A year ago, if you told Jude that real magic existed in the world, he would have laughed at you. Six months ago, he would have rolled his eyes and sighed in disappointment. Tonight, perhaps more than ever, Jude believed in the thrilling, wonder-filled existence magic. It floated between trains of expensive cloth and glided around dainty glasses of bubbly alcohol. It looked at the world with soft eyes the color of clear skies. It gave a kind, reserved smile to the faces it met, saving its gift of laughter for only its most treasured of moments, when it would chime out, holding its slender hands over its fluttering heart. It flushed from pale to pink as boys in fancy jackets flocked to it like birds to a watering hole.
Wait… what? Where the hell is this metaphor going?
Jude had maybe–just maybe–overdid it a bit with the third joint. It had been several months since he’d last smoked pot, and his body had been changing an awful lot these days. Nothing seemed to effect him the way he expected it to. This champagne splashed in frigid waves in his stomach, refreshing and harmless as water. The alcohol never had a chance to soak into his bloodstream before his magic soaked it up. A shame really, as Jude wished more than anything that he could drown out this unbearable pulling sensation that tugged in his chest whenever her radiance captured his eye from across the room. This horrible feeling was a twisting, gnawing hunger he just couldn’t sate.
Or was that the munchies?
Jude frowned deeply at the gurgling tension in his stomach and raised a finger to jab at it frustratedly. “Calm down would you? I already ate half the buffet.” It wasn’t food it wanted. It wanted Faye. Something had happened in the months between that frightening night in the woods and now. He had tried so hard to keep his distance, to be there for her and protect her but only with a careful, friendly space between them. Anytime it began to feel too much like… something else, he scurried away to go do something else, to think about something else, anything other than Faye. It had been working well, until tonight.
Tonight, as much as he smoked, or drank, or ate, or wandered around the extravagant grounds, her wispy shape draped in sheer white and bursting frills of flowers and long sunshine-colored hair spilling over her small bare shoulders called to him back like a siren song. It was infuriating, especially when every time he found her, there was another new boy hovering around her. Jude shuffled from foot to foot. His hand in his pocket fidgeted with the shape of the lighter. Finally, he finished his drink that had been sitting in his hand like a prop for long enough and discarded the glass on the nearest table with a heavy thud. He cleared his throat and brushed aside a swoop of trimmed bangs that were beginning to fall out of their combed hairstyle and tumble across his forehead in whatever manner they wished. He was going to do it.
Do what? He had absolutely no idea. But he sure as hell was going to do something about something. Maybe even something about this churning, tugging, yearning in his stomach. Maybe something he might regret later. He didn’t know. Back home, things were easy, he knew how he felt about things. If a guy got too close, too touchy with something that didn’t belong to him, he got a clean, solid wake-up-call to the nose. But this wasn’t East London, this was a posh charity ball. Jude’s shoulders were cramped inside a tight little costume of high-fashion. Worst of all, Faye wasn’t his. So… he’d do something. Something else. Something appropriate, he hoped. Who knows what appropriate is in this kind of backhanded manners circus?
He didn’t get far. It was like everyone was moving in slow motion but him. As much as he nudged and pushed forward through the crowd, people moved at a snails pace to get out of his way. Jude huffed quietly, steeling himself to try again with more gusto, when something grabbed his arm and pulled him in a completely different direction.
“Woah! Oi, watch it!” Jude clung to the person that was pulling him sideways in an effort to keep from toppling onto the ground. A warm masculine voice hummed in his ear, though Jude didn’t catch the words. “Oh. Hullo hullo Dane. Where we goin’ to, then?” The naturally thick cockney accent of East London slurred his words. His gaze turned away from the direction they walked, watching Faye’s figure shrink away behind other bodies before disappearing around the doorway. “Dane, stop pullin’, yeah? I can walk on me own.” Jude muttered a quiet complaint.
Dane told himself that he wasn’t going to babysit anyone tonight, that this was an anti-coven night, one that was going to be about him and his wants. Selfishness was a comfortable trait for Dane, you could ask anyone, but for tonight his motives were purer than not... The witch wanted a night where he could dress up, mingle, see familiar family friends, to see his parents, but most of all maybe have a dance with his girl (or at least the girl he wanted). YET here he was, man handling an adult like a child and scurrying into empty rooms to once again make his life the epicenter for the Coven. Frankly he rather they had to vanquishing another wolf or listening to Ruth explain the principle rules of casting a ritual circle than deal with the emotional problems his fellow witches and casters bring to the table.
“Shut it Jude and be quiet.” repeating himself, until the two were safely behind closed doors and in side a private hallway that was lowly lit. Shoving Jude across from him, Dane looked down at the handle of door before waving his finger tips over it---tracing a symbol over the knob, his finger tips smoldering like embers before locking it, while preventing others from wanting to come this way. Banishment charm and locking spell. Simple. Now that he felt safe enough to be loud and focus on Jude, he pulled at the cuffs of his jacket and stared blankly at their leader. “So what was your plan? Walk over to her and those guys, acting like some gutter punk? Cause honestly mate you’d look like a damn fool out there...What’s up with you?” asking partly as a friend and partly to not have this night turn into a shit-show---for the sake of his family and Ruth’s. “Your energy is everywhere tonight, you smell like cheap cologne and weed, and you are a guest here. So spill cause I’m not letting you leave this hallway until you calm down or figure your shit out.”
At this point Dane felt like a parent, pacing between the edge of the door and the other side of the hall. Glancing back and forth at Jude as he stood in front of him, his mind wandered to Imogen and what she was doing and constantly trying to reminded himself why he wasn’t letting the other witch follow the role he was so good at; aka being pathetic. “What’s so important about her that you let her work you up like this?” he paused, gauging the situation before creeping up with his past mistakes, “Are you still hung up about her and I? ‘Cause you and I never really talked that out.....”