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jean thinspo

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• not mine •

fvckthefate

tumblr deleted my original blog and post sooooooo:

this is me in the top photo.

the second photo was me after one month of being with my ex boyfriend.

the third photo was taken a few days into recovery.

my name is Heather, I was nineteen years old, broken hearted and broken. my boyfriend did this to me. if you EVER notice abnormal jealousy or controlling issues with your “man” LEAVE HIM. THINGS CAN NOT GET BETTER WHEN HE DOESN’T KNOW HE’S SICK. i almost lost my life last night to someone who claimed he loved me.

we were fighting. arguing. like any normal couple-until i tried running. i was dragged up the stairs by my hair, thrown into an empty bedroom where he began strangling me. He stopped eventually of course, after me nearly blocking out. I caught my breath, and suggested we take a break. when i said those words, something flipped inside of him.. the look in his kind eyes vanished and all i could see was anger and evil. he then smashed a sharp drink pitcher into my face repeatedly until my nose and other parts of my face started gushing blood all over the bed. once he saw what he had done, he ran to the bathroom and was screaming “WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DO!!! OH MY GOD!!!! I’M SO SORRY!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!” etc while rocking back and forth in the bathtub, fully clothed. that was my final chance. i ran downstairs to phone 911 and request an ambulance and officers RIGHT away. as soon as he heard me on the phone he started thumping down the stairs after me screaming- “DON’T CALL ANYONE!” i have never been so petrified in my life. and i’ve been to hell and back. as soon as i heard the thuds down the steps, i ran outside into the snow banks wearing nothing on my bare feet, jogging pants, and a thin tank top in -20 Canadian weather. i luckily immediately saw two strangers walking across the street. I dropped the phone I had scooped up on my way out into the snow and ran over to them screaming for help. all they could see was a face covered in tears and blood crying, and desperately clinging to them for life. one of them instantly pulled out their cell phone and explained the situation to 911. the other sat with me on a set of stairs outside a local food bank a few steps away, holding me and comforting me until i flagged down a random black van. he backed up over train tracks to get a better look at what he had passed. once he saw me, he got out of the vehicle, got me into his back seats and gave me a ride to the hospital where i was rushed into emergency. i was stitched up alone. i was in shock now- crying out for my parents, continuing to redial both their phone numbers, leaving endless text messages and voicemails. it was 3:00AM, they were at home warm in their beds, about to be woken up to officers banging at their door informing them of their battered and broken up daughter in the hospital.

thankfully, i had no broken bones. i had two black eyes, i had gashes all over my forehead and other hidden parts of my body. i had three sets of stitches- one under my eye, one on the bridge of my nose, and one on the palm of hand from trying to block the swings. up until last night, i would’ve spent the rest of my life with him. i would’ve done anything to keep him in my life. now i’m terrified of living my own life. i’m terrified of my reflection. i’m terrified of what he’s now going through. and i’m terrified of sleeping. I wish I could’ve seen the signs.

Please reblog, I think every young girl needs to read this.

a-list-of-moods

If this hellsite website gets shut down I will be very disappointed because this is the closest I’ve ever been to popular even though it’s like sitting at the cool table at a mental hospital

sorryimjessi-blog

Dear friends of Tumblr,

Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.

mortally-challenged

hotgarbagecentral

If you don’t reblog this, then I am honestly very concerned.

5sosphanandshortbread-deactivat

everytime i see this im gonna reblog it and weed out my pedo followers

dreamstormdragon

I’ll reblog it.

sushi-monger

blue-skyes-above

m8 i talk to my internet friends every night

roseverdict

boi yesss

play-doh-slut

i’ve had a realization and i’m sure it’s been done before but-

millennial depression:

gen z depression:

cpunks

that weird group of teens who were born 1999-2003 all experienced millennial depression around age 12 and then currently experience gen z depression

sad-thinning-failure-deactivate

I feel personally attacked 🙃 this is too accurate

antiquediner

being overweight with an ed

your parents promote it:

“ok fast as long as you can and i’ll buy you really low calorie foods and you can keep your intake to whatever you want.”

your significant other promotes it:

“wow babe you’re getting so small! that’s great!”

the people around you could care less if you eat 10 calories or 1000:

“oh! the healthier choice? proud of you!”

if you DO decide to eat regularly, you’ll be judged.

“are you sure? you’ve been doing so good lately..”

doctors won’t diagnose you.

nobody will suspect a thing.

and i think that’s the worst thing about it.

because they don’t care until you’re skinny.

and i’m just. not. skinny.

bipolarblueberries

By all means, talk and raise awareness about depression. But please mention:

•Not showering or brushing your teeth for two weeks •Getting sick from a vitamin D deficiency because you haven’t been outside in a solid month •Getting lightheaded when you stand up from bed because you’ve been laying down for days •The body pains •Shampoo not bubbling because this is the first time you washed your hair in three weeks •Over stimulation •Pity from a distance •'Get over yourself, there’s people *in Africa starving, with cancer, homeless, living in poverty, dying, ect.’ •Massive weight gain •Massive weight loss •Both •Your body literally changing how it looks and deposits fat based on frequent weight gain and loss •Hair loss •Zero self esteem •Breaking out in acne so bad you can’t put your head on a pillow from pain •Being too depressed to commit suicide •Self imposed isolation •Stomach cramps •Nausea •Vomiting •'You’re so dramatic, it can’t be that bad’

If you don’t, I’m not saying you’re not raising awareness, but you definitely need to reevaluate your platform

yo-daddys-my-bitch

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

hermes-is-my-homeboy

10 of Pentz came thruuu

violaslayvis

Omg this actually works!!! Thank you 10 of Pentacles!!!

borkdork

I could seriously use this money right now….

ashashi-corner

Please give me my refund of 400$ soon…

hermes-is-my-homeboy

I feel obligated to reblog this every time it shows up in my dash

hermes-is-my-homeboy

No bragging, just 100% floored and grateful. Work hard, maintain a positive attitude, and believe that anything can happen.

virgocity

So I reblogged this exactly a week ago because I thought it was funny and uh lo and behold, a family friend wrote me a big ol’ check just to help me out of a tough financial spot AND my bank refunded me $32 for fees they’d originally taken out. SO UH YEAH. Reblogging this again in hopes that it brings equally good fortune to my followers.

penprp

Sure why not? Jobs bring in money and prosperity…

leradny

I NEED TO FIX MY CAR DOOR

getlostpeeves

It fucking WORKED.

kezia-kawaii

give me money

i can’t afford to breathe

dxadkittxn

Ummmm Can I have money please??

october-rustt

sexualassbutts

If you're ever bored, here's a list of Studio Ghibli films you can watch for free.

Castle In The Sky (1986) Grave of the Fireflies (1988) My Neighbor Totoro (1988) Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Only Yesterday (1991) Porco Rosso (1992) Pom Poko (1994) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Princess Mononoke (1997) My Neighbors the Yamadas (1999) Spirited Away (2001) The Cat Returns (2002) Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) Tales from Earthsea (2006) Ponyo On A Cliff From The Sea (2008) The Secret World of Arrietty/The Borrower Arrietty (2010) From Up on Poppy Hill (2011)

If any of the links stop working, please let me know so I can fix it.

For Castle In The Sky, wait for the free user button to be clickable and it will send you to the video.