[dxrlingtrue]

was running through tokyo’s smaller stations last saturday evening when a guy stopped me to say he thinks i look beautiful. we exchanged numbers while the escalator brought us back up to the ground level and parted ways at crossroads. everything was so quick yet felt so slow. i haven’t heard from him since but i’ll cherish that moment forever

[dxrlingtrue]

everything happens for a reason

[dxrlingtrue]

torturing myself with a horrible pilates&cardio workout. i’m so fine i’m so sane

[ci333l]

your songs that aren’t about me and my poetry that is about you

[dxrlingtrue]

had a rough morning and i was so scared to spend my birthday here without friends and family but ended up having the loveliest day!! dragged a friend to this cute cafe, went thrifting, spend the evening at an arcade, got sushi afterwards and called my bestie. happy 23~

[dxrlingtrue]

jäljellä vaan loppu, ei toivoa ei iloa ei mitään ei yhtään mitään. tumma tunneli, öljymeri ja keuhkot joilla ei voi hengittää. ei valoa ei toivoa ei lohtua ei pakotietä

[dxrlingtrue]

skipped school to go back to kawagoe and tried to get the fatty but failed miserably:( 貧乏になった…

[dxrlingtrue]

sudden rain and thunderstorm. this depressive episode seems never-ending

[dxrlingtrue]

sirens, room A3. hungry mouths, greedy hands. how to forget no one will save you

[achillesinhighheels]

[dxrlingtrue]

sun sets after six. i stay out, let it bleed down my arms. clock ticks heavy, 2millimeters your voice fades, streets go quiet. windows bolted shut, no entry to the roof. a lone raven, the wind and leafless tree

[dxrlingtrue]

[dxrlingtrue]

missing the spring in finland, my friends and late nights. cooking and drinking wine, chatter and laughter. gentle warmth and cool evening breezes. maybe i’m a little homesick

[kosmogrl]

deciding one day that you want to build a life for yourself is so scary. like damn I really want to live… I’m new to this. where do I even begin

[dxrlingtrue]

雨の日､ 友だちとカレーを作った。

[theoptia]

Albert Camus, from Notebooks 1951-1959; August 1957

[dxrlingtrue]

it’s been raining since yesterday