i’ve been struggling so much lately and the only thing i can do is avoid the people/behaviors that send me spiraling. my friend group has fallen apart because of one decision i made, and this time i feel really sure that it won’t recover - at least, not with me as a part of it. facing the reality that the friends i’ve had for the past 4-5 years are not really my friends has been the most difficult thing i’ve had to come to terms with. watching them blissfully continue their lives as they shut me out has been incredibly painful. blocking & unfollowing will only cause drama so i’ve just gone the muting route. taking a break from them on social media is what i have to do to heal. i have to focus on my new home i’m moving to in a few months, my relationships that actually matter, with people that actually care about me and make an effort with me. this friend group has been so mentally & emotionally draining to keep together these past 5 years. i’ve sacrificed so much of myself, and put so much effort in for people that are willing to throw it away.... i’m done. no more wasted energy. no more reaching out to receive nothing in return. no more questions, texts, likes, replies, anything to remind them i’m here and i love them.... no more. i have to take care of myself, which means moving on from these toxic relationships, as you would do with a lover that wasn’t right for you. moving on.
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