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[dsm-lxix]

how am i supposed to recover when i will likely never be able to cut off my abuser?

[dsm-lxix]

hes gone, i thought id have to live the rest of my life under his shadow but he is gone, i will likely never even have to talk to him again and the rest of my family are realising who he really is and distancing themselves from him too

[dsm-lxix]

"oh hes sick poor him, he cant help it"

oh yes poor boy it must be so hard abusing and manipulating people for nothing but his own personal gain 😥

[dsm-lxix]

therapy works btw, it takes time but goddamn it works, if youve tried therapy like cbt before and it hasnt worked or if youre autistic then i greatly reccomend person centered councelling/therapy

[dsm-lxix]

begging people to stop blaming the parents when someone turns out to have aspd, trauma has a big impact on developing aspd but it isnt always a factor and even if it is stop assuming that it was parents who cause the trauma

[dsm-lxix]

i think my pyrophobia may be coming back a bit and im trying so hard bc i don't wanna have so many sleepless nights again

[dsm-lxix]

if i could kill him without consequences id be in paradise

[dsm-lxix]

just know that if you hide, it doesn’t go away

[dsm-lxix]

it’s like as soon as i work out a part of my life another thing crops up to fill it’s place. or is it just that the best way to get attention is to be in pain so i force myself to be worse and pretend to have all these things wrong with me that i actually don’t have

[leave-me-the-fuck-alone-pls]

I feel like nobody talks about when you’ve been mentally ill for so long that you can’t tell what’s the illness and what’s your personality.

[chronicsleepy]

I wasn’t a brat or too much to handle

I wasn’t stupid or childish

I’m autistic and mentally ill and just now finally trying to take care of myself

[koshka-matryoshka]

🎶It's beginning to feel a lot like seasonal depression🎶

[wecopewithourptsdwithmemes]

[dsm-lxix]

seasonal depression ruins any chance of me enjoying halloween

[justsimmering]

the fact that seasonal affective disorder is called SAD is just- why’re you mocking us?

[insomniac-arrest]

they call it “seasonal depression” because it’s the seasoning to my regular depression, a little extra spice if you will, some sprinkles of despair, some hints of Melancholy a la carte, I look outside to the dead trees and go “same”

[dsm-lxix]

um could i get one murder please :)

[dsm-lxix]

my psychiatrist says that i most likely have a personality disorder but she has no idea which one :/