Jun 1
it's unfathomable how much your little sibling's words can hurt you when you both grow up.
you spend your loving that precious little bean, being different, better than the usual fare of older siblings, never raising your hand on them or making them fear you.
then one day you grow up, hit a rough patch and suddenly, the little bean is turned around passing moral indictments on you and using the tacit understanding of saving each other's backs that comes with sibling code as the high ground to demean you into the dirt and have their way.
really fucking hilarious how that works.
(i can't wait to leave. :( )
