30s cis f demisexual feminist kinky slut💜 TW for almost everything 👇🏼💜 click that big block button, its free & fun to do 💜 im a very vulnerable traumatized dumb girl tryinf to make sense of life, ive been porn online since 18 & have alotta trauma to process💜 Proud whore 💜 agoraphobic exhibitionist 💜 💜 EXTREME KINKS BELOW💜
all my cute pics previously under #laci is porn are now being tagged under #laci selfie cuz tumblr tagged my porn tags as porn unironically
trauma is a kind of brain damage and i gotta lotta it 💜
pfp+header image are me
hiii i go by LuLu on here! im a girly tom boy, jaded burner, half baked bimbo, reluctant lil girl, late diagnosised neurodivergent, bad feminist, trippy hippy in hibernation, traumatized ditz, (mostly) celibate hypersexual with an unknown body count, extroverted introvert with agoraphobic tendencies, helpless whore, shy exhibitionist, sober intox slut, ex cult kid, experienced self collared submissive, reclusive sex worker, homeschool dropout, wanna be porn star and an evolving hot mess, ask me anything!
(my TAGS still say LACI bcus ive used them too long to change tags but i got tired of going by laci and tumblr renamed me via poll)
asks welcome from 18+, 25+ to DM, prefer 30+
my only goals are to be happy healthy and stable
CURRENTLY IN A CAST as of January 2026 which makes me even more helpless than normal
Click here for more information on ankle surgery
UPDATE: im in a boot now! still helpless! still cant walk!
update update: im starting PT soon!! yay!!
updated update as of april: ive been in PT since March and ive learned to walk with 1 crutch, still in the boot for a few more weeks at most, 1-2 at least!
click below to learn EVEN more about me including kinks limits and a recap of all of my dumb choices in 2025
i dont sext, rp or play with strangers
u can call me lulu, dummy, stupid or cutie but not brat, bitch or cunt
my "likes" are ONLY open from friday to monday, take advantage of the exposure!
ive lowered my no dick pic from strangers boundary per this poll cuz i luv letting tumblr make choices for me
if ur Cock is hard, please show me via DMs asks or submissions (i wont be posting those) its good for my dumb traumatized feminist brain to see how often i make Cocks hard, think of it as exposure therapy
click the tags below this post to see my secrets & inner thoughts exposed especially under #laci is vulnerable, #laci secrets, #laci exposed, #laci trauma triggered & #dumb confession, my future Owner should take note of my needy yearning reblogs under: #cute couple goalz & #cute couple selfie, also posts that embarrass or shame me to admit/reblog are under #laci hides
i DONT take orders from Men who dont own me, only suggestions allowed and im not obligated to follow any suggestions
wondering where my cum counter went? click here for details
send me an ask if u cum using my pics under the tag #laci is porn now #laci selfie tagged under this post, click the tag below for optimal results!
i address Men by Sir and Mr automatically but will use ALMOST any title requested per this post here (no daddy dad dada lord or master titles)
if u read anything on my page read the below(click for original post)
im not pretending to be dumb! this is the only place i dont correct typos, this is rhe only place i can let my adhd run free and ramble widely about any thought that comes to me. i dont judge anyone who plays dumb but my entire bimbo journey i knew that wasnt for me i am s perfectionist submissive snd i couldnt really embrace something if i hsd to pretend to be in it which is why i NEVER fully felt right interacting in s world that assumes im smart snd competent because ive acted like it mu whole life. but the reality is my education was massively neglected and ill never be as smart as once i pretended to be. slowly i find myself relaxing those strict standards in my real life and casually mentioning to friends and family im dumb, most try to laugh it off or protest and i dont push it but someday ill sit down one by one and outline why its validating for me to say that. im dumb snd it wasnt my fault my education was so lacking it wasnt my fault i was abused bullied and raised with clear disadvantages against my success in life. so yes it took a long time to recognize snd accept i am indeed dumb and despite my initial appeal to these kinks has been the degrading aspect, sometging in me knew i needed to take this journey and unpack why being dumb felt like such s vulnerable position to admit. im much happier now but my work isnt over n ill keep working to understand accept and heal from all my trauma
kinks:
bimbofication, dumbification, being a paid whore, degradation, humiliation, anal play, casual condescending degradation/praise, emotional sadism, corruption, hypnosis, hucow, exhibitionism, behavior modification,water sports, male superiority/misogyny kink and gaslighting/manipulation play/mind fucks
limits:
spit, real breeding/pregnancy/milking, blood, incest, gore, slapping/punching/physical abuse, raceplay, needles, stalking, real blackmail, cults, harems , knives, snuff, vore, scat, rude ppl, pig play, talking about friends or family in kink talk, feeder/feedee, pain play, tit torture, extreme or intentional bruising, being called bitch brat kiddo kid or cunt, "it" pronouns, metal hand cuffs, actual rape, sissies, cucking
i dont post face or share my location for safety
dont call me bitch brat cunt or kiddo
my safe word is "safe word" i will normally use it in a full sentence and explain what i am safe wording to be clear
if we have talked a while, and you want to engage in manipulative play, ask me if i want to play marbles per this post here
reluctantly curious about DDLG after years of it being a hard limit, it's a very humiliating change in opinions and im sure Men changed it for me 💜💕
2025 recap:
i quit my too smart hard job after 5 years at the end of feb to prioritize being happier healthier n dumb in simpler terms (actually it was a wildly abusive environment that was slowly getting worse and I almost had a mental breakdown multiple times the last week of feb and i reported my boss on the way out the door so doing mych better now in dec) still very much responsible for my survival which is scary but ive been doing good so far, st first i wanted to see if i could be a solo maid n work for myself until i figure out whats next, but i ended up surviving mainly on gig work from may to dec cuz it was too complicated to set yp a business this year then i realized like in july that i needed to have ankle surgery in January ive been putting off since 2023
so i was working as much as possible trying to save money to do recovery alone in my apartment cuz other wise i would basically become homeless indefinitely but i could only break even every month with 1500 in monthly bills plus gas and car repair in expenses which im proud of myself for being able to survive doing such uncertain work becuz um also recovering from agoraphobic issues that got worse in the last few years of my last job
so around end of nov i realised i couldnt do the surgery without taking a large chunk of my 401k out in January to finance my bills
but on dec 3rd someone merged into my vehicle snd im still working on getting it completely fixed as rhe new year approaches but they did have insurance and im ok physically just not mentally or emotionally ok still
so by dec 4th i relized this all meant i would have to do the 401k withdrawal sooner than expected which pushed up the taxes unfortunately but it couldnt be avoided
also new this year is i tried to submit to a new Dom for the first time in 6 years, starting in april thro july becuz spoiler alert im dumb we moved too fast n it didnt last sadly
then i submitted to someone else that didnt last, the timeline on that one is much hazier tbh but i think i submited to Him from aug thro early nov? maybe?
im not sure tbh... but it confirmed for me that im still too traumatized and need to practice my submission before i can truly belong again
its now dec 27 and i wont be walking by January 16th so follow along to see where life takes silly lulu next!
fun facts:
hypersexual ttraumatized str8ish cis f dumn girl experienced reluctant bimbo, perfectionist submissive, smart depraved whore, un-hibernating SW, degradation slut, ditzy feminist good girl who goes by lulu now, formally known as laci
late diagnosised ADHD CPTSD dyslexic GAD mildly agoraphobic and maybe have pure OCD+autism
i let Tumblr pick my current name lulu n its actually growing in me despite the initial humiliation cuz it wasn't the name i wanted to win the poll
on this blog u will see lots of personal slutty stories from my young dumb party slut days, horny reblogs, pensive over thinking babbles, needy reblogs, typos, emo pensive reblogs, and slutty selfies all (mostly) tagged under this post
for context; auto correct is off,. i dont correct typos unless it makes zero sense, i type ummm when im pausing irl to think or spell out words (I was very badly educated raised in a homeschool cult n its good for me to do this instead of use auto correct or talk to text)
i adore conversations about anything but the more introspective+depraved the better, I'm still demisexual tho so emotional connections are the bees knees
check under the tag "#laci is porn" to see my personal selfies porn
(💜💕 remember i am a human pls! it makes all the depravity so much more degrading & all jokes aside, when treated with respect i respond better 💜💕)
Have you ever thought about going to a feminist activity dressed as the biggest bimbo slut with a vibrator in you and pretending to really care about womens rights?
Omg no I never have and I would definetly die from embarrassment as they all know me from my past and would totally like curse on me for betraying them. But the idea is absolutely hot
“Who’s a good girl?” in a very condescending voice like you’re speaking to a puppy as my little mouth is gagging balls deep on your cock and looking up at you with hazy eyes. 💖
"Are you having a bad day?" Your husband asked you as he lowered his boxers briefs. Guiding your head towards his crotch. "Why don't you suck on my cock like a pacifier. I know you aren't a little girl, but big girls need soothing too."
And with that you started gently sucking. It was soothing, wasn't it? It gave you something to focus on. You didn't have to be strong and capable. You just need to be a good little cocksucker. Your brain could handle that just fine, couldn't? You were a good little cocksucker. He told you that all of the time.
i was so scared of preg risk tbh but nothing has ever felt as good as how hard fwb n older guy both cum knowing i’m letting them decide if they want to risk it or nah like the feeling of how hard they cum n how deep they push is making me drool thinking about it knowing they don’t care about consequences n my womb being their toy makes it so good for me too
not enough intox posts on this app are about getting as high as possible and then being touched inappropriately, slowly being persuaded into taking their cock while ure nonverbal and whiny. "Shhh, puppy,,, its alright, daddy's just gonna put the tip in, okay?" "Yeah, thats a good boy, biiiiig stretch, you can do it,,," while being groped and theyre forcing more than js the tip in
You are or would become a get used over a toilet ?
oh like be fucked over a toilet like in a public bathroom? ive done Coke in a public bathroom but never had sex in one i got standards baby 🤔😂
jkjk i dont have that many standards but bathrooms are pretty gross so idk if i would have sex in a public one. i have fucked in a few showwrs of course but i think thats different
