Never Enough

Indie. Multi-Muse/Fandom/Ship. Est. 5/2018

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Sometimes I come back here and wonder if the Free! rp fandom is still alive.

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Late Night Wanderings Sentence Starters

“What are you doing out this late?”

“This part of town isn’t a good place to be at this time of night.”

“Now what’s a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this?” 

“You do realize what time it is, right?” 

“Where are you going at this hour?” 

“The sun isn’t rising anytime soon, you know.” 

“Do you know where I am?” 

“The city looks different at night.” 

“This street is very dark…” 

“Why don’t you come stand in the light?” 

“Are you lost?” 

“I got turned around in the dark…” 

“This isn’t the time to go wandering around.”

“Only fools and trouble come out to these parts at this hour.” 

“Looking for trouble, are we?” 

“A little late to be shopping.” 

“Just coming back from the bar?” 

“Think any of the pubs are still going to be open?” 

“Trouble lurks around every shadowed corner.” 

“Woah! I didn’t see you there!”

“Where did you come from?” 

“What are you doing here?” 

“A bold move to show your face here in the shadows of night.” 

“Go home.” 

“It isn’t safe here at this time of night.” 

“You’re being watched.” 

“What are you doing still up?” 

“Looking for something?” 

“I like walking when the streets are empty.”

“It’s dangerous to walk at night alone.” 

“I know where I’m going.” 

“The trees are kind of spooky…”

“Did you hear that howl?” 

“Was…was that an owl…?” 

“This path is scary at night…” 

“The woods is no place a __ after dusk.” 

“Oh you poor soul, wandering lost in the forest under the new moon…” 

“You can’t see the stars from here…” 

“This is the witching hour.” 

“Dark beasts lurk here. Be cautious.” 

“Stay on the road!” 

“Talking a midnight stroll along the beach?” 

“The ocean is so mysterious at night…” 

“What brings you to the pier at this hour?” 

“What dangers lurk in these dark waters, I wonder.” 

“You’re going to get yourself lost one of these days.” 

🌙+ your own

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SUP Y’ALL.

It’s been a minute, but I would love to get the ball rolling again!

So if you want a start, feel free to like this. If you wanna continue our thread, you can like this post too and I’ll hit you up. Looking forward to it!

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‘  oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’

   Henry felt his heart squeeze at those words, his palms pressing flush into the sheets beneath him. He looked out the window, cocking a leg up to rest his elbow against then his chin against an enclosed fist. How was he going to respond to that? Of course, he’d been foolish – stayed much longer than intended, slept in the same bed, maintained frequent communication… it was only a matter a time.

   A soft sigh…

   He’d be lying if he said he didn’t feel something – even if it wasn’t as intense as Lin’s words. Henry turned his head, peering over his shoulder at his companion. 

   “I think you might need some time to reevaluate those words,” Henry finally spoke, voice grating against morning vocal chords. “Especially if you’ve not the slightest idea what you’re getting yourself into.”

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✰   —  —  —  LIGHT HEARTED SUGGESTIONS STARTERS

‘  the world is a little happier with you in it.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  i’m done apologizing for who i am.  ’ ‘  i am stronger now and i will not say sorry.  ’ ‘  let this moment be your starting point. let this moment be the one when it all began.  ’ ‘  if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.  ’ ‘  it’s never too late to rebuild yourself.  ’ ‘  healing takes time, but it will come.  ’ ‘  your warmth and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  your feelings are valid.  ’ ‘  your opinons are valid.  ’ ‘  your happiest moment is still yet to come.  ’ ‘  turn off the light and close your eyes. it can wait until tomorrow.  ’ ‘  self love is a daily commitment.  ’ ‘  don’t let those thoughts that are telling you can’t keep you from trying at all.  ’ ‘  not today. i won’t let it defeat me.  ’ ‘  stop punishing yourself. please. you don’t deserve it.  ’ ‘  breathe.  ’ ‘  you don’t deserve that! demand better!  ’ ‘  i hope you find what your soul really needs.  ’ ‘  i hope you find the happiness you yearn for.  ’ ‘  there is a point where you have to let go of the anger.  ’ ‘  even if your voice was shaky and you stuttered on your words, you still spoke up and i am so proud you did.  ’ ‘  there’s something incredible about you and i can’t quite tell what it is. maybe that’s the magic in it.  ’ ‘  i know you want more and your heart is driven like that, but don’t take on too much.  ’ ‘  people aren’t always going to do and say what you want them to and that’s okay.  ’ ‘  you are a living, breathing masterpiece.  ’ ‘  some might not understand your beauty, but you are art nonetheless.  ’ ‘  quiet down those thoughts. it’s not worth it tonight.  ’ ‘  try to have gentle thoughts.  ’ ‘  your intrusive thoughts are just thoughts and nothing more than that.  ’ ‘  i love you… i always have.  ’ ‘  i tell myself i don’t care, but i care too much.  ’ ‘  maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency.  ’ ‘  concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas, your arms around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of my neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go.  ’ ‘  look close enough and you’ll find how much i adore you in every subconscious thing i do.  ’ ‘  there are countless parts of you i’ve yet to meet, yet to memorize. nevertheless, i’ll keep wanting to get to know you even when i know everything.  ’ ‘  you make me feel loved in my unlovable moments and beautiful even in my ugliest ones.  ’ ‘  oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  thank you for never making me inadequate or dumb or inferior.  ’ ‘  your constant love and respect has given me incredible strength and confidence.  ’ ‘  thank you for seeing all the good in me.  ’ ‘  every night i image you beside me.  ’ ‘  it breaks my heart that you can’t fall asleep with me in the same room or the same city, but i always remember that even an imagined silhouette of you is better than nothing at all.  ’ ‘  the spaces between your fingers are where mine fit perfectly.  ’ ‘  by some miracle, the universe created you. of all the infinite combinations of atoms, somehow that infinity filtered down to form you.  ’ ‘  what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are.  ’ ‘  the moment i let myself believe i was going to be okay was the moment i finally was.  ’ ‘  protecting your own happiness ins’t selfish.  ’ ‘  you deserve every ounce of happiness.  ’ ‘  a week, a month, a year without you is nothing compared to the lifetime we’ll spend together.  ’ ‘  tomorrow is a new day. and a new day after that. it’s never too late to start over.  ’ ‘  i finally realize that i no longer need your approval and i never really did.  ’ ‘  maybe i will be okay in the end.  ’ ‘  maybe i will find all that i’m searching for.  ’ ‘  maybe i will figure out all that i am.  ’ ‘  whatever. whatever. whatever. let is pass right by you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you are only presented with obstacles you are strong enough to conquer.  ’ ‘  it’s been long enough. it’s time to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  your bad days don’t make your good days any less good.  ’ ‘  even in your darkest times, the sun still rises.  ’ ‘  your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even.  ’ ‘  your feelings are your own. no one should be allowed to define them for you.  ’ ‘  ever since our storylines intertwined, i haven’t stopped smiling. you are the best plot twist.   ’ ‘  your thoughts are something that deserve to be heard.  ’ ‘  sometimes it’s not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean there’s no value in it happening.  ’ ‘  your greatest love story is the one you have with yourself.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  your existence alone has altered the world. you are more important than you know.  ’ ‘  thank you for letting me forget all the bad, even just for a second.  ’ ‘  you were built for whatever is thrown your way. you are ready.  ’ ‘  no matter what your mind is telling you, please know that you are enough.  ’ ‘  what i can’t fathom is how we can be so close yet so far away.  ’ ‘  you are not a bad person for having bad thoughts. forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  you are growing from this.  ’ ‘  you will heal in time.  ’ ‘  your strength and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  i’m just trying to be happy and stop thinking about what other people think.  ’ ‘  i want to be someone who sees magic in ordinary things.  ’ ‘  be extra. enjoy things and show it. stop apologizing for it.  ’ ‘  why do you keep trying to impress people who don’t matter?  ’ ‘  let go of the hate. let go of the anger. let go of the resentment. just let it go because it’s holding you back.  ’ ‘  you’re really cute and you make me really happy.  ’ ‘  show me your genuine care.  ’ ‘  why are you beating yourself up over things you can’t control? breathe.  ’ ‘  people annoy me too easily. i need to cut that shit out. i’m not cool enough to be trying to pull that.  ’ ‘  underestimate me and give me the ability to prove you wrong.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to have everything figured out.  ’ ‘  you’re not a bad person for being angry.  ’ ‘  forever is an adventure with you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite reason to stay awake.  ’

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SUP Y’ALL.

It’s been a minute, but I would love to get the ball rolling again!

So if you want a start, feel free to like this. If you wanna continue our thread, you can like this post too and I’ll hit you up. Looking forward to it!

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💜 anon cause Im shy :c

💜 - hateship ( they hate each other but can’t stay away )

I NEED THIS SO ANON PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME TO ME. 

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Shipping Call - Send me one if you want to plot one or more of these

💚 - friendship 💙 - kinship ( blood or symbolic familial bond ) 💔 - past relationship 💜 - hateship ( they hate each other but can’t stay away ) 💛 - hateship ( enemies ) 💟 - friends with benefits ❤ - romantic relationship

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immortals in love with humans (◡‿◡✿)

immortals in love with humans who die (◡‿◡✿)

immortals in love with humans who die and become reincarnated (◡‿◡✿)

immortals in love with humans who die and become reincarnated and don’t remember them (◕‿◕✿)

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I’ll do more free-related posts once I’ve watched the newest ep!!

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Trying to get my life together, please hold –

Drafts: 4

    @sydneyreturn > Hiyori && Rin / Kisumi && Rin     @uncuredwrath > Kisumi && Haru     @vessuvius > Henry && Lin 

Starters: 2

    @swamalone > Hiyori && Ikuya     @swamback > Kisumi && Mako     @chosenwars/freebound > Asahi && Haru

If I’m missing anyone please let me know!!

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@swamback

   “Come o-oon, Mako!” Kisumi urged, fingers curling against the forearm of the larger male. He smiled brightly, one of his hands going to his pocket to fish out his cellphone to show the picture of the two girls. “Double dates are the most fundamental part of being young and being away from home! Aside from eating and other pleasantries,” he went on, tapping his thumb on the screen over the girl that particularly piqued his interest.

  “Besides! She won’t say yes unless her friend can come and I arrange a date for her too. You’re free Saturday, right?” Kisumi finally detached his hand from the other’s arm and let out a croon. “This would mean the world to me if you could do this. Please?”

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belugafins·:

‘Quiet people are quite pleasant to the most. After all, it is a deep part of our culture to be polite and hold back around others’ Ikuya replies and sips on his tea again. Brown eyes meet with the others and for a second, there’s a smile on his lips before it’s faded again already.

'I’m just saying, you shouldn’t let your impulse control you all too often. For the sake of your career but you are free to do so to any other time, of course. Even your sister clearly has the better manners. Maybe that’s why her son seems to be so fond of Kisumi. He sent me a photo of it.’

    Asahi sucked his teeth, his head turning to follow the ‘tsk’ sound. “There’s nothing wrong with saying thing the way you see ‘em,” he retorted, eyes darting at the tea cup clutched between the other’s hands. He huffed -- if that boy sips one more time --

   “You’re painting me out to be some wicked person. I haven’t done anything wrong to anyone, I’m just... loud. So what’s the problem? A swimming career will be determined on work ethic and performance -- both of which I’m improving every day,” he sank into his seat, pursing his lips as to bite back the urge to say something else. Low blow -- the thought passes his mind at the mention of his sister and his nephew. “At least I don’t hold grudges.”

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suddenly feels really insignificant because of all the new faces in the free! fandom

yeet

[cursorium]

send my muse “we’re alone now, you could kiss me.” for their reaction.

or— send in your muse’s reaction to mine asking.

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Started uni again today! I’ll be trying to get on to do my replies this week, but I’ll also be out of town this weekend which means: I’ll most likely be unplugged.

Don’t give up on me yet!

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'Are you sure this is your sister, Asahi? She is so nice and calm? You still seem to have the tendency to scream around a lot' Ikuya states while sipping on his tea. Asahi's sister does make really good tea, that he admits with no problem. 'Please don't scream while swimming, I don't want you to swallow water and get hurt' Ikuya tries to sound playful but it might be embarrassing, so he blushes, deciding this isn't for him. 'Just focus on your strokes.' (from belugafins c:)

@belugafins

    “H-hey!” Asahi began, his mouth immediately shutting when he realized how loud he had been. Well, in his defense – he was being attacked! Asahi burrowed his face into his arms, a whine emitting from muffled lips. “I’ve swallowed enough chlorine to know not to yell carelessly while in the pool, thank you,” Asahi protested as his arms began to stretch over the tabletop. He lifted his head again.

   “The day you stop being quiet is the day I’ll stop being loud. How about that?”