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It’s snowing in Houston 🤭 Charles explored a little

must share my latest weird asmr find, amazing video i am absolutely obsessed w how the asmr community embraces little weird video ideas

Abt a year ago this video of me in target looking imo kinda ugo and awkward right after i got off work, went viral. at first i was so nervous about it bc if there’s one place ppl are brutally honest abt someone its a comment section. And i was so convinced all the comments were going to be making fun of me. But instead it was hundreds of genuinely nice ones. Maybe the worst being “is that gypsy rose?” which was just funny. And tbh i think that experience rly helped me mentally as someone who hates being perceived and is uncomfortable with attention. Had to have my bf and brother reassure me the video wasn’t a mean spirited joke that i wasn’t picking up on bc id been bullied like that as a kid. So maybe it healed a little bit of my inner child idk but i am thankful it happened. Maybe it sounds dumb but it actually made me feel better about myself.

My main goal for the year is re-immersing myself in my love for textiles. For the last 8 years after graduating college my creativity felt distant and I had a lot of personal journeys to take and things to work through on myself. Now years later I feel more stable and at peace and comfortable with myself than I ever have in my life. Reading through old posts on here from my early twenties I’m like wow she is so lost and just hurting herself. But now so much of that has cleared and there’s finally space for creation and creativity again. Last year I’d been making an effort to do small creative things, like make handmade cards to sell at my job and other things like that just for fun with no pressure to help ease back into making. Joined a ceramics studio for a few months (that studio sucked but it was at least fun to throw again for a bit) and took one 5 week textile class w a friend. Mended holes in clothes by hand. It helped re-spark the joy of the process and now I’m more inspired and ready to create than I have been in almost a decade. I’ve always wanted to make quilts but have a hard time w the sewing machine so I’m going to challenge myself to try to make one. Or at the very least get more comfortable with sewing. And the textile class made me remember how much I absolutely love weaving, so I’m going to start that again too. I think I will update my progress on here! I’m so excited!

Was very excited to finally see a remedios varo when visiting my brother in nyc recently

venustapolis

Astral character (Remedios Varo, 1957)

Astral inhabitant (Remedios Varo, 1961)

A collection of estate sale and antique shopping plushies and dolls from last year 🤭

moodz and vibes and lil guys

is anyone still using tumblr 😳 im considering resurrecting bc i hate posting on ig and pinterest is all ads and ai and i scroll too endlessly on tiktok which might be dead soon. I think old school blogging posting life pix and art inspo etc without the pressure could be nice :-) this is katelin if anyone remembers or maybe we still follow each other on insta 🫢