30s cis f demisexual feminist kinky slut💜 TW for almost everything 👇🏼💜 click that big block button, its free & fun to do 💜 im a very vulnerable traumatized dumb girl tryinf to make sense of life, ive been porn online since 18 & have alotta trauma to process💜 Proud whore 💜 agoraphobic exhibitionist 💜 💜 EXTREME KINKS BELOW💜
all my cute pics previously under #laci is porn are now being tagged under #laci selfie cuz tumblr tagged my porn tags as porn unironically
trauma is a kind of brain damage and i gotta lotta it 💜
pfp+header image are me
hiii i go by LuLu on here! im a girly tom boy, jaded burner, half baked bimbo, reluctant lil girl, late diagnosised neurodivergent, bad feminist, trippy hippy in hibernation, traumatized ditz, (mostly) celibate hypersexual with an unknown body count, extroverted introvert with agoraphobic tendencies, helpless whore, shy exhibitionist, sober intox slut, ex cult kid, experienced self collared submissive, reclusive sex worker, homeschool dropout, wanna be porn star and an evolving hot mess, ask me anything!
(my TAGS still say LACI bcus ive used them too long to change tags but i got tired of going by laci and tumblr renamed me via poll)
asks welcome from 18+, 25+ to DM, prefer 30+
my only goals are to be happy healthy and stable
CURRENTLY IN A CAST as of January 2026 which makes me even more helpless than normal
Click here for more information on ankle surgery
UPDATE: im in a boot now! still helpless! still cant walk!
update update: im starting PT soon!! yay!!
updated update as of april: ive been in PT since March and ive learned to walk with 1 crutch, still in the boot for a few more weeks at most, 1-2 at least!
click below to learn EVEN more about me including kinks limits and a recap of all of my dumb choices in 2025
i dont sext, rp or play with strangers
u can call me lulu, dummy, stupid or cutie but not brat, bitch or cunt
my "likes" are ONLY open from friday to monday, take advantage of the exposure!
ive lowered my no dick pic from strangers boundary per this poll cuz i luv letting tumblr make choices for me
if ur Cock is hard, please show me via DMs asks or submissions (i wont be posting those) its good for my dumb traumatized feminist brain to see how often i make Cocks hard, think of it as exposure therapy
click the tags below this post to see my secrets & inner thoughts exposed especially under #laci is vulnerable, #laci secrets, #laci exposed, #laci trauma triggered & #dumb confession, my future Owner should take note of my needy yearning reblogs under: #cute couple goalz & #cute couple selfie, also posts that embarrass or shame me to admit/reblog are under #laci hides
i DONT take orders from Men who dont own me, only suggestions allowed and im not obligated to follow any suggestions
wondering where my cum counter went? click here for details
send me an ask if u cum using my pics under the tag #laci is porn now #laci selfie tagged under this post, click the tag below for optimal results!
i address Men by Sir and Mr automatically but will use ALMOST any title requested per this post here (no daddy dad dada lord or master titles)
if u read anything on my page read the below(click for original post)
im not pretending to be dumb! this is the only place i dont correct typos, this is rhe only place i can let my adhd run free and ramble widely about any thought that comes to me. i dont judge anyone who plays dumb but my entire bimbo journey i knew that wasnt for me i am s perfectionist submissive snd i couldnt really embrace something if i hsd to pretend to be in it which is why i NEVER fully felt right interacting in s world that assumes im smart snd competent because ive acted like it mu whole life. but the reality is my education was massively neglected and ill never be as smart as once i pretended to be. slowly i find myself relaxing those strict standards in my real life and casually mentioning to friends and family im dumb, most try to laugh it off or protest and i dont push it but someday ill sit down one by one and outline why its validating for me to say that. im dumb snd it wasnt my fault my education was so lacking it wasnt my fault i was abused bullied and raised with clear disadvantages against my success in life. so yes it took a long time to recognize snd accept i am indeed dumb and despite my initial appeal to these kinks has been the degrading aspect, sometging in me knew i needed to take this journey and unpack why being dumb felt like such s vulnerable position to admit. im much happier now but my work isnt over n ill keep working to understand accept and heal from all my trauma
kinks:
bimbofication, dumbification, being a paid whore, degradation, humiliation, anal play, casual condescending degradation/praise, emotional sadism, corruption, hypnosis, hucow, exhibitionism, behavior modification,water sports, male superiority/misogyny kink and gaslighting/manipulation play/mind fucks
limits:
spit, real breeding/pregnancy/milking, blood, incest, gore, slapping/punching/physical abuse, raceplay, needles, stalking, real blackmail, cults, harems , knives, snuff, vore, scat, rude ppl, pig play, talking about friends or family in kink talk, feeder/feedee, pain play, tit torture, extreme or intentional bruising, being called bitch brat kiddo kid or cunt, "it" pronouns, metal hand cuffs, actual rape, sissies, cucking
i dont post face or share my location for safety
dont call me bitch brat cunt or kiddo
my safe word is "safe word" i will normally use it in a full sentence and explain what i am safe wording to be clear
if we have talked a while, and you want to engage in manipulative play, ask me if i want to play marbles per this post here
reluctantly curious about DDLG after years of it being a hard limit, it's a very humiliating change in opinions and im sure Men changed it for me 💜💕
2025 recap:
i quit my too smart hard job after 5 years at the end of feb to prioritize being happier healthier n dumb in simpler terms (actually it was a wildly abusive environment that was slowly getting worse and I almost had a mental breakdown multiple times the last week of feb and i reported my boss on the way out the door so doing mych better now in dec) still very much responsible for my survival which is scary but ive been doing good so far, st first i wanted to see if i could be a solo maid n work for myself until i figure out whats next, but i ended up surviving mainly on gig work from may to dec cuz it was too complicated to set yp a business this year then i realized like in july that i needed to have ankle surgery in January ive been putting off since 2023
so i was working as much as possible trying to save money to do recovery alone in my apartment cuz other wise i would basically become homeless indefinitely but i could only break even every month with 1500 in monthly bills plus gas and car repair in expenses which im proud of myself for being able to survive doing such uncertain work becuz um also recovering from agoraphobic issues that got worse in the last few years of my last job
so around end of nov i realised i couldnt do the surgery without taking a large chunk of my 401k out in January to finance my bills
but on dec 3rd someone merged into my vehicle snd im still working on getting it completely fixed as rhe new year approaches but they did have insurance and im ok physically just not mentally or emotionally ok still
so by dec 4th i relized this all meant i would have to do the 401k withdrawal sooner than expected which pushed up the taxes unfortunately but it couldnt be avoided
also new this year is i tried to submit to a new Dom for the first time in 6 years, starting in april thro july becuz spoiler alert im dumb we moved too fast n it didnt last sadly
then i submitted to someone else that didnt last, the timeline on that one is much hazier tbh but i think i submited to Him from aug thro early nov? maybe?
im not sure tbh... but it confirmed for me that im still too traumatized and need to practice my submission before i can truly belong again
its now dec 27 and i wont be walking by January 16th so follow along to see where life takes silly lulu next!
fun facts:
hypersexual ttraumatized str8ish cis f dumn girl experienced reluctant bimbo, perfectionist submissive, smart depraved whore, un-hibernating SW, degradation slut, ditzy feminist good girl who goes by lulu now, formally known as laci
late diagnosised ADHD CPTSD dyslexic GAD mildly agoraphobic and maybe have pure OCD+autism
i let Tumblr pick my current name lulu n its actually growing in me despite the initial humiliation cuz it wasn't the name i wanted to win the poll
on this blog u will see lots of personal slutty stories from my young dumb party slut days, horny reblogs, pensive over thinking babbles, needy reblogs, typos, emo pensive reblogs, and slutty selfies all (mostly) tagged under this post
for context; auto correct is off,. i dont correct typos unless it makes zero sense, i type ummm when im pausing irl to think or spell out words (I was very badly educated raised in a homeschool cult n its good for me to do this instead of use auto correct or talk to text)
i adore conversations about anything but the more introspective+depraved the better, I'm still demisexual tho so emotional connections are the bees knees
check under the tag "#laci is porn" to see my personal selfies porn
(💜💕 remember i am a human pls! it makes all the depravity so much more degrading & all jokes aside, when treated with respect i respond better 💜💕)
emptying your brain and surgically removing all those critical thinking skills until you get dumb enough that I can switch to suggesting IQ reduction without your smart ass going "erhm ackshually" about intelligence quotient...
Met up with a trucker tonight who wrecked my holes in the cab of his truck.
He had an enormous cock that smashed HARD into my cervix with literally every thrust. It hurt so bad. He stretched my asshole with it too, and my anus hurt but also something deep inside me hurt too with every thrust. He told me over and over to just take it, just take Daddy’s cock. I have red, painful marks on my ass and hips where he slapped and spanked me, plus he choked me and slapped my face too. He fucked me so hard, and came deep in my cunt. My entire body was shaking when he kicked me out after.
Now my asshole fucking aches, and my cunt is sore too. I feel so fulfilled.
It's ok to be brainwashed I want to be brainwashed brainwashing nis good for me I allow myself to be brainwashed brainwashing deelsngood to me I love to be brainwashed iam being brainwashed rightnow hypnosis feels so good iam a hypnkslut hypnosis turns me on I want to be hhpnotized
i just realzied cuz im on the second floor of my apartment buildimg that im in bed squirming in heat n im technically sandwiched between 2 Men who live alone one on the bottom apartment and one above me
and i think both are single cuz ive been noticing the guy who lives above me appears to live alone now
he used to have a gf they moved in together so idk but i just realized that technically im between two Cocks right now n they have no idea im a dumb desperate Cock starved slut in heat o nooo
i like when Men talk to me like im an absolute silly dumb baby actually, dont ask me how im doing just say something goofy and assume silly sexual things about me
I need you to track my cycle and breed me at the worst imaginable time.
Remind me that I’ve been begging you to breed me, so I must really want this. Tell me I no longer get a say, since you’re just giving me what I’ve been asking for. You just want to spoil me and give me my every wish.
“So shut the fuck up and take my cum. I’m going to fill you up so many times.”
want someone to fill my pussy with their piss while on the subway so when I can't hold it well enough and let it flood my panties it just looks like I pissed myself and everyone would think I'm such a gross slut when really I'm your toilet
unfortunately i got too stoned tonight n im officslly in heat cuz i told a guy if he was in my city i would probably let him come over right now but hes not in my time zzone so ya girl is safe lmao
i did my PT exercises n imma try yo sleep soon cuz the longer i stay up the wors i get when im like this but i am officially too stupid to take off my glued on thigh high socks hehe i missed them so much!! my ankle brace is so cute on them too
