Becoming Bunny

Notes, descriptions and a diary of my experiences. Proving there doesn't have to be an age cap on becoming a trophy toy. 💕 My primary blog is @bimbo-in-training Collared and owned by @myprimaldrive

[bimbo-in-training]

Hey! Love your content! May I ask something? I have a tumblr account that I’m trying to make bigger. It’s all about bbw and milfs. Would you be interested in summiting some photos for me to post on my tumblr? I would love to be able to put some amateur stuff on there! Keep up the good content! Xx

Thanks for the compliment! 😁 I’m not typically a promotion blog except for women on Fridays!! I will pass on submitting to your blog but I wish you well. I don’t want to be called a “bbw” because I was and am embarrassed of myself at my larger size. That’s why I’m working my ass off to get smaller. Speaking for only myself, I wasn’t proud of being obese and I sure as hell don’t want to be rewarded for the shitty life choices and laziness that got me there. Some pics I have on here are actually humiliating for me to look at but I was trying to make myself feel like it was okay and I was not broken. I was though. I’m also not a mom and don’t want to be classified as one unless I actually have a kid.

And before anyone puts me on blast about how I look/ed or the fact that I’m not thrilled with a bbw title, piss off. My body wasn’t built for the weight I was carrying and l was literally hurting myself to stay unhealthy. That is nothing to be proud of. I’m accepting of and think all healthy bodies are sexy, and am totally “try to love the body you’re in” but not if it means a abusing your body the way I was doing to have gotten the size I was. I know I wasn’t “that big” and a lot of you thought I look better, bigger. I just don’t care. I can’t keep being that person if I expect to stay alive. It isn’t like I was just eating cake too many times a week. My body was being filled with so much garbage that it affected everything about me.

And I’m not making comments about ANYONE ELSE here, only myself. I don’t care what you do with your body. Be happy or fix your shit like I’m doing. Sorry this turned into a thing. I’ve had a lot of coffee. 😂 🐇

Thanks for the ask. 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Because it seems appropriate since I haven't shared here for a while. I'm getting better all the time.🙂

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

I keep letting time get away from me here. 😐 I have so much good stuff going on right now and I should be updating more. I guess I've just been in a happy fog, especially lately.

Daddy finally has his two peas in the same pod. Me and Comicbooks-and-boobs are now officially bimbo sisters under him and I couldn't be more happy. 🙂 He's been training her for several years off and on and so she and I fell right in step with being happy and supportive of one another. I can't wait to meet her. I'm guessing that will happen sometime this fall. 🐇❤️

Daddy has said that I can get Botox again and I still need to schedule the consult for my face and other upgrades I want to talk to them about. :)

I've been swimming a lot lately because I'd hurt my back but I think my chiro finally got me lined back up so I've been able to do regular workouts for the past 5 days. It's been great and I feel like it is going to be a great thing to help me get more fit! 🐇

Anyway, HIIIIIII!!!

[bimbo-in-training]

PSA

Because of a chat I had this evening… when she said she never thought of meeting with her anesthesiologist and surgeon both pre-op because so many people (including her beautiful self) are private about their bodies, DO it do it do it. ESPECIALLY if you have concerns, known issues, etc. I cried on my Doc after he drew my surgical lines on, but I knew he was ready because I had talked to him a few times and had researched him like I was stalking his ass. I talked to the dropper (anesthesiologist) prior, too. Even though I didn’t know until after the surgery that I get ill as hell from being put under, I knew he knew his business. I was safe.

Know. Your. Surgeon.

Know. Your. Surgical. Staff. Those nurses are equally important before and after surgery as the surgeon is during. Yes, really. They pass info along when you’re too stoned, and they care for you right after. ANGELS. That’s why they wear white. Don’t let them fool you.

They’re all there to make you better. Talk their ever loving ears off. The alternative can be too many sorries and I didn’t knows. Don’t be that girl or guy. Shit, I’ll quiz the girl that shoots my forehead with Botox, FFS, you better believe I’ll ask all sorts of uncomfy questions before you knock out or cut me open.

Hugs 💕 This is for Miss August and my other new friends I’ve made my bringing up that my girls are not natural, today. Protect yourself. You may only have one chance to ask the right questions and give them all the info they need to do the best for the team and you. 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

4/14/18

To keep myself occupied during another dryish spell of my favorite thing, I've been digging back into research on facial surgeries, lip implants and possibly a procedure called cool sculpting, or something similar. I've decided to go to the surgeon that did my breast augmentation and get a quote from him for all of it and each thing, individually. I'll wait until next month to go, probably. They're supposed to be changing up the kinds of discounts they run and I'm hoping that maybe I'll get lucky with that. My B/A was less expensive because of the specials they ran, so I think it's great that they do that!

I feel like I need to *do* something. I've even been considering financing options as well, only because I can qualify for some zero percent stuff. That might be much the same as saving it up and doing the surgery after. I might pay for part now and finance some. I don't know. I just know I need to see something happening, or be planning for it, at least. I don't want another empty feeling May like last year, so maybe planning and learning and figuring my way through things will help. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas for getting help on making money for it outside of CB, lemme know. 😋🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Well, that's sucky... I'm one of those people that apparently develops allergies over time, which I guess is what has had my body in a twirl for the past year or so, making me sick, causing me to both get sick and feel less energetic than I used to. From the food / sickness logs I was keeping and talking to my doctor, we've come to figure out that dairy products seem to trigger me to cough, clear my throat a lot, and my nose runs. Also, when I've taken in a lot of dairy products, it somehow weakens my immune system and that's when I get sick, stay sick, or have simple colds turn into raging bronchitis or something similar. For me, the flu lasted probably twice as long as most people had it. The doctor says that the allergy is likely what has been weakening my immune system and causing me to get sick seemingly anytime someone sneezed within a mile of me. We still have some other tests to get through, but it's a start. I'm going to have a hard time getting adjusted to low or no dairy, but I guess I should be thankful that there are so many good alternatives out there. Thank you, vegans. Hehe 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Happy February! I'm going for blood work tomorrow to check all of my levels for whatever. Liver, kidneys, cholesterol, etc. I'm not currently sick, but I'm tired of my immune system being in the crapper and being so tired all the time. I hope I'll get some answers with the tests they run!! 🙂

Other than that, things continue to go super well and I'm pretty happy at this point. Just working and giving myself a break on much more than that for the time being! I've been doing some new training as Daddy has instructed. It's going so well! Very relaxing and nice! I'm also working on getting to the gym regularly, too. I hope that will also improve my health and stuff. Edging, training, princess plugs, oh my! Hehe

Will update again, soon! 🐇

[bimbo-in-training]

I’m so very freckled!! I would actually like to not be so freckled. But I am going to start going to the tanning bed (just little bits) after I get over this sickness so it’s just gonna be more. 😋 I’m posting this laying down under boob shot to show off my pretty scars. Don’t mind my pillow. 🙃 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Whoops. Meant to put this here. Hehe 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

The flu & good stuff!

No bimbo should enter the new year sick, but I did. 🙂 I'm still doing my best to be as cheerful and nice as I can. No excuses on being pleasant, especially to Daddy. I'm not awake much, but I sure can't wait to feel better!!

I'm keeping up my edging!! I swear my nose clears up while I'm doing it, how does that happen?! It is stuffy again after, but I sleep too much to edge alllllll the time. Hehe Anyway I got some Tamiflu now so Yay! That should help me feel better soon.

I'm super excited because I got my new eye cover thingy and have some noise canceling ear cover things so I'm ready to do some more training with Daddy soon. It's a next phase that he was kind of holding off on because he's afraid that I'm really going to begin changing more after i begin doing it. I don't know what the changes are going to be, but I begged him to let's do it anyway, so he is going to. I've waited a really long time and been a very, very good girl so I'm really ready to move on on my training!!🐇

I put a bra on for the first time today in about 3 days to go to the docs office. I don't like it and it's making me a little achey. Part of me is wondring if I need to worry as much about wearing a bra so strictly if I'm just going to get my boobs redone anyway. But I guess I probably should because I want to make sure I don't get any sagging between then and now. I want an upgrade on implants, but definitely want to avoid a lift and stuff if I can. I have started to think boobs with lollipop lift scars are really cool and still beautiful looking, but I don't want to have any more scars than I have to. Scars are painful starts. :)

Bimbo babble session over. 😋🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

I'd really like to have a cock in my mouth right now instead of a cough drop.

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Tech is hard, now. It's always been something I did so well with, too. Not anymore. I never thought I'd have problems getting a vibrator to work but it is obvious that I'm not as smart as the vibe, the apps, or the chrome add on thingy. Thankful for patient people helping me work it out.

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Welcome, 2018!!🐇

Goodbye 2017 and hello to 2018. One of my goals is to update this a lot more!! 😋

Physically, my anti-sick system was pretty crappy during the final quarter of last year. I've spent a lot of time sick and feeling run down. The positive part of that? I'm using it as part of my training because it helped me put into practice being pleasant even when I wasn't feeling good or in the least bit pleasant. It really does make a difference!!

I've been sticking with edging at least a few times each day, even when I've been sick. That's a big one for me. It's helpful in reminding me that a schedule of some sort is a good thing. It's also fun because now I can like tell how different I feel after I do it versus when I don't. My head is just softer and swimmy-er. It's nice. On days when I've felt better, I've edged a lot more. A looooot more.

I almost can't help but rub my boobs on my desk both at work and home now. If I'm not rubbing them, then I often catch myself getting small touches in on my nips. It's so nice because they're so sensitive. Like even when my nips don't get hard, they still seem to feel more. I love it!

So I've been doing cam work on Chaturbate. That's like a huuuuuge change for me. Brought on by Daddy's past of helping get girls into it, he urged me to do it as a way to be able to save up more money for my next implants, sooner. I'm expecting that I'll need to save about 10k for my next round. It will probably happen faster than I thought if I'm lucky enough to keep going with things like I have. 🐇 Luckily, it's gone quite well. I know not everyone has the same experience, but I'm soooo fortunate! For now I just do what Daddy tells me to. I've had other people involved in camming that say they're surprised I'm making what I am. Part of that is likely Daddy keeping what I do very simple. I can't handle too much at once that even when people just try to give me advice about it, I have to talk to him because I don't want to mess up what's already working right. You know?

I'm not going to be able to get my face done before June like I was hoping. I had a dog that needed surgery and that has zapped most of my savings with the apointments and such.

Okay, I'll save more for later and another update. Things are going really well!!! 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Every once in a while I remember to look at my scars. My surgeon is a freaking artist. I have worse scars from growing up with an older brother than these are!! And I was wearing a bra just prior to this, which what's over the scar on the left side of the photo.

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

So, you want to own a bimbo? 😂

I should make a series out of this, just to prepare people for the sticker shock that can go into the care, feeding and maintenance of a proper bimbo!! 🐇 lol

* My hair costs about $150, every 8-10 weeks, to be dimensionally colored. That amount doesn’t include the tip for the stylist. That’s high and lowlights, if you didn’t know. 🙂 I’ve been bleaching it too much, so now I’m going to take some time to throw several darker colors into it. I have to do that because the bleach has made it less healthy, and I’m no longer okay with that. Hehe The super lightening has been the only process that’s really damaged my hair and made me lose a lot of length, so I’m done with that for a while. 🙂 Healthy and long hair are my goals!! I have an appointment for it today! Yay!! Pamper me time! 🖤

* $80 every two weeks. That’s a pedicure and a gel manicure. My nails are back to being in great shape, now!! I have an appointment in 50 minutes. Yay! Pamper me time!! 🖤

* $4000, give or take. That’s what my implants cost, if I remember right. That was all inclusive. 🖤 The next round will be more expensive!!

* $600 is what a three section round of Botox costs. Forehead, crow’s feet and elevens (between the eyes). It lasts about 3-4 months. The benefit to this stuff is even on those days when I’m moody, you sure as hell can’t tell! Lol

* $750 is what I’ve spent on bras, that I can remember. $400 at Nordstrom for four really cute and well-fitted bras. They’ll last a while! $350 at Soma for 4 bras I really love with a passion. Wireless and COMFY!! Bigger boobs cost more to shore up. Lol I know I should be able to go with no bra, but really that’s a bad idea unless I want to have to have a lift, which I don’t. 🖤

* $800 and counting on clothes, just since June! I don’t shop at high end places for the regular clothes I wear, not for home and not for work. I haven’t bought anything yet for fall and winter. I’m pretty sure most men would agree that my old winter clothes are all way to big and don’t show me off at all, so I’ve got my work cut out for me. 🖤

$400, between makeup and moisturizer from Nordstrom, hair care products from Penney’s, and other stuff to try to make this head look it’s best, it adds up! Also figure that I own my first curling iron and flat iron, now. Lol

I’ll try to think of some other things, too, but this is just the tip of it! I know I’ve probably got another $2000 tor the surgery on my face, and that’s probably not including the lip implants I want.

🐇 Thanks for reading and I’m glad I finally finished an update for this page!!

[curvy-cunt-deactivated20180928]

I adore this post! This just reminds me of the people who used to message me and say i needed to progress as a bimbo faster. Like i need time to save up the money first. A lot of men do not understand the actual cost of things girls do to keep themselves extra pretty.

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

You're right!! :) I often have men ask why I'm not moving along faster with everything. It is the money situation. I have to be honest and say that it has been tempting to take donations or figure out other ways to get income besides my regular job. 🙂 🐇

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

So, you want to own a bimbo? 😂

I should make a series out of this, just to prepare people for the sticker shock that can go into the care, feeding and maintenance of a proper bimbo!! 🐇 lol

* My hair costs about $150, every 8-10 weeks, to be dimensionally colored. That amount doesn't include the tip for the stylist. That's high and lowlights, if you didn't know. 🙂 I've been bleaching it too much, so now I'm going to take some time to throw several darker colors into it. I have to do that because the bleach has made it less healthy, and I'm no longer okay with that. Hehe The super lightening has been the only process that's really damaged my hair and made me lose a lot of length, so I'm done with that for a while. 🙂 Healthy and long hair are my goals!! I have an appointment for it today! Yay!! Pamper me time! 🖤

* $80 every two weeks. That's a pedicure and a gel manicure. My nails are back to being in great shape, now!! I have an appointment in 50 minutes. Yay! Pamper me time!! 🖤

* $4000, give or take. That's what my implants cost, if I remember right. That was all inclusive. 🖤 The next round will be more expensive!!

* $600 is what a three section round of Botox costs. Forehead, crow's feet and elevens (between the eyes). It lasts about 3-4 months. The benefit to this stuff is even on those days when I'm moody, you sure as hell can't tell! Lol

* $750 is what I've spent on bras, that I can remember. $400 at Nordstrom for four really cute and well-fitted bras. They'll last a while! $350 at Soma for 4 bras I really love with a passion. Wireless and COMFY!! Bigger boobs cost more to shore up. Lol I know I should be able to go with no bra, but really that's a bad idea unless I want to have to have a lift, which I don't. 🖤

* $800 and counting on clothes, just since June! I don't shop at high end places for the regular clothes I wear, not for home and not for work. I haven't bought anything yet for fall and winter. I'm pretty sure most men would agree that my old winter clothes are all way to big and don't show me off at all, so I've got my work cut out for me. 🖤

$400, between makeup and moisturizer from Nordstrom, hair care products from Penney's, and other stuff to try to make this head look it's best, it adds up! Also figure that I own my first curling iron and flat iron, now. Lol

I'll try to think of some other things, too, but this is just the tip of it! I know I've probably got another $2000 tor the surgery on my face, and that's probably not including the lip implants I want.

🐇 Thanks for reading and I'm glad I finally finished an update for this page!!

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

Grid at the top has the right after surgery photos at the top and the tonight in the same bra pics. I got my nails and toes done again, today. :) I’m trying to be consistent.

I haven’t been successful at getting back into the swing of things, fully. I had consistency and joy for a week as I was led and it made me so happy! Steady isn’t in my world right now, unfortunately. I hope I get back to it.

Anyway, hi!

[bimbo-in-training]

See through shirts are okay, right? This one wasn’t, until it got stretched out and was. Lol This is one of my new bras. 40G and pretty comfy.

“Did my boobs do that?” is kinda my new go to phrase. Hehe

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

😀

[dumbingdownfordaddy]

I think it's cute, don't you?