once upon a dream

[roseoilz]

the only 2 moods i have: 1) wow i am the kindest person on this earth why are people so mean all the time it takes no effort to be nice 2) i’ve never felt one Good Emotion in my entire life also look at this ugly bich

[drunknana-blog]

I am learning to let go though

It's not healthy to carry a bag of rocks. I leave them everywhere. The clearance section at Walmart. I toss some off the Riverwalk downtown I skip a couple off the water at picnic island I drop pocketfuls off the pier at ballast point I grind the gravel in my hand and bury it at Madeira I throw stones around at walls Even though I know People who live in glass houses shouldn't.

[drunknana-blog]

I hate the time I spent making memories with people I wish I didn't remember; I hate the way I hold those memories like a bag of rocks I hate the way your names feel like holding rough gravel I hate that you had such a big part in me becoming who I am.

[drunknana-blog]

I hate this fucking town and the people in it

[drunknana-blog]

My life is none of your damn business

[drunknana-blog]

Fuck your friends too

[drunknana-blog]

Guess I should have vented on my other tumblr

FUCK you tho

[drunknana-blog]

Disphoric? Who? Me?

Lol haha yes all the time lmao kill me

[drunknana-blog]

Fuck periods

[drunknana-blog]

Not gonna cry because I'm not a weak bitch and boys ain't shit

[drunknana-blog]

Me: just let it go Also me: LOL! LET! IT! GO? WHO THE FUCK!! DO YOU THINK??? I am! Do I look liKe A BITCH! To you? Me: please

[drunknana-blog]

I'm just gonna see how long I can hold my head under water before things go black because healthy coping mechanisms amirite

[drunknana-blog]

It's not fucking fair and I HATE it

[drunknana-blog]

What the fuck in the need for constant validation why can't I just feel like a happy while human being why do I need other people why do I feel so awful and alone

[drunknana-blog]

I'm going to scream

[drunknana-blog]

I just want to drink until I don't feel things I just want to have casual sex with people who don't respect me I just want to hate myself in the morning like the good old days.

[flowerfae]

wait… if you have social anxiety… and i have social anxiety…

then who’s going to order the food?