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wreck

low1life

dude i want to fall in a love so deep that my life is turned upside down, i deserve it.

flowers in motion on 35mm

#35mm #leicam6

sare in seattle on 35mm

#35mm #seattle

a studio in seattle #120film #mediumformat #seattle

jaded

I feel like a hero And you're my heroine Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?And I feel a weakness coming on

Never felt so good to be so wrong Had my heart on lock down And then you turned me around I'm feeling like a new born child Every time I get a chance to see you smile It's not complicated I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard Now I'm running and screaming

ily

I hope you're alright, and I'm sorry that I wasted your time Never had the intention to make you go To make you go To make you go, to make you go, I never wanted to make you go You might be a stranger now and I just wanted to let you know That I meant what I said And every dream I've ever had has been of myself And every dream I've ever had's been of Better view with a ten month summer Losing you is like cutting my fingers off

#cutting my fingers off

wedding photographer.

idk, if i’ve just became an emo mess. but i’ve had the pleasure of being a wedding photographer and it’s such a beautiful thing to see. even the brothers making best man speeches or seeing the parents of the couple tear up on the day. it makes me think so much of my family and hope they can experience if i get married one day. i just envision me telling my brother how much i love him on his wedding day. idk, stuff like that just gets me in deep thought.

adrian and roses

#35mm #film

cannon beach, or

#oregon #film

amiiam22fuk

dad.

it’s been a long while since i’ve been on tumblr. i can’t remember the last time i reblogged something.

it’s november 2021 now. this last year has been hard. the hardest part was my dad almost passing last october 19th. early that morning he had a heart attack and it was the most traumatic experience in my life. fortunately, he’s still with us.

this year has also been super busy and draining on a portrait aspect. i’ve been shooting a lot of weddings and it’s been more of an emotional rollercoaster. there’s been times where i have been shooting the couples first dance and then the mother / son & father / daughter dance and it makes me think and hope that the day when i get married i’ll have my dad by my side to see it. i’ve hid behind my camera during multiple weddings to hide my tears.

i’m currently editing a wedding where the father of the groom is giving a speech and the dad is crying saying how proud he is of his son. the son / the groom also is bawling and i’m editing it all.

being apart of someones life changing day is such a beautiful and wholesome feeling.

i’ve never told anyone this but i hope my dad is there whenever i get married.

#personal #dad