Im just trying to get enough money to be able to crawl into bed and pretend i don’t exist for ten years.

if i look back, i am lost
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Im just trying to get enough money to be able to crawl into bed and pretend i don’t exist for ten years.
At this rate i think ive got about another 5 or 6 years before i cant take it anymore and kill myself.
Not so bad, ill get to finish most of the shows im currently watching at least.
The world has become a hollowed out shell
Lost in dreams and empty, a barren place
In 4 million years what stories they’ll tell
There used to be these things called the human race
Again i am battered and left as cinders
Burnt out and smoldering in my soul
No words left for you, i wither
Never to be complete cause i was never whole
The time of joy has passed, it has indeed been lost
The slow poison burns yet i remain alive
Every day is endless, im bleeding in the frost
How long can this go on, how long must i survive
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, from The Beautiful and Damned
All these things to do and we still dont know what to fill our time with. People? Things? Fucking social apps? None of it matters. The cruel truth is you dont matter and you never did or will, except to a very small group of people. After your dead they’ll forget you and it’ll be like you were never here.
I cant wait.
Im lost in this world, slowly becoming a ghost while im still alive. All i can do is poison myself and fade away into the dark recesses of my broken mind. What a tragedy it is to be a walking corpse in a world of shallow hearts.
God bless america except for all the cities in it. I dont much care for humanity except for everyone ive ever met. Cars are bullshit unless you have to go somewhere. Chicken cutlets? Yes please. Rubberneckin blasphemous chud god be praised.
This was supposed to be a good year :/
Started it with a lot of positive vibes and good things happening, took less than 9 months for everything to completely go to shit.
Just another disappointing year of a disappointing life.
Fucking mother fucker fuck fuck fuck fuck me fuck I feel like everything’s always gonna be fucking shit anyway why even try anymore fuck it
Accurate, if somebody could just knock my fucking brains out with a hammer that would probably be for the best at this point
Emotionally bankrupt, physically unsatisfied and mentally unstable would describe my current mindset, with just a dash of tomfoolery thrown in for good measure
Every forkin day
Also anytime I think about my past I guess, this.. yeah this is pretty much all the time.
Big sad be hittin hard lately
Everything hurts and I’m dying