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somebrokenfate

Rosie nodded, pressing her tongue to her teeth as she swallowed down her emotions. She looked every where but at him, finding particular interest in a faded spot in the wallpaper above his head. She blinked back tears adn it took a moment before she could say anything. "Well, perhaps thats the answer then, isn't it?" She sighed, her eyes now moving down to her feet. "Its for the best, probably, she's a good person. And you love her and maybe some doors shouldn't ever be opened."

The since of guilt from all of this, for catching feelings for a taken man and for hoping that he'd end things with his partner so they could be together, it was crushing her and now the weight of rejection. She almost forsake her morals for a man who had decided that she wasn't enough.

dvlhls

His eyelids fluttered, a nervous tic he had that was also doing a somewhat decent job at keeping the tears at bay. " You know that's not true, Rose. " It broke him to do this to do this to her. It wasn't fair to either of them. Her... and his girlfriend. He was the selfish one in this situation. " I do love her. And that's what makes it hard. I don't know how to tell her about you. And I can't pretend like these feelings aren't happening. It's too late. I can't go back to being with her like you never happened, " he let out a heavy sigh, the weight of everything making him feel small.

#( thread ; murphy )#( murphy x rosie )

scaredare

muse: martin "marty" veil. plot: a couple of friends, a remote cabin. they thought they were alone, they aren't. take this in any direction; home invasion, murder, cult, supernatural shenanigans, whatever your spooky heart desires. the random girl can be whoever. also feel free to respond with multiple muses!

"hey, whoa, what the-" his body jerks forward, moving from a comfortable half-lying position to sitting rigidly on the couch. a sudden element of unease has been sprinkled into what had been an otherwise relaxing evening. "ey, did you see that?" blinks rapidly, focus shifting from the window he's been goggling at to the person next to him. "there's someone outside," marty gets up, pointing towards where seconds ago he had spotted a figure, watching them from behind the glass. "i think it was that chick. from before?" the one who showed up earlier in the day, asking for directions to her friend christina's place. "what the hell?" he hadn't thought much of it in the moment, assuming she must've been lost and politely informing her the next cabin was about a forty-five minute drive north. now he's mildly freaked out, standing by the window and looking in the direction she sprinted after meeting his gaze.

dvlhls

without much urgency, caroline pushed herself up off the floor, propping her bottle of beer on the floor behind her. she ambled over to marty, manoeuvring herself around the labyrinth of their friends' legs. her chin came down onto his shoulder, trying to line up her eyesight with his. it took a moment for her eyes to adjust to the dark outside. regardless, she didn't see anything out of the ordinary out there. he had to be messing with them, trying to bring some tension to their relaxed evening. " i can't see anything... " she hummed. standing back straight, taking her chin off his shoulder, her hands on her hip in an almost mocking attempt at seriousness. " you know what, marty ? i think you should go out there and check it out. report back to us. "

#NOT THE RETURN OF MARTY VEIL IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2025 #i havent seen this fucker in yeaarrrrsssss #( thread ; caroline )#( caroline x marty )

bvrningdcwn

There was some disbelief in her gaze as she looked at him. They had talked about this, talked about it. The situation wasn't fair to any of them, maybe more to his girlfriend who was unaware of the feelings Leti and Murphy had for each others. They hadn't really talked about it, not in length but it was there, what they felt. "You have stronger feelings for her," she flatly said. There was nothing mean or bitter in her words but Leti couldn't fantom why else Muprhy couldn't leave his girlfriend. "I can't be just your friend Murphy. And I don't want to make you choose, that's not fair on you. So I'll make the choice and leave you alone." Leti wanted to cry, could feel her heart literally breaking as she said the words, her voice betraying her emotions.

dvlhls

" No, no, that's not what I want, Leti, " he stumbled over his words, a panic growing his throat. He reached for her, hesitating for a moment, and then dropping his hands to his sides. Murphy took a deep breath, trying to choose his next words with purpose. It took everything in him to meet her eyes, the pain in her voice making him want to shatter into a million pieces. " I want to be with you. I want you, Leti. I am choosing you. I- " What was he supposed to say to justify causing her pain? She deserved so much more than him. " She's been with me through so much. I owe her everything. I don't know how to tell her I've fallen in love with somebody else. "

#perfect : )#( thread ; murphy )#( murphy x leti )

hcrrormovie

isabella just stood there in silence for a couple of moment as she allowed his words to really set in. this hadn't been the first time that he'd told her that he was going to end things with her just for it to fall through. " what stopped you this time? " the feelings she harbours for him is deep, but a person could only last so long on empty words. it isn't fair that she keeps putting her own possibility of meeting on hold with the hopes that he is going to finally build up the nerve to break things off with the other female. it left her questioning if maybe she'd been reading the signs from him completely wrong the past couple of months.

dvlhls

he ran his fingers through his hair, his eyes unable to meet her's. usually the excuses started rolling off his tongue like they were second nature to him. there was always a reason, something to explain why it wasn't the right time end things with his girlfriend. this time was different. he didn't have an excuse. he shook his head, not knowing what he could say to her explain this. he hardly understood it himself. he knew what he felt for isabella was real. he wanted to be with her. he also knew he had dedicated 4 years of his life to a girl who hadn't done anything wrong except not be the woman stood in front of him now. " i just couldn't do it, " he shook his head, his eyes still refusing to meet her's, " i'm sorry. i- " he hesitated a moment, not sure how to carry on, " i want to be with you. i just don't know how to do it without hurting her in the process. "

#its great ! 👍#( thread ; murphy )#( murphy x isabella )

open for anyone. feat. MURPHY ADAMS ( test muse, still trying to figure out. )

" i couldn't do it. " the words hung heavy in the air between them. he wished more than anything he could tell them something else. tell them he'd broken up with her and that they could finally do something about these feelings that have been bubbling under the surface for the last few months. the feelings that had grown too big to go unspoken. but he was a coward.

#open starter #indie starter #indie rp #( thread ; murphy )

ashstfu

girl breakfast lunch dinner supper brunch etc

selenastaylors

shoutout to all the teenage girls in their 20s who are streaming speak now tv rn

kittenchomp

straight boys should kiss their boybestfriends AT LEAST once. just to see if they like it

#freddy x eugene

xavierkat

One of my favourites from the many fantastically written ‘small’ scenes in this show. (I really need to stop screenshotting this.) - Love, created by Judd Apatow, Lesley Arfin, Paul Rust, 2016.

#steffy x elton