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replacing my heart with another liver so i can drink more and care less

[drunkpunktrash]

I really wish I could hack my google account so I could change my fucking password lol. I used to love coming on here but i can only do it on this stupid tablet i hate using. anyway for those of you still listening out in the void, i’m almost 6 months sober off of booze. fucking c r a z y i used to drink so much and act so stupid. i’m glad my life is different now

[pearlpill]

[chromelxd]

Appa, yip yip!

[seduced]

[drunkpunktrash]

haven't been on here in a hell of a long time and that's exactly why I'm posting this here: where nobody will see it lol. I'm going sober today and I'm scared out of my fucking head. I'm not ready for superadvanced depression and paranoid anxiety but also I need to fucking regulate myself and my emotions. I'm constantly trying to feel so grateful for life but its hard when I can really only appreciate it when I'm high. I haven't let myself feel anything in the past four years and I'm scared of what will happen without any crutch. I know I'm gonna completely fall apart and I'm not ready for it but I also know that constantly being high is the literal reason for all of this blockage and overwhelm that I will inevitably feel. I'm not ready but I'm so fucking ready to kick this thing. In the wise words of days n daze: fuck it!

[drunkpunktrash]

I'm so happy. billy's mom loves me, billy's dad loves me, billy's friends love me and i just always knew he was the right person for me. we should be getting engaged in the coming months once our finances are more stable and i couldn't be happier to marry my best friend. i love him so much.

[deactivated-blog]

*to the tune of we built this city*

We poopy shitty!!

we poopy shitty big fart butt hole

[drunkpunktrash]

I look at all my last posts about billy and it’s just completely clear to me that we were meant to be together. i love this boy more than life itself i’m so happy we’ve been together for almost a whole ass year!

[drunkpunktrash]

mushrooms are so fun to do

[drunkpunktrash]

i haven't been on here in a hot minute! i've been living with billy in our apartment and we've been dating for a while and everything is great and also i can't see any posts on here. they all come up gray. i need someone to hack into my email lmao this shit is fucked. i miss tumblr

[drunkanddisorderly]

the HAKS - doin time (sublime cover)

[drunkpunktrash]

i got offered a full time job today. everything is great. what the fuck is going on? i'm skeptical

[drunkpunktrash]

I know I don't ever post here anymore but things are great!! i'm getting an apartment w billy and we're together kinda sorta or will be when we get the apartment whatever i'm not rushing it bc things are fucking great and i've never been happier. oh and i quit smoking!! so yeah its pretty lit tbh

[drunkpunktrash]

my friend died, lost my phone, i have no idea what i'm doing

[drunkpunktrash]

its a long story but i'm just tired of it, so i made a new one. will be posting on there instead of here. pls follow me i need people to follow on there! thnx

[drunkpunktrash]

i can only get on tumblr on this gross outdated tablet that i have bc i don’t remember my password and it doesnt refresh my feed so thats why i dont really go on here that much anymore IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIX IT BUT I DONT KNOW HOW

BUT i actually told billy to his face that i was in love w him the other night bc he was like “the only reason we arent basically married is bc youre not obsessed w me” and i was like “lol yeah i am, the fuck” and he was like “you dont act like it, you act like youre waiting to get dumped” and i was like “well yeah kinda” and he was like “you dont have to worry about that” or something like that and i dont remember a little after that bc i was drunk but i think i ended up sayin somethin like “well i’m not gonna say how i feel bc that’s gross” and he said somethin like “tell me” or whatever and so i just said “i’m in love w you and i always have been and i’m not gonna ever repeat this to you so you better fuckin listen up” and he was just like “dude look at my face, you don’t have to be scared” and he was smilin real big (i regret not having burned this image into my brain bc it was probably adorable but my vision was a lil hazy) and said something like he’d been waiting to hear it for a long time or something i don’t really remember bc my whole brain was screaming but it went well and we haven’t spoken about it since and i’m kinda hoping we don’t but things are good!! (not in life but at this moment in time)

ALSO HE PLAYED REJOICE FOR ME AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AAAAAAAAA

[moldiegoldies]

😍🌹 @exohanalog in her #MoldieGoldies Mourning Prayer one piece🌹😍 pic @derekwoodsphotography www.moldiegoldies.com