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hi guys hi i love u i love everything in the world ive been busy as shit with chud university but all is well hi

ive been reading books and watching movies ive been studying crazy style trying to pull a disney imagineering internship ive been teaching myself emotional functionality and generally how to be a human being. its pretty scary to be suddenly all alone in the world and realize everyone around you was taught pretty early on how to be alive and now u have to teach urself. but it definitely beats being anything else

#i had a meltdown first semester of first year so bad i had to emergency go to a psychotherapist #she said i have some made up bullshit ‘personality disorder’ so i ditched her but i am keeping it in mind when teaching myself to be human

tomorrow i will choose one lucky mutual to become me in secret. stay tuned

strokingout

hold on i have to do everything

admin is beautiful and kind……..🐁 hi

#u only want me for my scary eyes

glad to see that u r still alive. hope ur doing well :)

i will never die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanku tho im doing okay im managing, hope u are too !!

patrickbatemanamericanpsycho

“what aesthetic is this” it’s me beating you over the head with a hammer

quantumshade

i get why people are skeptical of claims about “rising antisemitism” in a world where a genocidal state is claiming everyone standing up to them is being antisemitic, but the reality is that the average person actually genuinely is being more antisemitic. every comment section on every single post i saw about Holocaust Remembrance Day was like this

israel’s actions ARE causing a rise in antisemitism in the average gentile, because they push the narrative of representing jewish people as a whole, which would make us all culpable for their horrific actions. and even the people who aren’t being antisemitic themselves are certainly more okay with the people around them being antisemitic. it's likely someone you know or are close with believes in some sort of conspiracy about jews running the world or having all the money or controlling the media etc etc. not zionists, not israelis, jews. israel wants jews to believe that everyone hates us and they’re the only safe place for us to exist. as a diaspora jew whose family fled the shoah this is not fucking true and it’s insulting to say that it is, but being a gentile saying this shit only helps israel’s cause because it's what they want us to believe. they want the world to hate jews. don’t fucking fall for it. judaism is not zionism and zionism is not judaism.

quantumshade

to be fair, this is kind of exactly why people are skeptical — institutions like the ADL and similar groups that produce these statistics are deeply zionist and are counting anyone speaking out for palestine in these hate crime statistics. it’s important to acknowledge that both of these things are true; that zionist groups are coopting the idea of antisemitism to suit their needs (making the word feel as though it means nothing!) AND that actual antisemitism — that is, hatred towards judaism and any jewish people, holocaust denialism, saying that we “deserved” the shoah or that “hitler was right”, that kind of thing — are all happening more and more in increasingly public spaces