[toastbutteregg]

I THOUGHT THIS IS JUST ME HAHAHA

[drummerdevil94]

I haven't been on Tumblr in a long ass time, but this is where I come to release my inner feelings and thoughts and continue to fucking hide the shit feeling I feel all the time. Maybe not ALL the time, but at SOME point during the day. I feel like a fucking ghost in a crowd of people. I just started a new job with my wife and the people are great. They're a great group and I'm happy to call them my friends. But the feeling I get every day is just loneliness, emptiness, boredom, and moreover invisible. I feel like I don't exist, I feel like I'm looked over even though I know that's not the case. I'm sick of FEELING like I'm nothing, although I know I mean so much to everyone.

[morbidfantasy21]

Shell of Fear by Timofey Razumov (frmaslm on artstation)

[shotsofhorror]

Psycho, 1960, dir. Alfred Hitchcock.

[distopia-coletiva-deactivated20]

[ryanthekiller12]

[animusrox]

[bedbugbiting]

My therapist said “I have to show you something on my phone!”

It was this:

[truecyberadvocate]

from abendgeist

[z0mbi3-s0krat3s]

Cool art from mitch grave -z

[fstw-deactivated20141229]

[princessoftypos-blog]

i wanna know the story behind this

[blelbinems-deactivated20190925]

[andromedafalls]

What the FUCK

[everythingstarstuff]

[drummerdevil94]

Often I feel like I'm not good enough for life. Often I feel like I'm just stuck where I currently am in my life and that I'll never move forward. I know my life is great; I have a family who loves me, a roof over my head, a very nice apartment with the love of my life and future wife, but I still feel like I'm supposed to be further along in life. Kids I went to middle school with are buying houses, having kids, buying Teslas and traveling the world. I'm just stuck in the same 20 mile radius I was born in, grew up in, and traveled to on vacations for the last 26 years. I like my job in the way that the tasks are easy. I like most of the people there, and hate the people who act like they've never had a job before. I'm not looking forward to going back to work Wednesday, and putting up with bullshit from people who I shouldn't allow to give bullshit. I don't stand up for myself, I don't speak up, I prefer being by myself in my head, or with my fiancé. My life is fine, but my soul and insides are breaking

[animusrox]

[animusrox]

[animusrox]

[lulz-time]

[feellikedreaming]

Christ’ sake this is hypnotic