alone I love all my tumblr babies. Cashapp$ilqueennicole (for support of my blog, and yes i make content)  Love all my tumblr babies!!! its NicolethedopefiendQUEEN, BITCH. 

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lost without you pt. 6

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🤔if yall wanna know the truth yummi has a pimp and this bitch picked me up to help me and turned around and wanted me to work for her pimp giving them 100% i RAN out of there. So yes yummi that is being a bad friend.

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Lmaoo Cardi B would be your idol😂 both of you are narcissistic pieces of shit makes sense

Wow look another blog dedicated to harrasing me

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“She is so much more than her addiction and I wish that she could see that”

— excerpt from my journal august 22nd 2018

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Damn sometimes reading my own journal helpful as fuck.

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“I am so disappointed in myself and so is everyone else.”

— excerpt from my journal july 24th 2018.

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Mood.

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DONT SEND ANY MONEY FOR CONTENT TO THAT CASHAPP. I LEFT THE SITUATIONSHIP I WAS IN. He had that card i had no access to it and i personally didn't see any of that $

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Please make her stop. I dont bother her at all. I leave her alone. Shes picking apart wverything trying to expose things that arent even lies. Llease im struggling HARD MAKE HER STOP. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE DAMN IT PLEASE MY TUMBLR WAS MY ONE SAFE SPACE.....

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When I think about all the pain and trauma that I expierenced in active addiction I wonder to myself how sick I must be to even consider using drugs again.

Ex: of how addiction is NOT a choice. Excerpt from my journal 7-14-19

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Not using isn’t easy but using everyday isn’t easy either.