drunken amethysts @drunken-amethysts - Tumblr Blog

me to the three people who interact with my posts

it's weird when people say that they saw something that reminds them of me. a friend came back to ffxiv and said that the crystal exarch figure reminded them of me. also commented on my y'shtola collection. -____-

i feel bad for taking up space in another person's mind. i just want to like exist. i talk to people but i don't want to take up peoples' energy... idk i can't explain it...

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i got the antelope stag! i've waited so long for this mount to exist!

i'm a bit disappointed that it's not the actual size of the wild ones in the shroud. nhago'to looks a little bit ridiculous riding it.

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i need that antelope stag mount for balmung! nhago’to. i’ve waited so long for it to be a thing.

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oc-growth-and-development

Which OC has the worst handwriting?

drunken-amethysts

this idiot

#.about nhago'to

my duskwight, celestaux by KoboldArt.

i promised myself that I’d just create a character just for pve but then i started thinking of an actual backstory and personality for him... maybe i’ll create a blog for him and try writing one shots, idk.

#ffxiv #ffxiv art #commissioned art #duskwight elezen #also gave up trying to find lore about pomanders apart from that vague part of duskwight lore in the encyclopedia eorzea #so sent a picture of a real pomander for reference instead #two things i want from SE: more keeper lore and more duskwight lore. >(

so thinking about it i’m just going to rewrite some stuff surrounding some of nhago’to’s past from after i first started rping him (if this makes sense). i need to rearrange some things to make me happier with his backstory because it feels like someone else came in and trampled all over it.

also, i don’t know whether to freeze his age, he’s 35 now... i feel like that’s a good age to keep him at.

#.ooc #i don’t want to give up on his character #i want to sort of start fresh with him

i wish you could switch between main blogs. i mentioned i want to put nhago’to on hiatus but i want to start rping x’ahar and focusing on expanding his character.

my feelings on rp are that it always feels like i’m the one putting 95% into communication and such. i’m the one always initiating conversation and ideas. it’s just tiring to get nothing back all of the time. :/ that’s why i kind of haven’t been up to it recently, plus being ill and not having much energy. idk.

#.ooc #just rant...#x_____x

finally got my first doggo the other day! i know everyone else already has all their doggos but i am happy that i finally got mine.

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i’ve been making the most of my amazon prime sub and watching shows and movies on there to distract me from things and if you ever want a reference for nhago’to’s default facial expression, watch jitendra kumar’s character in panchayat.

also reference for his nose.

#.ooc #.about nhago'to

i’ve been misssing in action for a while because tbh lots of stuff has been happening and just fuck everything. i’ll get back to rping at somepoint, i’m shoving nhago’to into a box for the moment whether he likes it or not. i don’t care about the writing ideas that keep popping into my head. i’ve been focusing more on pve stuff on the eu servers anyways, i don’t have to think as much.

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justanotherrpmemeblog

Reblog if your muse has scars.

#.about nhago'to #he may as well have a big tattoo across his body that says 'idiot' instead

rpmemes-galore

universal classic monster headcanon asks!

Dracula:

has your muse ever felt tied to something, unable to get away? ( a person / relationship, a fate, a place, ect. ) how did they break that tie, or do they still feel tied to it?

The Mummy:

what is something your muse has lost and desperately wants to get back? what would they be willing to do to achieve this?

Frankenstein:

if your muse had to choose, what three traits describe them the most? who taught them these traits, and who do they think had the most influence in making them who they are?

The Wolf Man:

has your muse ever made a mistake that had lasting repercussions? what was it / were they? do they still regret their actions, or have they moved on?

The Invisible Man:

does your muse feel unseen by the people around them? do they find it difficult to make others take notice of them? how does being ignored / unnoticed make them feel?

The Phantom of the Opera:

what aspect of your muse do they think is hardest for people to accept? do they try to keep it secret / are they afraid of being ostracized if it’s found out?

Creature from the Black Lagoon:

has your muse ever discovered / seen something unusual? did they try to tell anyone about it? how did others respond?

#.ask meme #i need to get back into stuff #these questions look cool and indepth

i’ve been ill for the past few weeks but i really want to get back to writing. x____x

#.ooc #i need to motivate myself #i have the reaction gifs now!#i’m excited to use them

tiergan-vashir

Handy Guide for Making a POC Character

Other POC-folks, feel free to add points you feel are important that you feel I missed.

Make a fully developed character with goals, fears, and aspirations. Make a damn person.

Make them POC.

If you draw from any specific real world culture for inspiration, do as much research as you can to make sure you don’t do anything offensive or appropriationy. If you’re too lazy to do the research, then don’t draw from that culture.

If someone of that ethnicity, skin-color, or culture says any part of your depiction or the way you describe your character is offensive, be respectful, listen, and change.

That’s it.

Maybe also ask yourself why you want to make a character of this skin-color, ethnicity, or culture. If your answer is “they seem so exotic” or “being ambiguously brown makes my character ambiguously evil” - maybe don’t.

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