being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever.
why can’t i find a reason to live for myself?
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being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever.
why can’t i find a reason to live for myself?
I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real
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hello everyone! one thing i always wanted was a very big modular sofa in the game so i decided to give it a try and this is what i came up with. it comes with 5 different pieces in 24 swatches to create various shapes and versions. the footprint of the sofa is a bit smaller than the actual object so it can be easily placed, but this means that sims might walk into the sides of it if there are no other objects near it. in my opinion the woven rug actually looks better sized down once but i kept it the size it is, because i wanted to have an area rug for when you make a very big sofa with this set. it was so much fun to choose patterns for the sofa and i hope you like using the funky swatches, too (especially the cowprint!).
i really hope you like this set and have a lot of fun decorating with it!
this pack comes with 8 new items: - 5 sofa pieces - end table - coffee table - rug
everything is basegame compatible! you can search for ‘slouch’ or 'charly pancakes’ to find the objects in the build/buy catalogue
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RE-INVENT YOURSELF FOR 2022
this post was inspired by this tiktok: here
okay first realise..realise you have the power to change ANYTHING. its never too late to change your reality. dont think that you’re too “old” and that its late for you. people are in their 40s, 50s, 60s trying to find themselves and their true identity and trying out new hobbies! this idea that life ends when you’re 30 or whatever is such bullshit. you have so much time to change anything you want and nothing is impossible. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
once you realise that, you can conquer anything. your problems are so small compared to you, because you’re magnificent. in this time of age we do not stop to congratulate ourselves because we are always comparing ourselves to other peoples lives on social media, or our parents are comparing us to other peoples kids. take time to CONGRATULATE YOURSELF for atleast wanting to try doing better for yourself. thats already an achievement and a step closer to achieving your dream life. some of you guys have been through hell and back, yet you’re still here. just congratulate yourself on that, because thats amazing. really.
now..lets start a funeral.
write down or take mental note of all your “bad habits” than can include something simple as procrastinating or idk nail biting. GET RID OF THEM. DECLARE THIS NOW that you will stop doing those habits, these bad habits do not benefit you. now, its pretty easy to cling back onto these “bad habits” so dont even worry about it. if you do it again do not belittle yourself, do not beat yourself up about it omg. literally dont you’re still amazing and hey..maybe you won’t completely get rid of them so start minimising how much you do those so-called bad habits
secondly, the mental glow up
mental glowups are also important aswell as physical glowups. mental glowups really do wonders and can impact your physical appearance!
• don’t beat yourself up when you make a mistake.
i feel like its so normal for us to do this and i think if you were in a household that was not particularly great at emotional wellbeing you would struggle whenever you make mistake cus you would beat yourself up about it, its a tactic we’ve learned to do and its not a very good one.
• treat yourself with kindness.
how you treat a little child under your care, treat your mind and yourself as so. when you feel under pressure, when you feel caught up with everything. take it slow. and realise, you’re amazing and you can get through any obstacle.
• treat yourself like a QUEEN!
honestly, we should all start treating ourselves like the beautiful people we are?? like yeah i woke up messy hair and all but i am still beautiful. i am still shockingly pretty and i rock any hairdo.
• prioritise yourself. stop prioritising others.
now dont get me wrong, when the moment is right you can put others before yourself..BUT NOT ALL THE DAMN TIME! treat yourself, love yourself and prioritise yourself.
thirdly, the PHYSICAL GLOWUP!
now whatever you want to look like, visualise, script, command your subconscious or affirm that what you look like is IN YOUR REALITY! and nothing can stop that, literally nothing can. and in the meantime literally just love yourself, congratulate yourself..i mean your physical glowup is here and you look absolutely stunning.
take plenty of selfies cus you’re beautiful.
go outside and hang out with friends PLEASE DO NOT PUT A HAULT ON YOUR LIFE FOR YOUR MANIFESTATIONS.
pretend you’re a celebrity on vogue doing your routine in the bathroom. literally have fun, do hairstyles you wanna try, spend a lil bit of money on skin care + makeup.
NOW..COMBINE EVERYTHING IVE JUST SAID.
okay, now combine everything and just do it, dont be scared. why are you scared? you still have plenty of time to make mistakes and try again, and get your dream life, you still have time to love yourself and gain knowledge of YOU and stuff you like. now..you dont need the “perfect life” i feel like that is being so targeted towards young people nowadays searching for that “perfect life” that builds up so much more pressure, tbh. all you need is stability. become stable and consistent in habits, relationships, your body and your mind. (if u want, u can obvi have ur perfect life hun)
only you control ur life.
& own that shit. you are in control. this is your world, your life. no one controls anything in your reality but YOU. know that you control everything in your life. you're the only one who decides what happens. no one else. not your mom, dad, sister, brother, friend, cousin, boss, etc. YOU CONTROL YOUR LIFE, REMEMBER THAT.
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INVEST IN YOURSELF. become the person you’ve always dreamed of, refocus your time and energy on the things that you really want, fill your mind with positive beautiful thoughts and watch those thoughts flourish into your reality. change your thoughts and you will change your reality
big tip: literally be delusional asf & live in your imagination, like shit just daydream, visualize, affirm whatever you wanna do just go in your imagination & just live in there, once you realize your imagination is the only true reality & that the 3d is fake, everything becomes sm easier!! and obviously self concept is important as hell too!! NOTHING IN THE EXTERNAL WORLD IS REAL UNLESS YOU SAY IT IS!!
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Tᴀᴋᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʀᴇsᴏɴᴀᴛᴇs. Rᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛ (ᴏᴜᴛʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴏʀ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟʟʏ) ᴀs ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴀs ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ɪs ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ɪs ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴅᴏɴᴇ.
Iᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ Nᴏᴛᴇ: WE ARE NOW LIVING IN THE END. Wᴇ'ᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ sᴛᴏʀʏ, ᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ.
Rᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇʀ: ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ 💙 ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴋs ꜰᴏʀ Rᴇᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ: Yᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴛs ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀғғɪʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ.
Example: Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ɪᴅᴇᴀʟ ʙᴏʏғʀɪᴇɴᴅ/ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴏ ɪs sᴏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ➡️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ɪᴅᴇᴀʟ ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ, ᴡʜᴏ ɪs sᴏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ As Gᴏᴅ I AM ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ
☁️ Iᴛ’s ᴍʏ Gᴏᴅ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ɴᴏʀ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇs
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ʟɪғᴇ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇᴅ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴇꜰꜰᴏʀᴛʟᴇssʟʏ
☁️ Mʏ Cɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇᴅ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴄᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴏᴡɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ɴᴇᴡ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪ-ᴍɪʟʟɪᴏɴᴀɪʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I AM ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ɪᴅᴇᴀʟ ʙᴏʏғʀɪᴇɴᴅ/ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴏ ɪs sᴏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ 3D ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴋɪɴɢ
☁️ Mʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅɪᴄᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ɴᴏʀ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅɪᴄᴛᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ
☁️ Cɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴍɪᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴇʟɪᴇғs ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ sᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ
☁️ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ
☁️ I AM Gᴏᴅ, I AM Lɪᴍɪᴛʟᴇss ᴛʜᴇʀᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
My only job is to sit pretty and remain persistent to the unseen
If you have any limiting beliefs..
Its so easy like if you find out that you have a limting belief just affirm against it like ITS JUST THAT EASY?? if you find out that you have this assumption that changing appearance is hard and takes time, affirm that it happens so easily and quickly if you find out that you have this assumption that the 3d takes time to conform, affirm that it conforms in literal seconds if you find out that you have this assumption that manifesting people or sp is hard, affirm that its so easy and that everyone does what you want them to if you have this assumption that manifesting is hard, affirm that its so easy like you literally are the best at it if you have a fear that you might fail at entering the void state, affirm that its so freaking easy like you can literally can enter it whenever you feel like it if you have an assumption that you might fail at manifesting good grades, just affirm how its physically impossible for you to not get good grades and you are so good at manifesting it. AFFIRM AND PERSIST!! as long as you affirm and persist you wont fail!!
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