jen

on a wire between will and what will be

[eau-so-jen]

what a show!🩷

[leohearts]

“I love the way you look at me when you don’t think I’m watching. I love the way you smile at me even when I’ve said the stupidest thing. I love the way you can light up my face by just walking in a room.”

—

[eau-so-jen]

I still think about us. And I don’t think I’ll ever stop.

I try to remember the bad stuff, all the reasons, why it was the best to end things.

But no matter how hard I try, the good memories that randomly appear in my head keep reminding me of everything we could have had.

It’s not that I miss you. I miss us. I miss the idea of us. All the memories we will never make and all the things never said.

[eau-so-jen]

[violet-kitten-yandere]

Always, my love

I'm always thinking of you

You're my favorite thought, my favorite dream

[eau-so-jen]

[poet-of-poems]

I always love more

I can’t understand why I always love more

When it breaks me and makes me feel empty and sore

I can’t understand why I cannot let go

Of the people that hurt me, but I love them so

I feel so alone, and that only I care

Sometimes I just wish that someone was here

I wish for somebody to hold me and say

“I’ll love you forever, and I’ll always stay”

I’m honest to people and I do my best

I’m patient and caring, but can’t take a rest

I never stop hoping that they will be fine

But nobody honestly wants to be mine

So why can’t I realise what I am worth

When everyone else leaves me broken and hurt

I don’t understand why, and I cannot see

Why I always love more, it keeps hurting me

[eau-so-jen]

[orchidsatdawn]

[eau-so-jen]

nights like these

[thedreamerquotes]

I just can't believe that you actually love me. That you care. Do you understand? I can't figure out how I can mean something to you.

11pm thoughts

[spacecadetxo]

[eau-so-jen]

Wear your heart on your cheek

[qvotable]

“How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour // Hold Still

[eau-so-jen]

Found this in my school‘s restroom

[spacecadetxo]

[eau-so-jen]

another cro song cause they‘re amazing