dustinvampi

hi i love writing and expressing my feelings to random people:)

[dustinvampi]

Music never ignored me when i needed it

[dustinvampi]

Being pushed away isn’t always the end.

Sometimes the end begins when you realize it was never meant to start.

Your silence is strangely beautiful

but it leaves an ache in my chest.

I loved you most in the moments we were already saying goodbye.

So why wait for something that will never arrive?

Maybe because deep down

we both know life itself is only temporary

[dustinvampi]

when you realize you've healed, but you're not the same anymore

[dustinvampi]

Sometimes I catch myself avoiding people for no real reason. I’ll walk the other way, stay quiet, or keep my distance.. even when a part of me actually wants to be there? Deep down I know why I do it. I’m scared that if people really see me, they won’t like who I am. And that thought sits in my head so often that it starts to feel true. I wish I could just be normal about it, just talk to people without overthinking every little thing i hate it. But insecurity has this way of slowly convincing you that you don’t belong anywhere… like you’re always the extra person in the room that no one really needs

[dustinvampi]

I explained what hurt me?and it still happened so I learned silence instead