"When Erika went down, initially, I didn't feel shock or sadness. I just relieved that it wasn't you. Chris, if you took that bullet and I lost you, I would of never recovered. I know our situation is impossible. I was on my way home to Molly and I came here instead. But being with her feels wrong. Cause all I think about is being with you."
Angst reached another level there ! Jim may not have the Best timing but he knows how to use words. I'm wondering if he was gonna say to herb"i love you" When she asks me in a broken voice "please don't"
Because she knows once it is told, there is no turning back. Because she knows once she'll let Jim know if her feelings, there'll be committed for ever. And right now is not the right time.
She needs to grieve Erika, she needs to process all her emotions to get better and start à relationship on a healthy basis.
She may have been very scared, she surely is a little scared again but from now on she knows how she feels for Street.
It'll take some times for her to get this safe place but the day it'll be done, she and Jim will have the most beautiful relationship they have both never experienced.
"Time is the wisiest councellor of all"- Pericles
"It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important." Saint Exupery
