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hi! I’m an old fan who was fairly active on tumblr back in 2011. I haven’t been active for the past few years but still check on my boys every now and then. To my surprise, instead of catching up on cute debut anniv posts my Twit feed is all about a Cold War? I know they have phases but apparently they haven’t had any interaction in the last few months/can’t even pretend on stage?😭
Your thoughts? (Most the posts are coming from OT5 so I’m skeptical but also don’t know who else to ask. I went through my Tumblr following and you were the only TVXQ acct still active)
welcome back 🙌🏼 honestly nothing has happened and i think people are just being dramatic lol. I believe some fans started noticing that they weren’t interacting much at one of the smtowns (I think London?) as a joke (i even later joked about it on twitter), but then some people started to take it way too seriously.
we have to keep in mind that they’re in their solo eras now. they’re not going to be doing many things together in the meantime. but they always fall back to each other. we are getting their red ocean concert at Nissan Stadium in April (who else is going? 👋🏼) so they’re going to reunite and resume activities. they’ll be back! like you said, it’s just a phase right now.
we’ve been through this many times before. this is why we joke about it so much! and they’ve been through worse. 2026 will be their 16th year as a duo. they are locked in already. they don’t need to pretend about anything. just because we don’t see them acknowledging each other in public doesn’t mean they’re not doing it privately.
seems like many are realizing and connecting the dots with noirmachine aka jaejmilf. i hope with this every accs of that psycho will be gone from twt and anyone who was harrased by that loser can finally be freed. idk if what i did help much but if it did then i'm happy. i won't be having this acc up any longer and by tomorrow i'll delete it. if anyone wanna save the pics before they're gone feel free bcuz i know that loser will find a way again to stir some shit up
any tvxq fan on twitter just know noirmachine is jaejmilf and acting like they are different people when there are many proves to support that. they have 4 private accounts to harass others and hate on changmin specifically. the four private account were exposed on twitter and now after jaejmilf got active (by rting something) and was aware their priv accs got exposed they are crashing out in the replies of that tweet. the private accs are: yunhomos yunjaegaysex yunjaeneverdies & pamtardio. if you have iphone you won't know if there are rts or prqts unlike android so the dumb idiot rt the tweets as well to illude others thinking they are getting 8 prqt in total which they don't. it's just 4 prqts from those 4 accs. block them all and @ others to be aware of this mental behavior so they can be free + spam report these account especially the main ones so actions be taken and they get suspended. spread the word please.
free blocklist: any "yunjae" shipper they interact with bcuz all of a sudden now some jumping the bandwagon of "omg some yunjaers are toxic and ruining our image" when few days ago they themselves were rting clown tweets about tvxq and homin besides the obvious changmin hate/lack of care
I don't know if anyone from twt follows me here, but I'd suggest screen recording all your tweets that have gotten spammed by him before he deletes those accounts. I think blocking him will do nothing as he can and has been creating new accounts to keep up this deranged behavior. the best thing we can do is spread awareness and hope he leaves; he truly is a pest poisoning all the fandom.
Btw, he already changed the @ of those accounts, but you can still track him through their IDs in case he changes them again
i mentioned in my first post that if you see more than 4 engagments on your tweets then its noirmachine aka jaejmilf taking the opportunity of many using iphones and not being able to see if what they have are either rts or pqrts. that only happens when you're on android and i kept seeing 4/3 rts along with 4 prqts which is what that loser trying to do illuding others into thinking they have many priv acc but you can actually see even priv acc that rt tweets now and what do we have here
WHAT A LOSERRR LMAOOOOO trying hard to farm engagement over their boring tweets
just a lil post to 'expose' that loser and their weird behavior of stalking cassies calling them "jobless" etc when they were the one hiding behind priv accs harassing them and now whining and bitching when they get their fair share of their own shit done back to them.
noirmachine used to be okay with changmin, even was a homin enjoyer as well
until they had arguments with other cassies and decided to hate on changmin for no reason and 'despise' homin lol and ofc switching to liking jae and yunjae becuz words of this idiot being sick in the head spread and none liked them so ofc they'll switch and find flock of idiots to join
stating in their carrd don't have an issue with any otp but only hating on homin? hmmmm wonder who else do so..
also anyone that stumbled across tweets from both noirmachine and jajemilf will see the similarities of words on any yunho tweets. and their own 4 priv accs liking the tweets on jaejmilf quick with some friends to counter the prqrts lmao. too obvious. even an outsider will notice like be fr
now what a coincidence that noirmachine carrd is yock with this specific priv acc having "yock" in the username that was discovered to be one amongst old accs (suspended now before creating new ones) that been prqt any homin accs or changmin stans :)))))
are we noticing the pattern here? like do i really need to point it out? the similarities of dns of all priv accs , the bio of yocktail and jajemilf tweets? come on now. too obvious lmaooooo.
another coincidence both being 24, yunho stan, attending smtown london, same tattoo like come on ppl lmfao
everything is so painfully obvious but this fandom barely cares lol. anyway this post is to those who cares and maybe wants to do something about it or add their own observations as well in calling out this loser
hi i miss your tvxq posts on x and here. i hope you're doing well!
omg!! that’s so sweet of you anon 😭💗 I am doing well!!!! i’m still lurking around, but too busy irl to really make posts and be active. I have been cooking up something though—I actually recently added 1,000 words to a homin fic I’ve been working on—so hopefully I can keep up with this momentum. I really miss being active 😔 I’ll be back! Miss you all 🎈
oo fun! i love doing these things haha. thanks for the tag, @kokobopam ♡
favourite colour(s): gray, blue
currently reading: 'the hunger games: the ballad of songbirds and snakes' by suzanne collins. i started this two years ago and i'm just 60% done lmao. i'm trying to get back into reading physical books so hopefully i'll finish this soon and then finish maybe one more this year.
last song: 'natural' by imagine dragons
last film: 'aquaman' directed by james wan. inspired by the new superman movie, i'm currently trying to binge all of the DCEU films lol. 'bvs' and 'justice league' are even worse watching them a second time LOL
last series: 'the last of us' season 2. bad. lol which is... not a surprise because i didn't like the game all that much either LOL (i'm referring to part II... the first game is a masterpiece)
sweet/salty/savoury: savoury
tea or coffee: god both. i love coffee and i love tea
working on: i am trying to work on my homin dead dove mafia fic... idk when i'll finish it, but i'm working on it whenever i have time
tagged by @kokobopam! ahh this looks so fun! thanks for including me in this haha <3
writing tag game
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
11
2. what's your total ao3 word count?
105,867 words. it took me a decade to get to this number though, how embarassing lmao. if we total ALL words from fics i've posted on other platforms, it's definitely uh... more than that (idk how much though as some of these platforms can only be found on wayback machine now... ahem winglin).
3. what fandoms do you write for?
i only write for tvxq at the moment. in the past, i've written for tvb dramas, harry potter, super junior, and exo.
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
It's a Deal: police au, enemies to lovers trope, about homin going undercover as a couple at a couple's rehab/therapy island resort. dumb humor. great satisfaction. i am very proud of this fic LMAO took me two years to write it (i was in grad school at the time) but i had so much fun. i am a huge stan of ships with sexual tension who hate each other LOLLL so i do hope to write something like this again.
Your Father and I: family au, friends to lovers trope, all fluff with some minor angst, about homin raising a five year old together. not my first chaptered homin fic but the first chaptered one i completed so i have a huge soft spot for it <3
King Size: one shot based on that one radio interview tohoshinki did in 2018, when yunho said he wanted another mattress. a fluffy story featuring a suffering yunho and an annoying changmin hehe
The World of Everything: a canon-compliant fic also set in 2018, a smutty one shot about homin realizing their feelings for each other during the post-army, begin again era. smut with emotional narrative is how i'd describe it lol. a lot of s3x and a lot of feelings lol
Drunken Confessions: my first published homin fic on ao3, yay! idk why this one is popular but it was popular enough for me to write two different versions of it LOL (one ended up being 'Your Father and I').
5. do you respond to comments?
i usually do, but recently i've been so busy with other things in my life that i haven't :( as a writer i really appreciate comments, so i try my best to give each and every comment a productive reply.
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
probably my most recent one, 'Seven Star Boys'. not exactly a good ending lol
7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
most of them are happy lol but if i have to choose, it'll probably be 'Your Father and I'.
8. do you get hate on fics?
it wasn't exactly hate, but more like a critique? a disapproval? the person said my fic had "grape" (it was actually dubcon) and that i didn't tag it as grape. it did kind of get to me at the time, so i ended up taking down the fic to rework it, but i was much younger then. if this happened to me now i'll just shrug it off lol. i don't know if i'll ever republish this fic because it's still incomplete. maybe one day, when i get the inspiration, i'll finish it lol (hint: it's a homin omegaverse fic lol)
9. do you write smut?
yes lmao. i think almost half of the fics i have on ao3 contains smut.
10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written?
uh... idk if this is considered a crossover but the incomplete 'The Tiger's Keeper' features other kpop stars as supporting cast. lee hyori and junsu are big supporting characters in the story.
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
not prolific and good enough for people to steal from me lol
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
nope
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
tried but failed lol
14. what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
omg i might've said this earlier BUT IT IS 'THE TIGER'S KEEPER'! like this fic is so ambitious that i actually plan to publish it for real... idk if this dream will ever come true though...
15. what are your writing strengths?
i was told by a few friends that i'm good with adding emotional depth to my characters. i write about feelings a lot, which is true. i do strive to write stories that are more character-driven.
16. what are your writing weaknesses?
i'm pretty bad with dialogue. i struggle with writing good dialogue exchanges that feel realistic. a goal of mine is to be able to write an entire scene where the reader can infer the emotions and the environment through just dialogue.
17. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
weird af LOL but i will if they are honorifics like "hyung", "noona", or "sunbae" because these are language terms that are relevant to writing about kpop stars lol
18. first fandom you wrote for?
tvb drama actors lmfao
19. favorite fic you’ve written?
probably 'It's a Deal' and 'The Tiger's Keeper'. both fics are long and both fics i had spent a lot of time on. i'm very pleased with how 'It's a Deal' turned out tbh. i was shook at myself for how good i was able to capture their banter LMAO and of course, i was able to sprinkle in some character development too in a five chapter story... man i was good wtf happened to me now
as for 'The Tiger's Keeper'... i love what i did with the worldbuilding here and i just love thinking about what i COULD do with this story haha. it wasn't originally meant to be a long story, but the more i mapped it, the longer it got. i think i once projected it to end with over 100,000 words but this was all in my head. maybe one day i can finish it, and when i do, i hope ya'll are reading the physical copy and not the ao3 digital version lol
i'm also going to sneak in a third favorite: 'When the Sun Meets the East'. an emotional one shot about yunho going through depression and anxiety post-split. when i wrote this i was also going through something similar.
thanks for reading through this long thing haha <3
tagging @zimriya and @sanasensei to also do this game! :D
2. what's your total ao3 word count?
77,934 words. is it obvious that I write short fiction? lol
3. what fandoms do you write for?
at the moment, just tvxq. I used to write a lot for exo too, maybe I'll do it again one day. I've also written some nct/wayv fic and one for the worst of evil (kdrama). currently I also have some aew (wrestling) wips but I don't think I'll ever post them.
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
I don't like kudos as an indicator of anything, but here they are
Again, at this place: probably one of the softest things I've written. I wrote it right after tvxq went back to japan after two years because of the pandemic, and I was so enamored with the thought of them living together again. I'm glad people found it cute and soft, cause at the time I wasn't really writing anything this domestic.
To be honest: the only time I wrote a real wayv ship, and a popular one—kunten. I still get surprised when this gets a new kudo because I haven't written a wayv fic in three years.
GOOD DOG/MAD DOG: my only kdrama fic and my first time writing actual fictional characters with a set canon instead of rpf. I'm really proud of this fic, but unfortunately it keeps getting kudos but no one except my friends (who haven't even seen the show) left comments, so I don't think I'll write more kdrama fics in the future.
Runaway: a post-apocalyptic power era suyeol fic that I love so much. I wrote this for the last round of tinysparks and I still can't believe it's my most liked exo fic considering suyeol was one of the least popular exo ships back then.
penny for your thoughts (I know what you want): finally, a horny fic makes it to the podium (I've only written two or three lol). I'm glad we agree on this one though, I think it's good.
5. do you respond to comments?
I try to, but sometimes I get a bit overwhelmed. not in a bad way though! I've gotten some really long, thoughtful comments, and every time I read them I just don't know how to reply in a way that really expresses how much I appreciate and treasure them :(
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
uh....I'm mainly a horror writer so a lot of my fics don't have a happy ending, but something explicitly angsty? maybe Come Back Like Winter
7. what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I think Rabbit Records is a silly and overall happy fic, and then there's Celestial Alignment where the tone is definitely more serious but it has what I'd consider a happy/hopeful resolution.
8. do you get hate on fics?
nah. I mean, there's one person who hates me for writing homin fics but on the actualy fic? just once (a different person) and it was pretty funny considering it was a winwin anti lmao.
9. do you write smut?
yes but I suffer through it lol. I just find the process of writing smut so hard. it takes me ages to get a paragraph written even though I have a clear idea in my mind. but I do have many ideas and I need to exorcise them (I'm working on one now).
10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written? I have, but nothing too wild. I think jaehyun/xiaojun is the craziest thing I've written. I have an ideas for a secret agents suju-tvxq fic that I'd like to write eventually, and some discarded ones for a shinee-exo space opera, and a suju-tvxq-exo constantin-esque demonic possession story.
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that I know of, but highly unlikely given I'm not a popular writer.
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
also no.
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
I've tried two times and failed because of external factors :( another friend suggested writing a story together recently so maybe...third time's a charm?
14. what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
uhh I try to finish all of my wips and I don't consider them abandoned even though it's been over 4 years for some, but there are a few exo wips that I'm not in the mood to write anymore, so who knows.
15. what are your writing strengths?
I've been told I'm good at mood pieces and I'd like to think that's true because, while I think I'm not overly descriptive, I love using those descriptions (of the lighting, character feelings) to set a specific mood as if you were watching a movie. I'm also good at short fiction.
16. what are your writing weaknesses?
I don't think I'm too bad, but I struggle with dialogue a lot, like, sometimes I even forget the characters should speak lmao. I also usually doubt myself on characterization even though I get praised a lot for it (it's just in my brain probably).
17. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
ughh I generally don't like it unless it's relevant to the plot (a character reading a mysterious inscription in another language) or helps localization (honorifics from different countries).
18. first fandom you wrote for?
tokio hotel LMAO
19. favorite fic you’ve written?
picking a few that I love and think represent my writing the best
Under the Blood Moon: my most perfect, favorite creation. a found footage horror story told through video transcriptions, emails, blog entries, and other written mediums. I think this is the best example of what I can do when I lock the fuck in and get seriously creative not only about the plot but the story format, which is something I love to do when the plot allows it.
Puncture Wound: a very short story composed of a series of vignettes, strongly focused on the mood aspect, the characters' codependency, and other complicated feelings.
A Chimera’s Dream: another horror story. this one's special because I wanted to try something different and ended up going for the most difficult genre I've written to this day; cosmic horror. building up the tension and describing a creature that is undescribable in nature because seeing it would drive you mad, was such a big challenge, but I think I nailed it. definitely my favorite monster description is the one I did for this fic.
if you read all this, thank you so much!! I love talking about my fics and I don't get many chances to do so.
I don't know many authors on tumblr but tagging @easterlystars @aaafonya and anyone else who wants to do this. I'd love to read your replies!
Hello, I was wondering if you knew why Yunho's speaking voice suddenly totally changed in 2025 ? I was following their new activities and was totally surprised by the new very deep and very nasally tone but can't find any info anywhere!
omg really? i honestly never realized it. i do remember yunho having some type of vocal cord surgery many years ago though.
Hi this is me that asked you for homin account recommendations! Thank you very much for replying to me, I would like if you don't mind older accounts as I have a lot to catch back and I feel there isn't so much new tvxq activity!
here you go anon! enjoy the past two decades of homin, haha
yunho/changmin
genre: gangster AU
rating: mature
trigger warnings: implied abuse, implied incest, blood and gore, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT (READER DISCRETION ADVISED)
length: 1,771 words
The Dongbang brothers had no one else to rely on but each other. No one to trust but each other, no one to share the pain with but each other. As if intended by the devil, you watch how their attachment to each other turns immoral and nefarious. But you can’t stop it. You have no power to stop it. All you can do is stand there, slowly watching them succumb to darkness.
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