[luvbey]

i just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while

[eatyourpsyche]

at some point in life

I won‘t care anymore

from that point on

we’re lost.

[prettypositivity]

I hope my mom heals from the things she doesn’t talk about

[maviyenot]

[sorrowfulsex]

“Alcohol tastes better than the thought of you loving somebody else.”

— 23:27

[1anonyymous1]

Being a person who feels things deeply is exhausting

[blacklilyghost]

life on the snowy mountains

[aufimmerwiedersehen]

It‘s funny how the prospect of death seemed so far away when I was a kid. There was no real worst case scenario that included losing someone I‘m close to. Now that I know what it feels like to lose someone, death seems to surround me, I see and feel it everywhere I go, in everything I touch. I used to think to myself: "What‘s the worst thing that can happen?" and smile, while I pondered over the very likely possibility that everything is going to be fine, eventually. Nowadays I‘m not so sure anymore. Nowadays I‘m scared. All the time. And I guess this is growing up.

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donto. | 02.02.21 | not so sure.

[aufimmerwiedersehen]

Ich vermisse die Tage, an denen ich noch genau wusste, was mir fehlte. Ich war zwar traurig, aber wusste auch warum.

Seit Wochen sitzt mir der Schmerz so tief in der Brust, obwohl ich doch eigentlich so glücklich sein sollte. So glücklich, wie noch nie.

Das Leben war so leicht, als noch die größten Tragödien waren, von der Freundin verlassen zu werden oder in der Schule zu versagen. Probleme waren greifbar, nennbar. Heute sind die Probleme noch größer, aber trotzdem nicht besser zu erkennen. Wie ein Nebel, der sich über den Wald legt, der ich bin. Alles verschwimmt, alles verweht.

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donto. | 29.07.21 | gedankenfluss.

[just-shower-thoughts]

If you slap yourself and it hurts does that make you strong or weak

[helish-daddy]

The Notebook (2004)

[love]

Negative Space by Mungo Thomas, (2006 - )

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[eatyourpsyche]

It comes in waves

Floating through your entire body

It’s like you’re drowning

In those feelings

It might sound terrifying

But it’s overwhelming

It’s beautiful

- about love

[eatyourpsyche]

I guess, one day I have to tell you

That I never stopped loving you

I got distracted by all the people around me

And now that I lost everyone

The only one I truly miss

Is you 

[winterfellis]

[perrfectly]