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like the water when your ship rolled in that night ā Eddie Munson x f!reader
word count: 3.6k
warnings and tags: shy!reader, inexperienced!reader, kinda fluffy, kissing, dry humping for like a second, heavy make out session, reader is self deprecating and has anxiety, pre season 4, no actual smut but a little spicy
part one Ā· part two
a/n: I started this WIP three years ago and a comment on Ao3 finally made me decide to finish it (as well as season 5 making me obsess over the show again). this is technically part of a series, but you don't really need to read the other parts. reader is dustin's neighbor but nancy's age, and she's friends with the gang, has been involved since S2. that's about all you need to know to understand it. i hope you enjoy this!
You werenāt sure when it became routine for the people you were paired with for assignments to stand you up and expect you to do all the work by yourself. Youād spent the better part of your Thursday evening at the schoolās library waiting for Andy to show up. At some point, youād mostly given up on him actually appearing and, while you kept working, youād tried to come up with what youād say to him when youād run into him the next day.
Except, of course, you wouldnāt really say anything, wouldnāt risk getting in trouble with the basketball team when youād still be stuck here until graduation, which was months away. So you tried your best to ignore how much of a pushover terrified of any kind of confrontation you were, and focused on the work that had to be done ā completely on your own.
It took the voice of the librarian telling you she wanted to close to finally tear you away from your work. By the time you looked up, sheād gone back to her desk, and you felt your shoulders falling, as if trying to shrink yourself. Her tone had been cold and somewhat annoyed, and you knew she didnāt like you much. Maybe it was because you spent too much time here, maybe it was because you kept bringing Eddie Munson around, you had no way of knowing. What you knew was that, as always, when you walked out, she didnāt bother replying nor looking at you when you mumbled a āGoodbyeā.
What was there to say, you werenāt a very likable person.
You rushed down the empty hallways, quickly pushed the door open, almost desperate to go back to your empty home, desperate to get some peace, and were immediately greeted with torrential rain pouring from the sky. For a second, you froze, looking around at the mostly empty parking lot. Rain was falling with enough force that it looked like the droplets bounced on the concrete.
And your car was at the entrance of the parking lot.
Shit.
Holding your books close to your chest, you did your best to use your jacket to cover your head and started to run. The usually recognizable sound of your kitten heels clicking on the floor was completely drowned under the rain.
It felt like forever until you reached the small car. By that time, as you jumped in, throwing your books inside, you were drenched, droplets falling down from your hair, water already soaking through your clothes and making you shiver. You inserted your keys in to start the engine.
When nothing happened, you just about could have cried.
āNo, no, no,ā you mumbled for yourself, ācome on, please, come onā¦ā
But after a few more attempts, you had no choice but to accept it: your car, for some reason, wasnāt starting. You let out a frustrated cry, hitting the wheel, and the honk it gave was that of a wounded animal.
Your options werenāt looking good. Your parents werenāt home, there didnāt seem to be anyone left at school, though to be fair, there wasnāt much you could see through the rain, and right now, brain short-circuited by anxiety, you couldnāt think of much else to do.
Realistically, you knew that popping the hood open wouldnāt do you any good. You didnāt know jack shit about cars, and you didnāt have anything you could use to fix anything that would need fixing anyway. But the idea of staying in the small cabin, unable to see anything outside with the rain, made claustrophobia bubble in your throat. That didnāt use to be something you struggled with, but it turned out being stuck hundreds of feet underground in a Russian bunker could do weird things to you.
Whoād have thunk.
With a silent curse, you got out again, and used your key to open the hood. You half-expected something dramatic to happen, for smoke to rise out maybe, or for something to catch on fire. Anything that would indicate that there was an issue.
Instead, nothing happened, and you found yourself just staring dumbly at the engine, which looked just fine to you.
āSon of a bitch,ā you cursed, though it came out as a half-sob.
The rain was still pouring down, trickling down your cheeks, under your clothes, each drop hitting you harshly. You wiped your eyes, trying to hold back the tears which would only further impair your vision. It seemed that the rain made out your whole world, filling your senses. It was all you could hear, all you could see, most of what you could feel on your skin, and even the smell of it on the concrete felt overpowering. You kept staring at the engine as though it would change anything, as though youād be able to magically figure out the problem and then fix it.
God, this had already been such a bad day and now you werenāt even able to escape it.
Then, suddenly, hands landed on your shoulders and you spun around, ready to scream, when you met Eddie Munsonās warm brown eyes.
āAre you okay?ā he asked, though you could barely hear him over the rain.
āItās not starting,ā you shouted in hopes your voice would reach his ears. āI donāt knowāā
He peeked under the hood, shook his head, and slammed it shut.
āCāmon,ā he yelled, āletās go to my car.ā
The words conjured the image of his minivan into your mind. It was old, rusty, and it looked a few seconds away from falling apart.
But, well, if it ran, you were in no position to ask for more.
āJust a second!ā you said, diving back in your car to grab your bag.
āLetās go!ā
Eddie was bouncing up and down for impatience, but he still waited for you to emerge again. Once you did, he grabbed your hand without a secondās hesitation, guiding you through the downpour. His hand was warm and firm, if a little calloused from playing the guitar.
When you reached it, he opened the door for you, catching you when stumbled into his back. He checked on you with worried eyes, then nodded once heād figured you hadnāt hurt yourself. He slammed the door behind you once youād gotten in, and a few seconds later he was sitting in the driverās seat beside you, shaking his head like a wet dog to get some of the water out of his hair.
You let out a short laugh, wrapping your arms around yourself and doing your best to suppress a shiver.
āIād offer you my jacket, princess,ā Eddie said as he peeled it off himself, ābut I donāt think it would do much for you right now.ā
He unceremoniously threw it in the back of the van. In front of you, the glove compartment was overspilling with tapes. The van smelled like pot and cigarette, and it wasnāt much warmer than the outside, but it did have one amazing quality. Being dry.
āTh-Thanks,ā you said, gritting your teeth in an attempt to keep them from chattering.
āNo problem,ā he answered with a shrug, reaching for his key to start the engine. āI mean, I wasnāt going to just abandon you.ā
Despite how cold you were, a soft warmth was already spreading through you from Eddieās mere presence ā and, you suspected, from the earlier handholding. Even if it didnāt mean anything, itā happened. For sure. And you enjoyed it. Whichā was probably not great, actually. Seems liked youāre getting ahead of yourself, reading into what clearly didnāt mean anything to him, and you guiltily put your hand under your leg, as if to punish it.
āWhat are you even doing here so late, huh?ā Eddie asked as he backed away. āI mean, I think Iād have noticed if youād been in detention with me. Have you ever even gotten detention?ā
āNo,ā you answered, āI was at the library. Working on aā school project. I didnāt realize it was raining this hard.ā
āWell, itās pretty lucky we both came out at the same time, right?ā
He shot you a wide smile that makes your stomach do a somersault.
āYeah. Yeah, itās a good thing you spotted me.ā
He shrugged with only one shoulder.
āI dropped by at the library to see if you were still there, and she told me youād just left. I figured if I hurried I might still catch you.ā
Oh.
āIām glad you did,ā you said quietly, but Eddie just laughed, not noticing the softness in your tone.
āIām sure youād have found someone else to call and come pick you up.ā
Maybe. Now that you were less freaked out, you thought that Nancy would have come. Steve would have too. But that wasnāt what you were talking about.
āYou live next door to Dustinās, right?ā
You were surprised he remembers that.
āRight.ā You frowned at the rain that was still pouring outside. āI hope he made it home before it started. Itād be horrible to get caught under all that on a bike.ā
You still could barely make out what was outside theā Wait a minute.
āHey, shouldnāt you start your windshield wipers?ā
āOh,ā Eddie said with his usual carelessness, ātheyāre toast. I need to get that fixed, but I havenāt gotten around to it. I mean, thereās so much that needs to be done on this baby, you know?ā
āHmm-hmm, well, that seems pretty dangerous, donāt you think?ā
āNah, itās fine. The other drivers can avoid us. Iāve got my headlights on, Iām sure they canāt miss us.ā
Those⦠were not conditions in which you liked being in a car.
The loud honking noise that followed mere seconds later, and Eddie swerving at the last second to avoid an upcoming truck⦠were worse.
āShit!ā Eddie screamed, stopping the van on the side of the road, while you held on to the grab handle for dear life.
You didnāt scream, though. Must have been the several near death experiences youād had that helped you to hold on to your dignity, even in this situation. You had once found yourself in a car that was being chased by a giant fleshy spider. Of course, youād still be dead if you crashed, a thought that made you a little nauseous, but still. This was basically nothing.
āAre you okay?ā you asked the second the car stopped, turning towards Eddie, reaching for his face, his chest, making sure he wasnāt injured.
He blinked at you.
āUh, yeah. Yeah.ā
One of his hands came to cover the one youād put on his chest.
āAre you?ā
You nodded, quickly, decisively. Your senses were in overdrive, adrenaline kicking in, like there would be monsters coming anytime soon.
Except, of course, the gate to the Upside Down was closed. There were no monsters in Hawkins, El had lost her powers, and you were in a car with Eddie Munson. Whose eyes were boring into yours as his thumb stroked your wrist.
āI think we should wait here for things to clear out a bit,ā he said at last, breath short.
āThat works for me,ā you replied.
Youād heard your mom recalling of a trip when she was young, when the wipers had broken down. Her dad had tied a rope to them and made her pull on it the whole trip, keeping the window open.
You⦠didnāt really want to try that. You would if you had to, but for now, you supposed you could just try and wait it off.
At least, that was what you were thinking before a new shiver had your entire body quivering, and you wrapped your arms tighter around yourself to try and suppress it.
āYou okay?ā Eddie asked, leaning towards you, eyes filled with concern.
āIām f-f-fine,ā you said. āJust drenched. I n-need a change of clothes, thatās all.ā
He turned around to look at the back of his van, but it was mostly empty, apart from a box full of D&D rule books.
āI should start keeping blankets in there,ā he muttered.
āItās not like this kind of situation should be a frequent issue,ā you pointed out, teeth still chattering.
āYeah, but Iām thinking about taking this baby to a metal festival. And if I skip town after graduation, it wouldnāt be a bad idea.ā
It was funny. Youād thought about that too ā leaving Hawkins and never coming back. It had been your plan for the longest time. And yet, since the Upside Down, you werenāt sure there was a point in telling yourself that anymore.
This town would never leave you.
āThat s-sounds fun. You could probably fit a mattress back there. Road-trip around the country.ā
You missed the fondness in Eddieās eyes when he looked at you.
You hadnāt even questioned the notion of him graduating. You were probably the only person who had any confidence in him ever making it out of here.
āYou know,ā he said, resting his hand on the seat behind you, āI can think of one way to warm yourself up.ā
He bit his tongue to stop himself from laughing when your eyes immediately went wide.
Man, you were cute.
āCāmon,ā you said, trying to laugh it off, trying to pretend that he hadnāt sent your heart spiking worse than the earlier near collision had, ābe serious.ā
His smile softened, just a little.
āOh, trust me, princess, Iām more serious about this than I have ever been.ā A pause, his eyes darting to the side as if searching his memories. āAbout anything,ā he added after a secondās reflection. āWhat, didnāt like it last time?ā
He was giving you an out, but you didnāt even notice, too quick to shake your head.
āNo, no, it was⦠nice⦠Itās just I donātā I mean I didnātāā
He didnāt let you flail too long.
āIf you thought it was just āniceā, Iāll have to try harder,ā he said.
He didnāt wait any longer before leaning in. And you let him, heart hammering like it was trying to jump out of your chest, cheeks on fire, and with your entire body suddenly screaming for his touch.
His lips were soft when they pressed against yours, careful. Giving you another chance to push him away, should you want to. Instead, your eyes closed, and, slowly, you put your arms on his shoulders. You felt him tense for a second ā worried heād overstepped, worried you were about to push him off ā and relax once you started pulling him towards you.
He started to move his lips, leaning further into the kiss. His nose brushed against your cheek as he took your bottom lip between his and you let out a quiet gasp. You tightened your hold on the back of his neck, pulling him closer to you, and you felt his mouth curving into a smile. His hands were just as cautious as his mouth had been when he finally touched you. His fingers lingered on your arms first, before settling on your waist.
Soft kissing sounds filled the cabin, and Eddie was right, this was marking you warmer. Not just because it had set your whole body on fire, but also because he was practically radiating heat. And as much as he didnāt seem to want to push, it was only making you want more.
So, carefully, you parted your lips to let your tongue probe against his. You heard a grunt come from him, something that sounded suspiciously like āfuckā, and then heād parted his lips too. His tongue brushed against yours, and the kiss turned more demanding. His hand squeezed your waist, pulling you closer to him, until your body was flush against his. It woke all sorts of very new sensations in you.
For the first time, you felt wanted. Desired. It made you grow bolder, and your hands moved from his neck into his hair, which you discovered was already half-dry. There was another grunt ā or perhaps a moan ā when your fingers scraped against his scalp. This time, you were the one who leaned closer, pressing yourself against him.
āShit,ā he whispered against your mouth. āYouāre gonna drive me fucking crazy, you know that?ā
No, you hadnāt, but that made you want toā try something. Something you would never have envisioned, even just a few minutes ago. Clumsily, you pushed yourself up on the seat so youād be kneeling on it. Eddieās hand followed, moving to the small of your back. The other one came up to your face as he tilted his head back, thumb stroking along your jaw.
Then, you lifted a leg, and put it over his lap. It wasnāt nearly as easy as the movies made it look, what with the steering wheel being in your back, and also how distracting the kissing was.
Eddieās eyes shot open as you straddled him. He was flushed, breath fast, lips swollen.
āIs this okay?ā you asked, breathless.
āIs thisāā he choked on the words. āItās more than okay, butā you sure?ā
There was genuine concern in his voice, and such gentleness in the way he touched your face, the next shiver that ran through you had nothing to do with the cold.
You replied by kissing him again, harder, and this time you were sure it was a moan that came out of him. He was fully hard under you, you discovered, and that was perfect, because you found yourself aching as well. Eddieās hand dipped underneath your shirt, touching bares skin, and it made you tingle all over. He didnāt try to push, but there was enough strength in his hold that you wondered if it was going to leave a mark.
You didnāt think you minded this idea.
You rolled your hips against him, and felt him jolt under you. He rubbed against you just right, and it sent sparks of pleasure through you. Under your shirt, his hand travelled a little higher, until it was brushing against your bra. A thrill ran down your spine at the thought of what could be next. Youād always thought youād be nervous, in this situation, but you just felt good, and warm, and you couldnāt wait toā
There was a sudden knock against the van, and you practically flew off his lap, turning a terrified look against the back.
Your first thought was Demogorgon, despite the lack of sightings these past few months. It would be insane, obviously, but, well, everything that had happened in this town was insane. Your next thought was police and officer Powell telling your parents about your āpublic indecencyā, which might be scarier than the Demogorgon, actually.
Then, the door open, and you discovered a very wet, very annoyed Dustin Henderson.
āEddie, dude, thank God youāre here!ā He threw his bike in the back and climbed in, closing the doors behind him. āI went to check something at the library and got caught by this shit, I thought I was going to fucking drown out there.ā
Back hunched, he walked towards the seat, and blinked when he finally spotted you. You did your best to straighten your clothes, hoping what youād been doing in there wouldnāt be too obvious.
āOh, hey!ā he said, and shot you his brightest smile. āWhy are you here?ā
āMy car wouldnāt start,ā you squeaked. āEddie was kind enough to offer to take me home.ā
Eddie had to fight himself not to scoff at that. Right. Kind. Well, it wasnāt like heād planned on making out with you in his car, but heād be lying if heād said it was a selfless act.
āOh, thatās perfect,ā Dustin commented, climbing the seat and letting himself fall between you and Eddie. āThat means youāre already going to my place!ā
āYeah,ā Eddie said, not bothering to hide his annoyance, even if his fondness for the kid softened it, ābut weāre not going anywhere right now. My wipers are dead, and Iām not driving like that. Youād be faster with your bike, honestly.ā
āThatās fine,ā Dustin said with a shrug, āI must have a rope somewhere. You can just tie that around your wrist, and youāll be able to make them move.ā
Eddie stared. Opened his mouth. Closed it.
Well, it looked like there was no escaping him. He glanced at you, and you were very pointedly avoiding his eyes.
āSure, Henderson. Letās do that.ā
Your heart was still beating so loud that you could barely hear the conversation. The ache between your legs certainly hadnāt subsided, and your skin was still ablaze everywhere Eddie had touched you. You took an opportunity to steal a quick look at him, found him already staring.
The look in his eyes, and even more so, the slow way he was running his thumb over his lower lip told you he wanted to return to your earlier activities just as badly as you, and you had to look away quickly.
Well, this was just a setback. Maybe. Perhaps. Possibly. Possibly not. Youād kissed him before, but he hadnāt shown any interest in you after that ā not that youād noticed, anyway. Even now, as nice as it had felt ā and you knew for a fact heād enjoyed himself ā it was mostly circumstances. You didnāt know if heādā if heād be intoā
āAaand done!ā Dustin announced loudly. āWe can go now. By the way, howād you two know each other?ā
Great. Now it was time to be grilled by the most inquisitive fifteen year old on the planet. He was also, of course, one of your favorite people in the whole world ā you just werenāt quite in the right state of mind to talk to him. You cleared your throat awkwardly while Eddie gave a vague answer, which didnāt surprise. Heād kept the tutoring thing pretty discreet.
Of course, that was also never going to satisfy Dustin, and he already had seven more questions by the time Eddie closed his mouth.
This was going to be a long ride.
i hope you had fun reading this! any style inconsistencies with previous parts is because i started the series three years ago, when s4 was coming out, and didn't have the heart to continue after the last two episodes of that season came out :') I still hope you liked it! reblogs and comments of any kind are highly appreciated, and who knows, they might end up motivating me to write more for these two. if there is even a readerbase for eddie anymore. i'm not even daring to tag the people who'd asked me because this is from so long ago :')
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It's quick and easy and could save a life. My office reached 31 Celsius today. It was not the hottest office in the building. We do not have any fans for electrical safety reasons. There was an emergency ice pops run at lunch, which sounds funny but we were genuinely concerned our pregnant colleague was approaching heatstroke and the official guidance is to 'open a window'. Heat kills! Outdoor and manual jobs have it even worse right now too. I know I'm lucky to be able to be sitting down with free access to water during this!
"I love you but you're doing wrong in a way I cannot condone" and "I hate you but you're being wronged in a way I cannot stomach" are top tier and I need more of them.
i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people
people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!
// I was making icons and noticed how Kagome smiles a lot less by the end of the series. Itās sad to see that these
by the end of the series turn into this
Thatās something I hardly ever see anyone talking about, but Kagomeās expressions become darker and sadder by the end of the manga. In the Epilogue she doesnāt give not even one of those large,bright smiles she so often displays in the begginning.
But thatās completely understandable, after everything Kagome has seen during her journey I believe a part of that happiness could never come back.
So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said ādonāt follow me if we never even had a conversation beforeā and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????
Iāve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now Iām wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that itās totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if weāve never talked before.
Also, Iām legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like itās common sense but is that really a thing?
Saw a sharp increase in my follower count after posting this. The legitimacy of it is driving me nuts so I also feel the need to say that you can follow anyone on here regardless of whether youāve interacted with them or not. People like the above mentioned blog are exceptions. Perhaps they themselves think they arenāt and therefore will act like they arenāt, but they are, trust me.
Just follow anyone you wanna follow. The worst thing that can happen is maybe getting soft-blocked by the other person, but if they do soft-block you, then they were never that worth following in the first place.
The thing is that sex scenes actually are incredible ways to explore character. People are at their most vulnerable during sex! The way they have sex says a lot of very interesting things about their desires, obviously, but also their psychology, their vulnerabilities, their hopes and fears, etc. It is completely insane to me to think that sex scenes have no value other than to sexually excite the audience. And even if their only value is to sexual excite the audience - SO WHAT?? A movie is supposed to excite and entertain you! Grow up!!!
Not to be snobby/elitist but influencers need to remain in their own separate lane and Iāve never been more serious about that⦠you are not a real music critic because you review albums on your popular YouTube channel, in the same way Iām not looking at the top Goodreads reviews or going on booktok for genuine literary criticism. I saw some quote recently from an influencer who was interviewing celebrities on a red carpet and she said something along the lines of āfans want to see people like us talking to their favs as if we were their friends!ā and itās likeā¦okay? But I actually want interviews with actual trained reporters, too. Which is not to say thereās no value in some of what influencers are doingā¦The woman who asks celebs silly, low stakes questions over takeout chicken is a cute addition to any press cycle. But sheās not a reporter, and what sheās doing is not actual journalism. Influencers with huge platforms should feel proud of themselves for building something that clearly resonates with people, but for any of them to claim to be ātop of the field,ā above people with like, actual education and qualifications and years of experience at their job, is just ludicrous. You are the natural successor to the Buzzfeed listicle. You are not āthe only relevant music critic today.ā Be so fucking serious.